hahaha imso mentally ill lol

produced by me

im callin you to let you know i need help
i wanna slit my wrist and burn in hell
(no i dont)
please save me
im callin u 2 please save me

in the back of the club just poppin drugs
in my seat thinkin will it be enough
what would u do if i gifted u a cup
full of my love
please help me im going crazy
rip to the kids that tried to save me
rip to my homies in the backseat
rip to me cuz im deadly
x2

(look at me in the eyes when i kill myself
regret everything u did but it didnt help
see u next time, rot with me in hell)

s/o kenji for original concept <3

u ruined my brain ;/

i thought you didnt know him
cant think my face is frozen
i loved you without knowing
im the bad guy now cuz u chose him
now his brains are rottin on the floor
he coulda survived if you werent a whore
did all i could n u still want more
i have nothing left, loving you is a chore

ooooooooo
x4

i thought we would last so long
but ur still gone
i knew u were never strong
now ur gone
i wna slit ur throat
im poppin pills until i choke
im wired off this adderall
i wna see ur body float

(hook again)

prod deadyami

living another life

shitposting to get her off my mind

produced by me

im running out of time
girl please will u b mine
stuck in my head all the time
infatuated w ur eyes
x2

obsessed w the way u look at me
im not the bad guy cant u see
im not the villain (pls hurt me)
im still just healin (what u did to me)

im running out of time
girl please will u b mine
stuck in my head all the time
infatuated w ur eyes
x2

girl

prod me + wujek

u said that everything would work out
u said we would be here for a while
x4

u said that youll be here until it all fades away
they dont understand that ill be with you until the grave
they were never nice to you
you know i can fix that
light a cig and smoke it up
i might miss what we still had
lookin out the window
guess its coming to an end
if we dont surrender we will die
but otherwise i wont see u again
i see ur smile
lets wait here for a while
if its time then im goin out of here in style

u said that everything would work out
u said we would be here for a while
x4

looks like thats it

i love you, sorry

talking on the phone everynight
i just wanna vc till its bright outside
shes my e girlfriend
i dont want us to end
yeah my friends at school
they just dont understand

shes my pocket sage
play with her everyday
my friends they say im fucking lame
they cant stop me from my edate

got my pc on
esex all night long
id give anything
just dont do me wrong
id give all my time
just to make u mine
i hit up ur cord
like what we do this time
we got matching pfps
and our bios both the same
she my goth abg
i know they all act the same
when she talk to other guys
i think ima blow my brains
see her in a vc
i think ima go insane

pocket sage [+ deadyami]

theres a pain inside my chest
only a bullet can fix
theres some thoughts inside my brain
i need some help i need one wish

i wanna see u sad
i wanna see u cry
i can tell u are a lying whore
i see it in ur eyes
why r you looking at me like ur so fucking terrified
i dont wanna hear those words no more
ill tell you all goodnight
i cant look past the words u said
yeah theyre all trapped up in my head
i cannot trust u anymore
ur sucha stupid fucking whore

(hook)

and just like that i ruined everything

7.17.23 the person i wrote this song about left last night

waking up here again
above all you said we'd be here together
but nothing lasts forever
yeah nothing lasts forever
stuck inside this game of yours
constantly worried that ur bored
bored of me my texts are green
i texted u so patiently
please tell me is it worth it
take oxy my stomachs hurting
throw up outside the curtains
wish i still knew for certain
sweet release
you got me down on my knees
ill do whatever you need

hook

Forever

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

tell me ill be alright
i know u came here to fight
bloodstained tears tonight
everything is out of sight

waste away
u go back to bed for another day
glass shattered hands
gonna run away
run away yeah i cant stay here
x2

u decide
u or me whos gna die
slit my wrists thats suicide
u or me can u decide

glass hands *demo*

lost some time
ill rewind
to get back to you
just tell me its true
you dont want the truth

glass hands demo

pwnd

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