Nobody said life was gonna be easy or that we wouldn't get sidetracked in our minds from timeline to timeline. Whatever you choose, be responsible for fulfilling your intentions and invent the best of them.

Note To Self: Ego Is the Enemy

All My Other Lives

if you aren't in sync, find a new way to make it groove

An Other Me & You Interlude

made a melody, then smashed some other noises around it to make this weird but personally satisfying last entry to my current block of songs. enjoy. hopefully!

Different Ways To Find Your Answer

updated one last time, maybe. probably not,

music mood

Thunder In Your Skies

I was messing around with the mixing and completely oversaturated the original track and let's just say I was opposite of smiling. so, went back to basics and remade the entire song for a bigger smile experience.

t's a fuck you and smile kinda feel 😀

Ego Is the Enemy

Smiley Face

Exist Plan

Exist Strategy (Outro)

better at emoting with sounds then words sometimes... 

as i was trying to understand/remember a dream i was having but woke up suddenly. I dont know what exactly made it feel so important and grew frustrated because it was strikingly vivid - this idea becoming the source of frustration being a paradox -the more i thought about it the more cloudy it has become.  

this is the dream, if i could communicate it with sound - melancholia with a tease of something to remain hopeful for

Peaceful Descent On A Knife

Updated

LOOKING FOR VOCAL SUPPORT

1M & 1F - DM me for a sample lyric or drop me a clean take of something that i can sync to this beat for reference.

 I do have lyrics for this but waiting to find some awesome talent to select, I have a few tricks up my sleeve with this track - think it will make for a fun collab. will split 50-25-25 = 100% on royalties (assuming it makes some!)
 
this is a very rough sample but enough of an idea of the main beat

The Sun Was Hiding

Updated. I missed using horns the first draft, so obvious. Forshame

Succubus Stayed Truth

a theatrical track about 2 kids, best friends, causing innocent enough trouble in Suburbia until cops show up. 1 is black, 1 is white, 1 never comes home ..

Better Run Billy

seems the only way for me to complete a track is to post it early and work in the pressure cooker

No One Said This Would Be Easy

another instance of fixing it as I go. check back in a few hours ;)
updated 6;30pm ET July 31st

one more tweak and i think i'll be happy

 should be a nice bow to finish 'found & lost' album :)

Unlikely Optimistic

looking for some vocal support if anyone wants to take a shot dm.

I will reformat the track for the sake of flow but please send a verse or hook that i can mix for an idea. will send lyrics if chosen. must be able to record a clean vocal track without the instrumentals please and thanks

Undermined The Tears You Designed

messing around. not sure about this. feedback welcomed

Contradict A Lie

for times when you're the only one who knows what you're doing and creation needs you to trust yourself 

Method In My Madness

Nice Try. Hide

all roads lead me back 
to where i belong 
tried to forget you
im not safe again
until i do

Safe Again

Because I was more comfortable living on the edge
I forgot where everyone else stands
Because that's all I've ever known in my bones
I don't know how to age with my years
Because I've been this old since I was 12
I wrote my heart song a  different kind of way
Because I didn't trust my imagination faded 
and so I searched for a vision to make own lot
Because the difference between having  everything and nothing
Was finding out the beauty in-between  
Because when you find the keep
You'll fight for your life like it matters

The Keep

Bad days are best left behind. Better ones wont wait if you aren't willing to join them

A Kite In Your Wind In My Mind

Mercy and the Wait

looking to collaborate with vocalists on this one. hit me up!

Then They'll Know My Name

Mind Prysm Theory

i don't hate i heal

never tried to be normal. sometimes you win. sometimes y'know, you make new friends

Making Friends With Monsters Under My Bed

Po's coming Billy - start hopping fences yo 
 
Old Billy is dead, so is New Billy... This is New/Old Billy.

Thanks for all the support with this track - much love!

Excited and nervous to see what thoughts are on this. Fuck it.. twas a good year!

In A Place Far Away Called 1984

If you make enough noise, some of it might blend. if not pull the pin and let it rip anyways

A Gentle Gratitude Grenade

I got something to say. I'll be right here..

Dog With A Bone To Pick

reflecting on constrictions of the creative mind

Cerebral Annihilation Of A Limited Dimension

Don't limit your potential with a narrow view. Open your mind to new possibilities and be them.

Fuck Your Sensibilities

Like Water

remix of a now (mostly unrecognizable)  track 'learn, unlearn, relearn' off my first album BasementMusicBloodbath.

As I begin the master copies for my current album I may make some alterations but the original concept of this song was a shift in\\for myself making music from a hobby to annoy my friends into deeply wanting to make music because it made me feel like I understood why God made Mitch McConnel no neck (and I'm a simple Canadian but fuck that guy). Also,  music had also become my therapy that allows me to emote in ways I can't with my big boy words.

Enjoy! (I hope) - and if not,,, perhaps you will enjoy fellow Toronto artist Drake's redundant 808 boop bop chicka boooop tinny sound conga beat, with stretch  AA, BB rhythms that are smooth like an annoying butter. Attached is a link to a song, by him, claiming to be freestyle.

https://soundcloud.com/octobersveryown/drake-back-to-back-freestyle

Reimagine the Doubt

How you live is who you are, not the person who you know you could be.


Thank you deeply for all the kind words on this track. After several mixes, here she is!

Fuck your Sensibities

Credible Threat

This is more of a sensitive/ cerebral piece, perhaps something of a life moment soundtrack, when you know one chapter is ending (or beginning) and feels bittersweet.. it all depends on perspective but I believe no matter what there is something beautiful to be found in the spectrum of being.

Everything, Nothing & Beauty In-between

well, this I suppose this is jazz meets hip-hop meets me. probably not for everyone, but for reference the title of my album may give insight to my headset these days ;)

Coffee With My Ghost

It doesn't make sense at times, there a glimpses of potential and you never know where it's going but fuck it, you want to hear a warming story of a kid Robot trying to learn how to scratch while his older brother patiently teaches him to become better then himself. actually. because I'm dead serious was my motivation  :)

 thanks for the support, comments and constructive criticisms

I'm Ok, Promise

I'm Ok, Promise (God That's Gonna Hurt Good)

For my next project I will be releasing a series of cinematic inspired compositions using a variety of ambient sounds to incorporate with my music to create/ expand my portfolio for film and television production submissions. This is a resampling of my song https://soundcloud.com/akidwithhands/making-friends-with-monster-under-my-bed'' - I'm trying to showcase versatility and originality in this series and would greatly appreciate honest feedback - even if you'd like to quip this is 'both original and versatile piece of shit' - i'll make a note to be better.

This piece is somewhat dizzying with time shifts, tone and modulation however this is a demo to showcase versatility between ambience, percussion and melody. ya might not be hearing this on the radio ;)

Making Friends With Monsters In My Head

Nothing to prove, I'm just bettering me one Yetti at a time. Welcome to my Just and True n' wall of weird music 💓

Omaha <-- on my wing
Nebraska <-- come north and you find a place to be
Tenessee <-- i never pray much for me, it was your voice I heard
Husky <-- Lolo foud me and if you saw, I think you'd know
That's when oh my God and hope wait for mercy
Let it be or humble me after

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