it's only demo, but was the reason why i logged into my abandoned soundcloud

7.17.23 the person i wrote this song about left last night

waking up here again
above all you said we'd be here together
but nothing lasts forever
yeah nothing lasts forever
stuck inside this game of yours
constantly worried that ur bored
bored of me my texts are green
i texted u so patiently
please tell me is it worth it
take oxy my stomachs hurting
throw up outside the curtains
wish i still knew for certain
sweet release
you got me down on my knees
ill do whatever you need

hook

Forever

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

produced by me

I wish you wouldn't ignore me, I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early, you said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties, apparently, now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me, I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute, maybe we could still start dating
You said you'd think about it, I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone, can you just pick up the phone?
I'm so in love with you, I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter (xo_willow cover)

im not okay with this
cheap drugs she takes with bliss
she gives everyone a kiss
no im not okay with this
do i really need a reason
i see the way she looks at all my friends
dont care if youre offended
if it rains then you know it'll pour again

if it rains then you know it'll pour again
if it rains then you know it'll pour again

Do I Really Need A Reason

turn right at the sign
remembering to get your keys this time
from all a’s to escaping class
throwing up all the baggage that you have

from basketball to the locker room
i can’t wait for you to be here
afraid of men because of what coach did

Moeka

prod @weejk

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

i told u i wanted more
so u cut urself
and dropped to the floor
im sorry i wont ask again
i know ur arms are sore

remember that time when
u wrote my name on ur knife
in detail u told me then
how u nearly took ur own life

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

hey dear i went out today
ive been rotting in my room
all holiday
ive been cuttin ive been cryin
while i wait for u to say
that u love me and
u wanna hangout today

(rotting in my room
lets hangout today)

(hey dear i went out today
ive been rotting in my room
all holiday
ive been cuttin ive been cryin
while i wait for u to say
that u love me and
u wanna hangout today)

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

sore arms

prod desmi

theres this girl
shes online
i want her to be mine
long black hair
and pretty
i think that
she'll kjill me
why does she stare at me
gave her a note
that she didn't read

femcels demo

based on the anime "our dating story"
prod me

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon
cos i noticed u started distancing
and i knew with time
you'd eventually leave me

im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
x2

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon

jealous loser

@bloodsekai

treat me like the rest do 
i dont even get to 
say that i like you
my message goes right thru
i see ur online too 
why cant i attract u 
why cant i attract u
why cant i attract u

im stuck in a loop 
can someone please shoot
or say that they love me

when will my life shift
how long it will b like this 

treat me like the rest do
i dont even get to
say that i like you
before u make me feel all alone
all alone

in a loop Prod bloodsekai

i wanna to die lovecupid supporters

i live in a hell i made myself
i wanna be alive but i might kill myself
no one knows what i been thru no one cares
i feel so useless
10 years being alive tell me what im i ?
10 years wanting to die god knows i just wanna
do agin and kill myselff wondering what i did wrong 
everything hurts and im crying what did i do wrong

i ask this girl out and she rejected me what did i do wrong 
ouuuu
she said she wants to be friends but i just want some more
she tell me is it poor that i want you to be mine
ig it weird to be in love with someone who wont be mine

she really nice to me but god knows ii might decline
she always love me 
but ik she would go fine someone knew
and leave me here crying alone
just tell me do you love me
ouuuu

gods knows you hate meeee
god knows he dont love meee
god knows you hate meee
dont lie you need me to
but you found someone new
im fine im picking up the clues 
 i cry aloneee
i really hate youuuuu
tell me a pretty lie
i need you to tell a lie

this is me and sinsa fav song heeehehehe

10 years of no love

Back in 2003 I was in a covers band called Airplay and we went in the studio off the advice of our agent to record 3 live cover tracks for promo.
This was so we had a product to use as a reference for bookings. 
The Darkness -I believe in a thing called Love
James - Sit Down 
& The Undertones - Teenage Kicks 

I read recently that 
The Darkness have scored a Number One on the US iTunes Rock Chart after Taylor Swift was seen dancing to the band’s seminal hit ‘I Believe In A Thing Called Love’ with boyfriend Travis Kelce at the US Open tennis.
Thinking to myself after reading this I thought I’m sure I recorded that track the same year it was released in 2003 as it was a great energetic party track for the set. I’m sure there are many covers of it on SC but this one was literally months after its number 2 chart position in England. 
I finally found it and converted it over,  so for a bit of fun I’m thought I would release it and maybe release the other two in the future at some point.
First time I’ve released a cover so should be interesting how it’s received.
I give you Airplay the covers band with me on lead vocals.
Lee Hughes - Guitars
Andy Harris -Bass
Kev Smith - Keyboards 
Dave Robins - Drums 

I believe in a thing called Love……


femcels demo

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