theres a pain inside my chest
only a bullet can fix
theres some thoughts inside my brain
i need some help i need one wish

i wanna see u sad
i wanna see u cry
i can tell u are a lying whore
i see it in ur eyes
why r you looking at me like ur so fucking terrified
i dont wanna hear those words no more
ill tell you all goodnight
i cant look past the words u said
yeah theyre all trapped up in my head
i cannot trust u anymore
ur sucha stupid fucking whore

(hook)

and just like that i ruined everything

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its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

lost some time
ill rewind
to get back to you
just tell me its true
you dont want the truth

brown hair girl

prod me

im so done
with thinking that its the same
i need some change
oh yeah i need some change
spend all night
overthinking
blood pouring out my sockets
ive not been sleeping

darkness all around
left to following the sounds
and ill wallow in my tears
if i might slip and drown

im nocturnal
drink elixir
im eternally dead
i wont die in any way
try and cut off my head
x2

im so done
with thinking that its the same
i need some change
oh yeah i need some change
spend all night
overthinking
blood pouring out my sockets
ive not been sleeping
x2

i need change

w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

its so hard 2 make friends :(

tonight i will make you mine!!!

everything by meeee, kinda old style tbh. sorry for less music, the past few weeks hav been rly shitty lolll

https://open.spotify.com/track/6uPWypnH7UxjkhBGl59iwH?si=ec3a529e86ec4e6c

do u even wanna talk 2 me
i'm trying my best not 2 overthink
feel like nothings been the same since i was 14
im so boring and emo, i'm a sad machine

i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not

i've been watching higurashi
i don't leave my house
i'm scared to go to school
ik how it sounds
don't kno what to do
i sound like a fool
just so uncool

idk anymore
im such a
such a bore
i want to try
try new things
but it's such a fucking chore

a chore to me's a chore to you
and god i know i'm not a tool
if i can't help
then what am i
to do, to do, to do, to do

do u even wanna talk 2 me?
i'm trying my best not 2 overthink
feel like nothings been the same since i was 14
im so boring and emo, i'm a sad machine

a chore to me's a chore to you
and god i know i'm not a tool
if i can't help
then what am i
to do, to do, to do, to do

i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not
i'm okay, now i'm not

what am i to ever do?

based on the anime "our dating story"
prod me

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon
cos i noticed u started distancing
and i knew with time
you'd eventually leave me

im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
x2

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon

jealous loser

Way Out Of Fire

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