[Intro]
Tell me the truth…
Was I toxic?
Or did I just stay way too long in something that was killing me slowly?
You ever hold poison thinking it was medicine?
Yeah, that was me.

[Verse 1]
Was I toxic when I swallowed all your lies?
When I bit my tongue while you looked me in the eyes?
When I carried your chaos like it was my cross
And still apologized every time we fought
Tell me, was I toxic for staying too loyal?
For loving you through storms that were never mutual?
For packing up your damage and calling it home
While you sat comfy on a heart I loaned
I walked on eggshells in a war you started
And you called me crazy when I became guarded
You drained my spirit but needed my soul
Then blamed me for the weight of your control
Now I ask myself in the silence of my room
Was I poisonous, or just drowning in your fumes?
Is it toxic to break when you’re pushed that far?
Or is that just proof of where the wounds are?

[Pre-Chorus]
Don’t label my reaction like I’m the disease
You lit the match, I just burned in the heat
You twisted love into a battlefield
But I’m the villain just ‘cause I couldn’t heal in your field

[Chorus]
Was I toxic when I put up with your bullshit?
Took all the blame, every lie, every rumor you spit?
Or was I just bleeding out in disguise
Smiling through pain while love fucking died?
Was I toxic for finally losing my mind?
After crossing a thousand emotional lines?
If standing up now makes me the bad guy
Then I’ll wear that crown while I walk away alive

[Verse 2]
Gaslight, guilt trip, emotional games
Kept me addicted to hurt and shame
You played victim while I played dumb
Believing love meant going numb
Friends said leave, I said “they don’t get it”
Now I see clearly what I won’t regret is
Loving hard even when it hurt me
While you just loved how I served you
I became colder just to survive
While you sharpened words like knives
So if you call me toxic now, I laugh
‘Cause you fell in love with my aftermath
You don’t miss me, you miss control
Miss having access to my soul
Now I’m healing and that’s the crime
‘Cause you can’t live rent free in my mind

[Bridge]
Maybe I did scream
Maybe I did break
Maybe I did become someone I hate
But you don’t get to write my ending
When you were the one who kept the blade bending
Pain don’t make you toxic, it makes you human
Endurance in hell doesn’t mean I condone it
And healing ain’t pretty
Growth ain’t sweet
Sometimes it ugly…
But it’s real to me

[Final Chorus]
So was I toxic for putting up with your mess?
Or was I loyal way past my best?
Was I “crazy” for wanting peace?
Or just tired of your constant disease?
If protecting myself is labeled wrong
Then I’ll be wrong, and still be strong
I won’t carry your guilt no more
I washed my hands, I closed the door

[Outro]
You keep my name inside your mouth
Like it’s sweeter than the truth you never found
But the only toxic thing I ever did
Was love you harder than I loved myself
And I fixed that.

Was I Toxic When I Put Up With All Your Bullshit?

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From The Under (Richie Branson)

Infinite Source - Dbz Rap Z-Anthem

STAR WARS BATTLEFRONT RAP | Lyrical Gamer feat. Nemraps (Prod. by RaisiM1222)

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Lyrics:
Boom
Out of my room
Into the world
Now I got to choose
Water, or fire, or plant, so  who?
None of the above, gimme dat Pikachu
 
Put on my shoes
Travel across the land, searchin so far and wide
I got to prove that
You gonna lose
Whether I’m red, or yellow, or blue

- Am I Mystic, with wisdom on my mission
Instinct, with the confidence against all opposition?
or Valor, with that power when I stomp the competition?
Who gives a shit, get XP like Pokemon’s my business

I do go the distance
You too slow, you sittin
- Flexin at that gym with
My crew, till we winnin

From Mewtwos to Digletts
I cruise through this hitlist
The very best; you witnessed
scuse you while I catch this

- yeah  I catch em all
- when I pass the ball
- Game crashed?
- man I’m blastin off	

yeah I catch em all 
-while you drop the ball
Game’s back , no time to talk

Go!

yeah I catch em all
when I pass the ball
Game crashed?
Man I’m blastin off
Yeah I catch em all 
While you drop the ball
Game’s back
Aint no time to talk

Boom
Out of my room
Into the world
Now it’s true

Yeah it’s easy
my CP is up
To beat these
plebs
with candy I got the sweet teeth

To level up 
A medal won

I tread enough
You in the dust

So if you want
To step it up

You can meet me
At the street, see
You faint, now sleep peacefully
Best believe

I do go the distance
You too slow, you sittin
- Flexin at that gym with
My crew, till we winnin

From Mewtwos to Digletts
I cruise through this hitlist
The very best; you witnessed
scuse you while I catch this

yeah I catch em all
when I pass the ball
Game crashed?
Man I’m blastin off
Yeah I catch em all 
While you drop the ball
She asked what game is that?
Aint no time to talk

Boom
Out of my room
Into the world
You got to move

Hatching my eggs?
No, not today
You mean in-game?
Oh that’s okay

We at the mall, but we not here to shop and
I caught a Machhop and she got Pidgeot
Yeah you know we on top, we the cream of the crop because
Nothing can stop us, we beatin them all, ah!

for hours
we play by the tower
those items, that power
There’s nothing she ain’t down for

For hours
We play by the tower
Those items, that power
but then she joined Team Valor so

I do go the distance
You too slow, you sittin
- Flexin at that gym with
My crew, till we winnin

From Mewtwos to Digletts
I cruise through this hitlist
The very best; you witnessed
scuse you while I catch this

Go! 

- yes I catch em all
- when I pass the ball
- Game crashed?
- man I’m blastin off
Yeah I catch em all 
While you drop the ball
Game’s back
Ain’t no time to talk

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POKÉMON GO DUBSTEP RAP (prod. Palmmute)

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Lyrics:
One hour one life
every minute you grow, but you never know when you're gonna go

One Hour one life
So find nourishment or you die

Survival as a child in the wild until I’m full
Acquire over time from letters to words that rhyme through
Finding food, while I’m trying to design a finer tool
Climbing to the future tech alone, so I could use a

guide like you, whether my elder or new, let’s combine 
minds too, working together is better if we 
 unite with some rules

Yeah it takes a village, division of labor’s cool
Tell me what you wishin to contribute in…

One hour one life
every minute you grow, but you never know when you're gonna go

One Hour one life
So find nourishment or you die

Hear these sound fx, with my mouth and breath 
man, predators and prey, but - now we found a weapon
You can start the smithin, while she cookin in the kitchen
someone’s huntin and they fishin, while I’m farming makin dishes

Civilization rebuilding to a city we admire
See my mind crafting with ideas getting wiser
no you won’t starve sitting with me by the fire
and when I am reborn, I set the home marker right there

This for my homies that had all died before me 
wearin furry coats, not in luxury, but stayin cozy,
now I’m poppin out of nowhere, someone like a mother hold me
cause I’m only a baby, but I’m lookin towards growing in

One hour one life
Every minute you grow, but you never know when you're gonna go

One Hour one life
So find nourishment or you die

One hour one life
So build a home, cause you never know when you’re gonna go

One Hour One Life
So try to live before you die

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One Hour One Life

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