beautiful beautiful beauty❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

SlayStation ep out on all plats!  https://ffm.to/slaystation

prod. 33roaa

Lyrics ~

Intro:
Already knew at a young age
Eyes were stuck on boys it was okay
Never really thought it was a mistake
But then enter my pops there was no way

Pre-chorus:
Fading slowly 
Upon this doorway
I seemed alone 
It’s time to leave this home

Hook:
Mama why we gotta move again
I’m always making friends
I’m losing who I am 
I guess I’m fitting in

Verse:
Never gonna blend another way
I guess this is an issue for me later
Cause right now I just wanna be loved
I didn’t know 
What it meant to be a homo
Or why I couldn’t be close
To other kids I guess I’ll let go
Cause I was scared they would say no
If they found out how I glow 
I’m better off dimming the lights
I’m better off giving up my rights 


Your friends gonna shun you
Call you evil 
Trained in their minds your people aren’t equal 
Moving place to place feels like endless sequels 
Now you must erase your inner self be deceitful

Bridge:
You’ve come to far there’s no way out
Finally accepted there’s no change now
Bottle up that person you are deep down
Cause at their table there’s a seat now 

Pre-chorus:
Fading slowly 
Upon this doorway
I seemed alone 
It’s time to leave this home

Hook:
Mama why we gotta move again
I’m always making friends
I’m losing who I am 
I guess I’m fitting in

dissociation

dissociation (SS1)

prod: DiLo + sun e
mix & master: Xai Vert + DiLo

on all plattys:
https://alleghenyrecords.fanlink.to/dilo

lipstick

bermuda

track 3/5 - ep "im scared this is all i will ever be" 8/30
on spotify <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/1FYv9W4p1rFp8IWBjXiX5o?si=0a9be05cb2444726
im just nerfed by a 60$ mic
p. @youngcobain1111
written by 1jayne and @batspongey at 5am

ahh da da
ahh da da-

and im like ahh da da ur stuck in my head 
and im like ahhhhh i still think about you all the time
like ahhh i just want you to be mine
like ahhh i just want you to be fine

like i might fuck it up but 
ill still give it a try and 
and ive been up for four days cause
i think i made you cry
and you don't pick up my calls
 i just wanna facetime
and when i look at your face
you really make me smile-

 like ahh da da ur stuck in my head 
and im just so scared you're in someone else bed
its like "i'll treat you better than him" thats what you said
and i just really miss us but you leave all my text on read 

like, i gotta figure myself out 
and im tryna be what you need
inside my walls i have doubt
im really not what i seem
to me you look like a dream
you're just part of his scheme
and when our emotions collide they really get extreme 

like ahhh your eyes they make me hesitate
like ahhh when i talk to you we resonate
i dont know why you think you’re in a better place
i‘ve been waiting for him to make a huge mistake
and when i think of him it makes me really sick
yeah what do you see in him, he’s such a dick
and I just really hate the way that you kiss him
he’s covered in heart shaped kisses made with your lipstick

yeah i wish it was me yeah i wish it was me 
ahhh
i really wish it was me 
ahhhh
i really wish it was me 
ahhhhh
wish it was me

and when i think of him it makes me really sick
and when i think of him it makes me really sick
ahhh your eyes they make me hesitate
ahhh and your voice it makes me levitate
And i wrote love letters inside of my fuckin note book
i even tore the pages out and i still overlook, 
all the things that you said and what we could’ve been
so now i’ll take all of my notes and throw them in the bin

when i think of him it makes me really sick
when i think of him it makes me really sick 

i love yall <3

when i think of him it makes me sick (p. young cobain)

prod. snowwy

all plats

lyrics:
i put brodie on a poster
i be croppin off his head
i keep that nigga on a coaster
cuz he leakin to the feds
i put my glockie in my holster
like i put it down for bed
then i wake it up by shakin it
i think it needs some meds
i like my bitches somewhat older
they be grown like chia pets
i keep that hoe up on a coaster
she been drippin since we met
ima choke her, then fold her
then beat it till its dead
i said gon choke him, then fold him
he eatin up the lead

(im outside)
haha
dont fuck around
i use my hoe to weed em out
then we gon put yall in the ground
(whats on yo mind)
haha
dont fuck around
cuz all my dawgs gon find yo pound 
n then one call n they gon pounce

haha
what comes around, goes around, comes around
so dont you come n talk to me so classy
when i know behind my back you talkin badily
what comes around, goes around, comes around
what comes around, goes around, comes around
so dont you come n talk to me so classy
when i know behind my back you talkin badily
(what comes around, goes around, comes around)

ok
like why you runnin from a boy
this glockie wipe you like some tissue
all my niggas makin noise
we poppin out, we poppin sinew
im stayin poised, im stayin point
none my shit could ever be coined
you unconcious, im freud
you my son n ill be troy
why you boltin from me
ha, im catchin up
ima hit him wit that thunder
choppa lightin fuck him up
oh buddy you just had a blunder
all my niggas go n plunder
im on top so dont you udder
im the greatest see n wonder

(im outside)
haha
dont fuck around
yeah meet my bros we moving pounds
we movin quick we make no sound
(whats on yo mind)
haha
you fucked around
ok lets fight lets go a round
i pin you up, you down for count

chorus again.

classy!

Mix & Master : Myself, lovecupid
Produced by : MNDLS1600
 {LYRICS}
Gimme a min im drunk

keep on pretending ft. lovecupid (MNDLS1600)

my first ever fully self produced projects.

OUT ON ALL PLATS!
enjoy :)

lyrics:

feeling so down
i can't control it
one step closer
to falling off the edge
i can't help it

take my guts and rearrange them slowly
there's no difference
if you get to know me
feels like time just slips away
the second i turn back
oh no

i can't have what i want
this feels like the end
need it in my palm
in the palm of my hand
the future's looking bleak
for a control freak
like me

take me as i am
you stupid prick
you'd never understand
what it feels like
to have a voice in your head that's screaming
gleaming on the outside
but i can't defeat it
beat it
i just wanna be alone
it's a process
i can't be the person you want me to be
you want me to be

feeling so down
i can't control it
how many times do i have to say it
do you really think i wanna feel this way forever
i'm not stupid
i'm just losing it

take my guts and rearrange them slowly
there's no difference
if you get to know me
feels like time just slips away
the second i turn back
oh no

the future's looking bleak
for a control freak
like me

take me as i am
you stupid prick
you'd never understand
what it feels like
to have a voice in your head that's screaming
gleaming on the outside
but i can't defeat it
beat it
i just wanna be alone
it's a process
i can't be the person you want me to be

need everything to be the way i want it to be
control freak
everything in the right place
at the right time
or i lose my sense of being
control freak

CONTROL FREAK

made a lil song its my birthday today :D

(verse)
i dont wanna talk
your voice is too much
oh i just wanna love
lately ive been so stuck
like baby i really though your the one
i put all my time into you now were done
like this shit so complex
you missed all my calls
you missed all my texts
im wondering what i did wrong in the end
im wondering if theres still feelings to mend
but i might just be dead

(chorus)
and its like i
really wanna get older with you
and its like i
really was a four leaf clover with you
and its like i
thought my luck was never ending
maybe its because my stem was bending

(verse)
im really just broken apart
i wanna talk to you but i was left up in the dark
and i wanna talk about my feelings there no longer sparks
and i really miss us but we could never restart
like this shit so
complicated
i wanna be in your arms
but i feel so hated
you want me to give up on my dreams
but i might make it
well i just made it
you wanna be acquainted

(chorus)
and its like i
really wanna get older with you
and its like i
really was a four leaf clover with you
and its like i
thought my luck was never ending
maybe its because my stem was bending

four leaf clover (p. neverforever)

softie

Every night before I go to sleep
Another tear drop leaves my eyes
All at the thought that you’re not mine
(You’re not mine)
So when I dream about you
I hold your hand
So I stay asleep for as long as I can
(For as long as I can)

Cause in my dreams you’re what I adore
Cause in the present you ignore
Everything we used to have
I miss the way you used to look in my eyes
But then it turned out that it was my demise
How the hell did you think you were right
I said I’d never give up so I’ll fight

I still believe in us and maybe it makes me crazy
But I’ve been wishing maybe you had a little more faith in us lately
Never deleting your pictures they sit untouched
Cause I still cherish every memory of us
I knew you would throw it away
But even then I still begged you to stay
I knew that you would run away
But I still begged you to stay

During the nights where I cried
You used to tell me its alright
Cause you’d always be by my side
But now I cry alone

I thought about ringing you up last night
When I thought about ending my life
When I looked to my right
Seven Pill bottles in my sight 
And I realized 
Maybe Im not alright
Cause at the end of last night
I wished I didn't wake up
Cause I said I’d had enough

A Collection Of Thoughts From Last Nights Breakdown (Prod.King Theta)

Recorded today. Life is great when u know ur worth. “So sharp like a new blade” Long Live All Da Men I do it for yall.

A Collection Of Thoughts From Last Nights Breakdown (Prod.King Theta)

Ajstbh

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