bruh i got so scared i thot u deleted ur account 😭

1MC3L1B4T3

garbage throwaway

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

i cant take another fucking day looking at this imageboard of a girl on r9k
i swear its a new girl everyday but i'll orbit her the same baby wont you look my way

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

when its time to go home
i'll see you there on my phone
i'll see you again

/r9k/ (unreleased demo)

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4kfBB4oJd804Wk6tnBKLl0?si=x8Hdo7q6TB-o5afeFhhejA

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

you WILL delete discord
you WILL stop being a pedophile

[Verse 1]
I'm feeling detached
There's no coming back
I wanted to say that
I hate you
The hate in my heart
It drives me so far
Away from the things that
I always knew

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

[Verse 2]
You're all getting kids
You're all bowling pins
That I would strike down
If life was a game
So thoughtless and cruel
You think you're so cool
I don't think you deserve
Another day

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?
I miss thе one that I know I lost
I miss the one that I lovе a lot
Drinking again in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

The Love I Lost - Fried by Fluoride

@akira3ksucks @weejk 

(pwnd:)

red eyes
i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
you cut my name into your thigh
bloodstains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

i cant decide
if you should live or die
rot my brain everytime
you're never satisfied
if i say that i love you
would you say it back
my head is filled with fluoride
turn to a maniac

(wujek:)

you decide if i should live or die
i cut my wrist while you look in my eyes
tell me lies until i feel alright
watch me die as you lay by my side

(pwnd again:)

red eyes
i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
you cut my name into your thigh
bloodstains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

wujek & pwnd - so there's this girl

stole deadcouples tags lmao
prod me
i just wanna do whats right but then the thoughts come back at night
i cant keep consetrating on the wrong thing i know its disapointing
just wanna feel free be the best that i could be
find someone that wants to listen to my head and cry with me

if only i had someone to listen to my head

@luvwillow

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/6qRIGlX2ZKefErRnfhATQv?si=e23523707cef4dcf

lyrics:

you said that
u love me
i found that
hard to believe

i lied to you
i'm damned to you
i'll run to u
and hope ur mine

i'm always anxious
always scared
i hate when u leave
cuz life isnt fair

i wanna die
i'm breaking down
i'll boil my wrists
till my skull is found

let's run away
and if i die
bury me here
don't take me home

i can't stop crying

@weejk @bloodsekai @odihu

i dont hate u but i hate truth pretty face still see it inside my bedroom, maybe we can talk and try to see things through i dont hate u but i hate truth

in the night i get so sad
lose myself yeah i detatch
close the door and don't come back
it was all so meaningless
why do we have to be this way
i don't even wanna see ur face
i can't trust a liar
no i can't trust a fucking snake

i dont hate u but i hate truth pretty face still see it inside my bedroom, maybe we can talk and try to see things through i dont hate u but i hate truth

i wish thaht i was perfect cause id be holding ur hand
but im a fuckin rejeect and i dont have any friends
beinmg lonely is kiling me
cant be who i wanna be
im just so fucking ugly 
nobody wants to love me

i dont hate u but i hate truth pretty face still see it inside my bedroom, maybe we can talk and try to see things through i dont hate u but i hate truth

wujek - i don't hate u w/ bloodsekai & odihu

stealing tags ONCE again

breaking down onto the floor
i cant take this anymore
i get sad when ur not around
to hold me closely when i start to cry

and it seems like when im with you i feel fine
i hope that one day i can get a ring and make you mine
compared to all these other boys im way behind

well life is a bitch and you know that

screaming on the floor having a heart attack
 
i was getting better yeah i was getting better and now im back  

its coming again 
cant find a way out
i was hurt by every word that came out your mouth
drunk layed out on the couch
everythings coming down
start to regret it now

i start to regret it now

ty for 4k listens <3 pls listen on spotify too https://open.spotify.com/album/0Zu1TMGY256iat7o8KzQDF?si=svEpCWrKQpmFG-wHON6KPQ

based on the anime "our dating story"
prod me

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon
cos i noticed u started distancing
and i knew with time
you'd eventually leave me

im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
x2

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon

jealous loser

(lovefilter) 
girl you look so good and i read online
if i talk to you i will feel alright
and im not rude im just real uptight
got my hands round your neck and i make them tighten
your lies ill take my life
if i hear them one more time
your eyes yeah your my bride
my girl forever ill decide
the prize of having of you is hard to act alright
dont mind me im fine ill be alright as long as your alive

(@yukisasayaki)
wanna keep u mine
pls dont die
come spend the night
lose track of time

fallin asleep with my tv on
and u look so cute with that t shirt on
i dont ever ever ever wanna see u gone
but i know it'll happen and i wont move on

it'll happen baby u cant tell me
feed these lies n it'll drive me crazy
jus want an answer like yes no maybe
thought u came to this world to save me

keep u mine w/ yuki (bloodsekai)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6ShXLKNqm0ohUzuZpxxCi4?si=30b35d76a8794142

fanboy808 cover, refined from yesterdays if u saw that on my alt (the mixing was bad)

i havent made a short song in a while 4 this account in a while so im posting it here

lyrics:

do you really know what it means to be a loser?
sitting on computer all day i'm gonna lose her..
nose bleeds i have no xp :(
pls dont come at me !!!!

(repeat x4)

to be a loser !!!

woke up on saturday
to a kick right in the face
i have to work in minimum wage
i shouldnt have to work today
because i wanna stay online
i know that i should really get a life
i wont

spend my days on the internet
i fell happy when im isolated

i wont go outside
ill just stay inside
i wont go outside
ill just stay inside

spending my days on the internet

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki

Turn To Stone prod. GAXILLIC

xo willow - computer shy (demo)

paint a pretty picture

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Jn4RwNgl3iUZAkdkj47nL?si=WqJfqM1ZROiidfYOQZw-lg
mgmt: pwndpwndpwndpwndpwnd@gmail.com

valentine

pwnd

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