Numb The Pain

prod. afraid of myself and fxckjamie

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CRUCIFY ME

CRUCIFY ME (ft. FXCKJAMiE) (Prod. AOM x FXCKJAMiE)

Decrepit (Prod. By AJ Buddha)

[CHORUS]
Supremacy
Electing devils, hellish troubles got me feeling weak
For the moment, we stole it, took it back until they tongue and cheek
I'm the mouse that they tortured, unamazed, in a maze that they built for me
Circles running round inside my head, ain’t sober since last weak
X2

[VERSE 1]
Please live and let me die
Watch it burn and you can leave me behind
I’ve got dreams of suicide been slippin in my mind
Rather sleep then be awake
I hate the effort that it takes
All the time
No

Rather sit inside my mind, where I find, my tempers always cold
Punishment for all crimes, I’ve tried to repent and let them go
They’ll haunt me till I die, and I fear my death is comin close
Meet him like my closest friend, he’ll take me in, and welcome home

(Looooooord taaaaaake me
My pain is deep, 
sacrifice myself cuz no one came to save me
Amen)

[CHORUS]
Supremacy
Electing devils, hellish troubles got me feeling weak
For the moment, we stole it, took it back until they tongue and cheek
I'm the mouse that they tortured, unamazed, in a maze that they built for me
Circles running round inside my head, ain’t sober since last weak

[VERSE 2]
Not sure why I’m feeling anxious
The line I’m living is dangerous
The darkness overwhelms, and takes all of my intentions
The less time I have the better
Waiting for this to be over
Always siding with the voices in my head calling me over

Hell bent on my personal hate of myself
Dysfunctional, cynical, making my hell
Put up four walls, cinder blocks, stone cold
Didn’t realize I’m building my personal cell

(Tucked away from all the noise
And the static of it all)

Holding off on all my memories fearing that they might leave
So I live in constant pain, just stressing, hoping no one sees
Forgetting all your faces, facing walls that I broke down
Why the fuck did I spend time alone, I hate myself right now

[CHORUS]
Supremacy
Electing devils, hellish troubles got me feeling weak
For the moment, we stole it, took it back until they tongue and cheek
I'm the mouse that they tortured, unamazed, in a maze that they built for me
Circles running round inside my head, ain’t sober since last weak


THE END
*Special thanks to GRIP for producing this awesome track for me!

"Sorry In Advance"

Sorry In Advance [Prod. GRP]

Sorry In Advance [PRD. GRP]

girl i'm glad that you're out there and you're happy now
but i gotta fucking know, u still think about me still?
cause i still love you girl

passion it fades
curse out my name
isolate my face
i'm a jerk, u said i'm fake

mistreat me i feel like the victim
i broke you, i hurt too bad
u played me, u act like the victim
the way u talked, how'd u think this'll last

why the fuck do i love them more now there gone
love is a game you only win if you tryhard
tell all your friends you dated ripthepetals
cause i hope that ima make it just to show u that you fucked up

i miss the way that you move
you miss the way that i move
i picked apart through your fake ways
then you tell me that i need to change

why the fuck do i love them even more now there gone
love is a game you only win if you tryhard
tell all your friends you dated ripthepetals
cause i hope that ima make it just to show u that you fucked up

why the fuck do i love them more now that they're gone (PROD. dead spyro)

Just trying something a little different. Hope you like it. <3

Torment

FUCK FENTANYL PROD LOWTOW

rapid fire like an ak
leave me alone
100 rounds couldnt save me
pick up the phone
going down yelling may day
kill me off slow
you a prius im a freight train
busting in your dome

when the memory dead
and my shirt stained red
wear your love like a migraine
your in my head

novacaine make the pain stop
issac with the blood clouts
shawty with the red drop
help me man my head lost

keep my guard up when im moving through the streets
yeah
lose my train of thought everytime she look at me yeah
ill be what your not girl i can set you free
ill be whatever you want me to be

broken simulation
no motivation
reject your state of mind i reject my generation
i will never beg dont walk away
you can stay with me lets rot away 

can i save today
they might spit in my face
but it couldn’t be worse than the feeling of feeling replaced
got your  blood on my mace
shawty catching my vibe
we can diss on this earth cuz we just run away from our minds

i wanna run out of time
don’t wanna lose track of you
a hundred chills down my spine
the end be coming up soon
still got her things in my ride
how may days til i die
sick of spitting these  lies
1 800 try suicide

dont need no russion roulette
i swear im up to my neck
wait tables feed her kids 600 dollar stimulus check
but  she aint  gotten it yet
and her husband named bret
is overseas but the enemy isn’t one we deem the final threat

busting in your dome 
im billie joe i walk alone
when you call i pick up
when i call you never home
water sign i got fire
never need a damn lighter
and   you figure that you love me but i think you a liar 

yeah i just think you a liar
yeah i just think you a liar
give you everything i have just to set it on fire
my closet full of skeletons dead vampires
and i don’t really care its late im way too tired  

go away

I DONT WANNA FEEL ALONE ANYMORE! (PROD. $EGADOR)

Hope yall enjoy :)) I've been hella excited to post this one 

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