written for z's 60th year, produced in garageband

Mango Tree (Z's Song)

make me feel like I'm made of snow
melt me down 'til I've lost all control

lay me down near this winding road
guide my arms 'til I'm flying like I've never known

it's a bluebird day, honey, I'm still blind
I'm reading too much into what was simple kindness
making something manic out of my denial
it's a pattern I'm so used to finding
I'll repeat it for a final time
then I'll finally see it as a fracture line
opens up I'm fallin' into undefined

but soft and slow
like falling snow

made me kneel but you didn't know
I'd stay down cause I carry the weight of the world

mm mm mm

Snow (demo)

I was so fuckin' high
when I saw 'er off the tide
and said "Bailey, you're something to me"

yea I mighta been drunk
when I fell in yer bunk
and said "Bailey, you're something to me"

I'm a certified sailor
I'll cook in yer favour
make her comin' so good that it's mean

but it's certain, my Bailey, that yer killin' me lately
got a bod from the gods and I'm horny—
but a face that'll send me to sea.

Bailey (demo)

deep down a road I'd forgotten
don't think I can do this no more
but with patience and grace I'd be honoured
to remember the place I was born

singing awake in the cradle
I stare at my ceiling in bed
replaying the messes; I made 'em
to mirror the thoughts in my head

hold me down
forget I was wrong
as I'm lyin' face down in the stream

when I'm not around
at least I'll be gone
just a shadow of doubt on the breeze

but I'll write if you come back to me
yea I'll write if you come back to me

it's only ripe just before rotting
I'll fall and return to the earth
the shame's frozen me like a loaded gun
I surrender to breaking the curse

hold me down
forget I was wrong
as I'm lyin' face down in the stream

when I'm not around
at least I'll be gone
just a shadow of doubt on the breeze

When I'm not around (demo)

my father is turning 60
I don't know if I'll be there
my lifetime is half his existence
it's a lot and I'm still scared

my mother has gotten closer
but I'm picturing life without her
told me to take her out behind the barn
we'd end things quietly there

it's almost over do you
feel pain without me?
I threw some salt over my shoulder
to ward off the spirits or something

my brother's a lot like me
we see each other as family
only one with the slightest inkling
of what I might mean

it's almost over do you
feel pain without me?
I threw some salt over my shoulder
to ward off the spirits or something
to ward off the spirits or something
to ward off the spirits or something

Salt (demo)

some days
the mornin' is gone
when it's supposed to and

some days
I'm layin' awake
and makin' folk tunes I

breathe out complications
recover in my old room

I'm hearin'
the waves it's folk noise
to fall asleep to

Folk noise to fall asleep to (demo)

I watched you crumble in my arms
I guess I'm glad you think I'm strong
but I'm just built on something I made up

I'm not gonna wash away the pain, yea
I suffer from twisted fascinations
I wonder just how many days 'til I'm gone?

Something I made up (demo)

Mariners Apartment Complex — Lana Del Rey

"Look At Me Now" from the album 'Pang'
Performed by Ariel Dawn
Produced by Low Key Lee and Ariel Dawn
Written by Caroline Polachek, Daniel Harde and Daniel Nigro
2020

Look At Me Now – Caroline Polachek

Hoo haha!

Produced by me and Lee...
I had fun picking out sample for this one, felt like it had G-Flip vibes.

I LOVE!!! Saxophone, and needed to include it on this track. I love the intensity of the one note alto grind. Kinda a big driving hype force.
I LOVE sleighbells and am vehemently against using them exclusively in christmas songs!

Lyrics, are, sort of....:

Untitled

practicing eqing the shit out of something almost unsalvageable and making it somwhat listenablein a sad sp00ky way?

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