Game Day demo

The Last Puff? (Outro)

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Hood Sonata

Blunt Reflections

tR!pPy tHouGhtS

Gravity Gone

Rainbow Clouds

cLoud 9ine

spACE Invader

Tunnel Vision

Hook:
All this trauma in my past I got PTSD
All these voices in my head yea they shout and they scream
No I can’t sit still that’s my ADHD
I don’t wanna feel no more so I’m sipping this lean
When I’m lost in my head I just drown in the drink
Ever since I was a kid they always fucking with me
I got MDD so I’m crying to sleep
So much chaos in my head I don’t know how to think

Verse 1:
I just wanna live my life full of peace
But my MDD just wants me deceased 
I suffer from addiction yea I got a disease 
It’s got a hold on me but I wanna be free
When I was a kid they never listened to me
They didn’t believe something’s going on with me
I got demons everywhere they’re always following me
Now I’m trapped in my mind yea it’s hard to release
Every night they whisper they distort what I see
Try to drown out the noise but it echos in me
Got these nightmares on repeat every time that I blink
All these memories replay got me stuck on the scene

Verse 2:
When I was born I had gone through withdrawals  
Little body shaking silent in them hospital halls  
Guess the world had its plans wrote my scars in advance  
Left me dancing with shadows gave these demons a chance  
When I was two death had gave me a glance  
Split my head on the floor left my mind in a trance  
Now these cracks in my thoughts let the darkness enhance  
Got me pacing through nights with no peace in my stance  
At ten watched my dog bleed out where she lay  
From her mouth and her nose life just drifted away  
Held her close while she shook felt her warmth start to fade  
Now that moment replays leaves a scar in my brain

Bridge:
Sorry if I tweak it’s my PTSD
Sorry if I tweak it’s my PTSD 
Sorry if I tweak it’s my PTSD
Sorry if I tweak it’s my PTSD

Verse 3:
Got these voices in my head they keep talking to me  
Different parts of myself that I don’t ever see  
Wake up lost in my room wondering where I could be  
Got these gaps in my days whole hours that just flee  
They be saying these things that never sound like it’s me  
Man it’s hard to stay grounded when there’s  no clarity  
I don’t look in the mirror that reflection ain’t me  
See a stranger in the glass yea my chest start to freeze  

Hook:
So much chaos in my brain I don’t know how to think 
I got MDD so I’m crying to sleep
Ever since I was a kid they always fucking with me
When I’m lost in my head I just drown in the drink 
I don’t wanna feel no more so I’m sipping this lean 
No I can’t sit still that’s my ADHD 
All these voices in my head yea they shout and they scream
All this trauma in my past I got PTSD

PTSD

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