hurting myself - what u saying Demo

i’m actually so demotivated. i don’t know what im gonna do. i can’t have an attention span for more than 30 minutes when it comes to making a song. it’s getting bad. so for now, enjoy this very unoriginal 15 second piece :)

as i tweak in silence
there’s more that you’re up to
been waiting for far too long
…
you sing to me oh how a sad song of misery all night long

i miss the comfort of my ringtone - wifiskeleton cover

You make me stutter my brains out

using Mary Jane (All Night Long) - Mary G Blige

i said honey come inside my workshop
my friend mary jane can make u pop off
she got all caps she got all the bottles
she got pills that make u wanna waddle
theres no poem to this song i js wanna get high
climb onto my roof with blunts and then i grab my light

smoke zone

always was a loser

dolphins do really pretty tricks

i’m smoking everyday
so that’s why i’m always tired now
i hate that your away
your moving out from our home town
and sure i hate this place
every where i walk i keep frown
but i promise if you stayed
id change that shit right upside down
can we go back to your place
please don’t give me that face
when you tell me it’s okay
but it’s the other way
i wanna be a dolphin
inside canobie lake
cause if was in a ocean
id be afraid


canobie dolphins

like n adderall -,-

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old ass song i forgot abt since i dont have fl studio no more

“Back Then in My Body” is a raw, introspective song about the weight we carry long before we understand it.
It explores the idea that the body remembers truths we try to ignore — old pressure, unspoken words, swallowed emotions, and moments we pushed away to keep going.

On the surface, life seemed functional.
Routine. Normal.
But inside, something had been storing every impact, every silence, every moment that hurt but was never named.
The body held it all quietly, patiently — until the day it could no longer stay silent.

The song travels deep into that realization:
that the patterns we live today were shaped years earlier, far beneath the level of thought.
Not in the mind, but in that inner place where honesty can’t be avoided.

The chorus hits with emotional force, revealing the truth:
everything began back then — long before the symptoms showed, long before the admission came.
It’s not about blame.
It’s about understanding where the misalignment truly started.

By the end, the song reaches a moment of stark clarity:
the body has always known the story.
And healing begins not with perfection, but with admitting what has been carried for too long.

“Back Then in My Body” is an honest confession set to modern rock —
a turning point wrapped in sound,
and the beginning of a new kind of truth.

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