Okay , I've thought about it    
I can't go on without it    
I could let it go , but I doubt that I would    Let it float away like that    
But don't want that pressure on my back    
I just want to relax    
Don't cheese , I may not smile back    
Don't push , I might strike back    
And when I do it won't be my bad    
You better be on that honor roll    
Better listen to what I told you    

It's all the same things    
I don't think that shits healthy    
I don't think I'm okay    
But I gotta have straight A' s    
And I  , I better be straight    
No wonder why I'm not okay 
It's all the same things 

It's all the same things    
That shits unhealthy    
I don't think I'm okay    
But I need to have straight A' s    
And hide I better be straight    
No wonder why I'm not okay
It's all the same things    

I'm too young to be stressing like this    
So many moments missed and things I wish I would've did    
But I stayed in the bubble to prevent the trouble    
Damn all the signs I had missed    
It's not me , it's you who needs to change    You're responsible for me ,  so why am I the one to blame?    
Like I said it's all the same things   
 
It's all the same things    
I don't think that shits healthy    
I don't think I'm okay    
But I gotta have straight A' s    
And I  , I better be straight    
No wonder why I'm not okay
It's all the same things 

It's all the same things    
That shits unhealthy    
I don't think I'm okay    
But I need to have straight A' s (A's)
So I'm like "Okay"
No wonder why I'm not okay
Yeah , it's all the same things

same things

I can't bear to see it
It's scary to me and I don't know where I would be 
If that came around to me 
If that came around to me 
That came around to me
I don't know where I would be 
I don't know where I would be 

I hold on so I won't miss out 
"It's not that hard, just don't strike out."
I hold on, I hold on 

Some day will be harder than others
And my days may be harder than yours so
Don't say everything will be okay
That's a lie in my mind 

I don't care how long it takes
"One day you won't remember me."
If that was on your mind today
Would you think of me?
Would you think of me?
Would you think of me?
Would you think of me? 

I hold on so I won't miss out 
"It's not that hard, just don't strike out."
I hold on, I hold on 

Some day will be harder than others
And my days may be harder than yours so
Don't say everything will be okay
That's a lie in my mind

Hold On

Lyrics

It's been so long , and I ain't heard nothing back
6 weeks ago I know I hurt you bad
Yeah I blew up and I apologize 
Blew up your phone a couple hundred times
I know , I know I should've said this before
But I'm stubborn , yes I know it's no excuse 
But I'm sorry I should've never said I love you back
It's all my fault 

I broke my own heart
Thinking she's who you wanted
Broke your heart thinking I'm not what you want in a lover 
Why I thought you loved her
I don't know
Insecurity will be my downfall
Security is what I envy you for
But after all this I'll back down and settle the draw
After all this , I'll never learn 

It's been so long , and I ain't heard nothing back
6 weeks ago I know I hurt you bad
Yeah I blew up and I apologize 
Blew up your phone a couple hundred times
I know , I know I should've said this before
But I'm stubborn , it's no excuse 
But I'm sorry I should've never said I love you back
This is all my fault

guilt trip

Had to give em something just to fill em up 
Needed time so I just cleared my schedule 
I'm not really into this kinda flow 
But I'm feeling this , I'm getting kinda comfortable 
Don't really say this shit 
But didn't want to get to vulnerable 

Yeah not too personal 
But I'm still on that though
On my sad bitch vibes
But I chose not to though
Fuck a boyfriend I had to get my money up 

Yeah get my money up 
Fuck a boyfriend , I'm out here chasing dough
I'm out here pulling up , on that kind of shit that make your best friend switch up on you 

I'm not clowning , I'm just climbing
Up that ladder , get on my level
Why you talk , when you can't bag this
I might show up , make em mad and leave like ain't nothing even happen
I give em time , and they start acting mad weird
Like what happened last year when I wasn't poppin
Or hot topic
Now I am the topic
You gon just switch up on me like you and I wasn't just rocking 
But that's fine babe I got plenty options
Let's switch the topic 

Had to give em something just to fill em up 
Needed time so I just cleared my schedule 
I'm not really into this kinda flow 
But I'm feeling this , I'm getting kinda comfortable 
Don't really say this shit 
But didn't want to get to vulnerable 

Yeah not too personal 
But I'm still on that though
On my sad bitch vibes
But for now I chose not to though
Fuck a boyfriend I had to get my money up 

Yeah get my money up 
Fuck a boyfriend , I'm out here chasing dough
I'm out here pulling up , on that kind of shit that make your best friend switch up on you

money up

Produced By Sarah Cleary

lyrics!!!

Found me at my worst
I thought you were the best thing 
Everything was cool and smooth
But what you didn't tell me is what was eating at you
Everything was all good on the surface
Surface 

But deep inside you were feeling things that you thought were true
And they were but only for a moment
How could you go on for so long 
Knowing that I was only temporary to you 

Found me at my worst
I thought you were the best thing 
Everything was cool and smooth
But what you didn't tell me is what was eating at you
Everything was all good on the surface
Surface 

Lies and silence 
Proved my kindness 
I can't believe I let you you say those things
Lies and silence
Almost had me fooled

surface

I should've listened to my friends

What you'll never be

fool for you

FRIENDS

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