Name: Lost In The Grind alternate pop version by AiMee Pickman
Duration: 6 min 21 s
Description: contains explicit lyrics and some bad rhymes

What Are We Calling This?

Lyrics:

I see your light even as I fade  
Your kindness stays, it never will degrade  
You gave me strength when I had none  
And now it’s you who’ll carry on  
In every tear you’ll bravely hide  
I’ll be the whisper by your side  

Don’t fear the night, I’m not far gone  
I’ll be the hush before the dawn  
In quiet rooms or crowded air  
You’ll feel my presence everywhere  

I have to go now take care my friend  
Till we meet once again around the bend  
Hold onto the dreams that make you strong  
In your heart they'll always play our song  

I leave my love in every smile you wear  
In silent moments, I’ll be there  
I hope the world brings joy your way  
And paints your sky with brighter days  
Let laughter find you when it can  
And walk in peace where life began  

I’m in the breeze, the sun, the rain  
A gentle voice that speaks your name  
Each morning light, each evening star  
No matter where you are—I’m not far  

I have to go now take care my friend  
Till we meet once again around the bend  
Hold onto the dreams that make you strong  
In your heart they'll always play our song  

The world keeps turning, we lose and find
Even when the colors fade in time
Hope I still live inside your heart
In every beat — we’re never far

The quiet nights might feel too long
But in your tears, I’ll leave a song
So when you breathe, and when you dream
I’ll be the light behind the scene 

I have to go now take care my friend  
Till we meet again, this is not the end  
Hold onto the dreams that kept us strong  
In your heart they'll always play our song  
So sing it loud when you feel alone  
And know you’ll never walk unknown  
Our melody will still belong  
To you and me—forever strong 



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Lost In The Grind alternate pop version


[Intro]
I’m online but I’m not here
Blue check, but I disappear
Scrollin’ through a thousand lives
None of them feel like mine
[Verse 1]
I post a smile, I blur the pain
Filter truth, retouch the rain
I’m a highlight reel in motion
But I’m drowning in the ocean
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m seen, I’m liked, I’m known
But I still feel alone
I’m tagged in every scene
But lost behind the screen
[Chorus]
I’m a verified ghost
Living in a digital host
You see my face, not my soul
I’m curated, not whole
I’m a verified ghost
Echoing in every post
I’m everywhere, yet nowhere close
I’m a verified ghost
[Verse 2]
I swipe through love, I scroll through hate
My heart’s on read, it’s out of date
I’m logged in but I’m locked out
Of what this life’s really about
[Bridge] (vocoder harmonies + ambient FX)
I’m not a username
I’m not a brand
I’m just a voice
You don’t understand
[Final Chorus]
I’m a verified ghost
Living in a digital host
You see my face, not my soul
I’m curated, not whole
I’m a verified ghost
Echoing in every post
I’m everywhere, yet nowhere close
I’m a verified ghost
[Outro]
Log me out, let me feel
Something raw, something real

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Lost In The Grind alternate pop version

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