jestem nikim i nawet juz nic nie chce
i moj glos jest bardziej tu naturalny bo sprobowalem nie uciekac ale chyba lepiej jakbym uciekal bo nienawidze tego kim nie jestem cyfrowo ale tego cyfrowego tez nienawidze i w ogole obrzydliwe czemu po prostu nie moge juz oszalec i umrzec nareszcie 

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jezeli chcialabys naprawic mnie mozesz ale ja nei wiem jak
mam obrzydzenie do siebie jestem sam i ciagle jestem sam
wszystko odraza mnie tak nie jak twoja twarz
jesli chcialabys naprawic mnie mozesz ale ja nei wiem jak

wszystko odraza mnie tak, nie jak twoja twarz
nie uleczy mnie nikt wiec nie wymagam
gdyby swiat byl tak jak twoja twarz
nie rozplywalbym sie tylko cieszyl twarz

a moze bede naprawde sam

twarz (evvil)

brakuje nowych ciec mi

wtopilem sie w kibel
a nie zeszczalem w spodnie

nie zrobie nowej rany ale nie czuje ciagle rysuje obrazki jestem numb, niedobrze zaraz sie porzygam ale najpierw sie skoncze wtopilem sie w kibel a nie zeszczalem w spodnie brakuje nowych ciec mi nowych ciec mi wez noz i tnij tnij kazda z zyl brakuje nowych ciec mi nowych ciec mi przetnij mnie z nich przetnij mnie z zyl brakuje nowych ciec mi

i miss the selfharm ///////cutttin i mis cuting my skin

pass me the aux

@gl0wrm

go numb, dont wanna die
u to die, no
fine ill be numb after ur psychward
never fuckin enough never drownin enough
im not real enough
it doesnt hurt enough

go numb if u wanna die
it will never stop
desire to end ur life
u wont make it stop
dont want to end my life right now
cause im numb 
thats the only way to silence my guts
my guts needles in my guts
but no needles in my arms
i miss the cuts
and miss carin bout mylife
i really miss the cuts
want to destroy my life
my life and arms
and fuckin fuck fuck fuck

go numb
if u wanna die
life s gonna suck
much
go numb if u wanna die
im numb
how many needles in my guts
how many cuts 
and how many lifes in my arms 
to be enough to be enough

(gl0wrm!)

go numm,b +gl0wrm (rotel)

produced by lunarr

music video https://youtu.be/0PW8BdPwZ_I?si=QpfDfp8CUAM_FMB7

www.instagram.com/watchmedieslowly
www.instagram.com/1lunarr

plamy krwi (prod. lunarr)

(gaxillic)

i was only chasing after you
i was only saving face but promise it was all for you
ill cry at night so i can smile at you up in the afternoon
i know its fine im not alright i swear that we gon make it through
if you say our love is true, then ill say it after you

and ill keep writing stupid love songs
even if they never reach you
its hardest to admit when you've done wrong
but now i know i shouldn't miss you

but i still smoke your favourite cigarettes
exhaling memories i should forget
i still catch glimpses of your silhouette
i wanna tell it what i most regret

its hard to live in this city
no matter where i go i only wish that you were with me
no matter where i look i only see you sitting pretty
i dont know where to run cause

i was only chasing after you
i was only saving face but promise it was all for you
ill cry at night so i can smile at you up in the afternoon
i know its fine im not alright i swear that we gon make it through
if you say our love is true, then ill say it after you
why would i own up to mistakes
why would i try if its easier to hate
lies, telling lies, you cant claim that it was fate
it was all fake, i know i shouldnt stay

so go ahead and tell them all my secrets
even though they're meant for your ears only
im so upset i believed that you would keep them
but even so ill protect what you told me

ive reserved my heart for you, its vacant
and i know just how easily you could find a replacement
no matter what has happened i will still keep on waitin
so we can have our own happy ending

its hard to live in this town
no matter what i do i wish that you could see me now
no matter what i do i hope that i can make you proud
cause after all

i was only chasing after you
i was only saving face but promise it was all for you
ill cry at night so i can smile at you up in the afternoon
i know its fine im not alright i swear that we gon make it through
if you say our love is true, then ill say it after you
there aint no love where we come from
yeah its just a stupid love song
hope i made u feel a little comfortable
its just you n me against the world

after you

I was on codein while making this


there were originally 4 of my friends on this but they didn't want it to be posted

lyrics:


kazdy z twojej kliki to cwel
kiedy wbijam na bit wszyscy tu mowia god damn
kiedy ostatnio ruchalem to ruchalem twoją mame 
robie punchliny ulane potem rucham twoją dame 
god damn
baseb jest pierdolonym złem
ćpuny, kurwy, koks pożywiam sie xanem
god damn 
suko sklej 
do mojego cupu wlej
brutalnie zajebie twych znajomych ucieczka no way

zawsze klade kurwa chuja rucham nożem twoją mame
ojciec baby nienawidzi mam w chuj pojebaną panne
zawsze kurwa wyjebane zawsze kurwa klade chuja
zgadnij kto cie wyruchal to to to znowu twoj wuja
rodzina to jebana szuja ma mam stopien generala 
degredation dissuje cie dre dretwieje twoja pała
bardzo mała twoja pała moja pale bedzie ssala
nie spytam sie o zgode i bede pchal sie na chama

chujow masz sto
patrz jak upadam na jebane dno
jebane zło jebana szmato
co sobie myslisz ja szczerze sram na to
jak aligator rozszarpuje szmaty 
jestem giga chadem i slucham se maty
te jebane szmaty chcą sie do dobierac
tytusiak to knut i pierdolona sknera

cum and gotak jak boomerang 
wciagam duzo krysztalu nie mow do mnie teraz
mow do mnie teraz
krew na materac
podjezdzam do klienta i daje mu temat
jebana szmato, baseb to zło
niszczymy siebie nawzajem nie ma no more
podbija do mnie suka po zdjecie
musi miec to flow musi miec to pierdolnięcie

BASEB FUKKING YO HOES (no mix) (akilla verse only)

wolnystyl
prod: @emogirl8519

follow my insta or imma eat yall

nowe buty (emogirl8519)

produced by wasty
cover art by shinan.xoxo

www.instagram.com/watchmedieslowly
www.instagram.com/1lunarr
www.instagram.com/hubithekid
www.instagram.com/isthatwasty
www.instagram.com/shinan.xoxo

zjawy, pt. 2 ft. lunarr & hubithekid (prod. wasty)

m/m @iluvpete

i am feelin so sick
cant do shit cant do shit
i woke up and i want to scream
everything is fine it was just a dream
she so bad and she fuck with me 
we pull up baby please can you blot out my sins
there is no way 2 run
i got to much to hide
she said she wanna save me
thats a fucking lie 
potrzebny nowy plan
nie widze na to szans
nie widze juz was 
dziwny jest ten swiat
widzialem za duzo troche to porylo leb
pare osob chce przeprosic wiele osob dalej nie
ye im talking bout you 
still thinking bout you
why would you do that bitch
i have no clue

nway2run (rubbish)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/46W2RWY7W0fVMDalfJllIk?si=dA2-3AoSQeKZhM9xgxNrEg 

https://instagram.com/olakanjiru
ft. @offaflat1
https://instagram.com/offaflat1

kazdy dzien staje sie coraz ciezszy
wszystko psuje a najbardziej tobie nerwy
przebij pluca kazdy oddech bedzie lzejszy
choc z dolu sie nie odbije i dont fckin understand it

nie moge zaufac sobie
i nie wiem czy ty mi tez
mimo to badz bo sie boje
ze spojrzysz na mnie kiedys zle

chociaz patrzysz na mnie ladnie
znow zepsuje caly dzien
slowa placza coraz bardziej
ty myslisz ze zanosi sie na deszcz

depending on these drugs cuz i feel left out
im so fuckedup off these percs damn im so barred out
pls dont tell me shit i jus wanna b rich
ion even feel my face im so barred out off tha shiz

throw it in the air imm fuk my bandz up
styrofoam filled w lean dirty cup off da mudd
i kno she jus wanna fuk but im inna rush
balenci on me yea im from da mudd

rain +offaflat

INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/akilla1444/

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5iMAmCq0DYwoRUONdjx7A3?si=CDSkRVDCRvWSjnj1E7Z9Pw

YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/@almostakillasouljah1444

BASEB FUKKING YO HOES (no mix) (akilla verse only)

AKILLA

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