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cold winds

Mondays (Prod. Cløud & Max Flynn)

Silent Love

back and forth (prod. idly blare)

Written and performed by @vertigowuzhere
Produced and mastered by @areyougiovanni

Lyrics:

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now
Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now

I think as long as you're with me
My life won't go downhill
But I find it harder every day
To find some time to chill
Maybe it's the business
Or all the time I spend with you
But I find that when I'm all alone
I've got nothing to do
So I write up different stories
Of the ways our lives will go
Whether or not we stick together
And we start up our own home
I don't think I'd live without you near
I need you by my side
Baby you're the girl of my dreams
I just know you'll ride or die if I ask
Is this real life
Is this what you'll feel like
If I wake up and you're next to me
Will I be alright
'Cause I still don't know the answers
To questions in life
I don't even know if I'm dreaming now so

So just fall away
So I'll simply fall away now
So just fall away
I don't know if I'm ready to fade now
So just fall away
I've got more things that I need to feel now
So just fall away
I don't think my life was ever real now

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now

Do you ever feel like life's a dream
Even though it's real
I've been cookin' up new daydreams
And they're always so surreal
I dream up of my future
And the home that we will share
But the darker thoughts come in
And now I am just so scared
So now every time I make a move
I get so paranoid
I don't wanna be the next person
To fall into the void
Maybe if I just try harder
Things won't always go so wrong
Or maybe if I take the meds
I'll be better before long
But I can't do this
And it makes me so pissed
Scribbling some chicken scratch
Looking for a quick fix
I don't wanna face my demons baby
I just wanna die
Instead of fully living
I'll just ask for some more time

So just fall away
So I'll simply fall away now
So just fall away
I don't know if I'm ready to fade now
So just fall away
I've got more things that I need to feel now
So just fall away
I don't think my life was ever real now

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now

real life (areyougiovanni)

I wish I could sing you a song w/o it being this way

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @soku_music
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @backyardbeetle
mixed + mastered by - @backyardbeetle
*cover art made by me

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backyard beetle - bloodboil w/ soku (prod. backyard beetle)

Remixed by Lxst Boy
originally written, produced, and mixed by Lxst Boy & backyard beetle
mastered by Lxst Boy
@backyardbeetle

-lyrics-
(backyard beetle)
yeah i’m freezing but it’s 100 degrees
yeah i’m turning up the heat
why you talking about old problems
when you can talk about these
lately i been crazy
lately i can’t sleep
acting pretty lazy
still i’m remaining free

(lxst boy)
i got problems with my brain
or maybe i’m going insane
tell me what y’all want from me
i’m sick of feeling pain
i got problems with myself
that i will never change
i’m just stuck up in my head
knowing i’m the one to blame

(backyard beetle)
i’m the one to blame
i know that they’re talking about me
they don’t know my ways
they don’t know my face
they just know my name
they’re behind the screen
spewing languages of hate
it is not okay
i’m flying out to outer space
having space dreams
me and lxst we on the way
wanna take a trip to just hideaway
in a green field i might just lie down today

(lxst boy)
i got problems with my brain
or maybe i’m going insane
tell me what y’all want from me
i’m sick of feeling pain
i got problems with myself
that i will never change
i’m just stuck up in my head
knowing i’m the one to blame
oh i’ll be fine, i won’t lie
just talk to me, i wont cry
just say my name
just once to feel the pain
i i got problems with my brain
or maybe i’m going insane
tell me what y’all want from me
i’m sick of feeling pain
i got problems with myself
that i will never change
i’m just stuck up in my head
knowing i’m the one to blame got problems with my brain
or maybe i’m going insane
tell me what y’all want from me
i’m sick of feeling pain
i got problems with myself
that i will never change
i’m just stuck up in my head
knowing i’m the one to blame

back and forth (prod. idly blare)

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