it's only demo, but was the reason why i logged into my abandoned soundcloud

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/57elBP8yXGo7kdQlYPBkHa?si=TovpoOJuTVaElK2O6qYjaw

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

produced by me

I wish you wouldn't ignore me, I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early, you said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties, apparently, now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me, I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute, maybe we could still start dating
You said you'd think about it, I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone, can you just pick up the phone?
I'm so in love with you, I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter (xo_willow cover)

@akira3ksucks all of these files r directly from pwnd, none of these were ever officially released 

(excluding "why do i still feel like this?" which was deleted)

track #1 - stare (prod. pwnd)
track #2 - hell is near (prod. pwnd)
track #3 - lust (prod. xowillow + ft. jared)
track #4 - drug induced (prod. pwnd)
track #5 - bleed (prod. deadyami)
track #6 - kms (prod. deadyami + ft. h4rtbrkr)
track #7 - great, everything sucks (unknown prod)
track #8 - my girlfriend is a dead zombie popstar (prod. xowillow)
track #9 - why do i still feel like this? (prod. pwnd)

the pwnd archive (@akira3ksucks)

prod @bloodsekai

i wanna be famous before i turn 29
it's too bad i've wasted my life on computer time
and all the friends i could have had if i tried
but i'm so freaking shy
i hope that i'll start to try
it's not your fault
it's not your fault
if only you could see
i like the things that you do with your hair
maybe you'd still be by my side
i pray for your dead body
i wanna be famous before I turn 29
it's too bad i've wasted my life on computer time
and all the friends i could have had if i tried
but i'm so freaking shy
i hope that i'll start to try
i've wasted my life on computer time
i've wasted my life on computer time
i've wasted my life on computer time
i've wasted my life on computer time

computer shy xo willow cover

https://open.spotify.com/album/3AppPMqlMrsZqc1Mlg68dR?si=f4pI-1EUT06APVWIaGXMKQ
prod me

id like to
waste all my life
in my bedroom
but i just never have the time
and whenever im offline
i wanna cry and fucking die
tell myself that im alright
but u could see it through my eyes

offline

prod @weejk

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

i told u i wanted more
so u cut urself
and dropped to the floor
im sorry i wont ask again
i know ur arms are sore

remember that time when
u wrote my name on ur knife
in detail u told me then
how u nearly took ur own life

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

hey dear i went out today
ive been rotting in my room
all holiday
ive been cuttin ive been cryin
while i wait for u to say
that u love me and
u wanna hangout today

(rotting in my room
lets hangout today)

(hey dear i went out today
ive been rotting in my room
all holiday
ive been cuttin ive been cryin
while i wait for u to say
that u love me and
u wanna hangout today)

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

sore arms

prod me ft @bloodsekai

@yukisasayaki:
can u see my lies
theres no god up in the sky
just a pessimistic guy
always need a point to cry

need a fucking life
cut my wrists up with this knife
cuz ur always fucking right
and i wont put up a fight

no one even cares
im a loser i get stares
try and talk to u
i wouldnt even dare

suicide is so quick
reality is all a trick
suicide is so quick
reality is all a trick

can u see my lies
theres no god up in the sky
just a pessimistic guy
always need a point to cry

need a fucking life
cut my wrists up with this knife
cuz ur always fucking right
and i wont put up a fight

no one even cares
im a loser i get stares
try and talk to u
i wouldnt even dare

@bloodsekai:
blood is pouring 
off of my neck
u rly should've died 
when she stabbed u in the eyes
all these bad thoughts clouding my head
i cant even think i just want u dead
knifes are laying down on the floor
its always so silent after war
i rly thought u said i was urs
but  i guess all roses are covered in
are covered in thorns

brought this on myself
and i know it cant be helped
i fell in love with hell
cuz i fell in love with hell
i rly loved ur hair
and i rly wish u cared
now im staring at the end
at the end i just stare

can you see my lies w/ bloodsekai

prod desmi

theres this girl
shes online
i want her to be mine
long black hair
and pretty
i think that
she'll kjill me
why does she stare at me
gave her a note
that she didn't read

femcels demo

prod @bloodsekai

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

no one else to talk to
i rlly dont want to
cuz when u look at me
i start feeling like im not cool
and i dont wanna mess up with u
i feel like my heads unscrewed

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

(cant help myself
or anyone else
im so annoying
ill just kill myself)

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe
x2

no one else to talk to

@weejk cover!!!! prod me

anyone can see that ur outta my league
i wish that i could be a perfect man for thee
the way u tie up ur hair
the way that u dont care
ur lips they look so soft
in my room i rot
i wish u stared at me
the way u stared at him
think im going crazy the lights are dim
the way u tie up your hair
the way that u dont care
ur lips they look so soft
in my room i rot

ur outta my league (cover)

fanboy808 cover, refined from yesterdays if u saw that on my alt (the mixing was bad)

i havent made a short song in a while 4 this account in a while so im posting it here

lyrics:

do you really know what it means to be a loser?
sitting on computer all day i'm gonna lose her..
nose bleeds i have no xp :(
pls dont come at me !!!!

(repeat x4)

to be a loser !!!

paint a pretty picture
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femcels demo

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