produced by: caps ctrl

vocals,mixing,mastering and artwork: birdbay

Lyrics:

(hook)

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else
i’ve been doing the numbers and i’m getting out

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else

(verse)

i’ve been under the pressure i’m tryna do my best
i’ve been tryna be myself i’m doing my best i swear

i’ve been down, i’ve been down, i’ve been down again

i’ve been losing my crown when i falling in

i don’t wanna be apart of your one sided history 

i don’t, i don’t wanna be apart of your history 
or atleast not the story that you’re telling
i don’t really wanna like it but i have to 

(hook)

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else
i’ve been doing the numbers and i’m getting out

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else

earl grey [caps ctrl]

prod. MTCHLR

And I don’t think I’ll make it here another day sitting right next to you
Everytime you come around it’s simple then you go and act so brand new 
And I am searching for some answers outside this place 
Can you give me clue
Does it matter to you
Do i matter to you 

Cause we could go a ways out into the fields 
If it mattered maybe you would show me your deal 
I fall to pieces 
Cause I need you and it’s real 
Do you know how that feels 
I’m really stuck in this mess 
I need somebody to help me out of this bed 
I guess I’m lost in transition I guess I’m lost in this dread 
And I don’t want to feel another thing ever again

And I don’t think I’ll make it here another day sitting right next to you
Everytime you come around it’s simple then you go and act so brand new 
I am searching for some answers outside this place 
Can you give me clue
Does it matter to you
Do i matter to you 

Cause we could go a way out into the fields 
If it mattered maybe you would show me your deal 
I fall to pieces 
Cause I need you and it’s real 
Do you know how that feels 
I’m really stuck in this mess 
I need somebody to help me out of this bed 
I guess I’m lost in transition I guess I’m lost in this dread 
And I don’t want to feel another thing ever again

(I don’t want to feel another thing again)
(Cause we could go...go a ways out into the fields)
(Ways out into the fields)
(Ways out....)

And I don’t think I’ll make it here another day sitting right next to you
Everytime you come around it’s simple then you go and act so brand new 
And I am searching for some answers outside this place can you give me clue
Does it matter to you
Do i matter to you

Go a ways out into the fields

fields

fields (prod. MTCHLR)

irrelevant

prod wisssery x yago
https://soundcloud.com/xweepings

TORVA
you just broke my stature
and all the stance i had
when you saw i was hurting
you said it was in my head
and you just broke my heart
and left me out for dead
i cant seem to follow
the path inside my head

yea, n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
I've been waiting for you just to call
hard to focus think that I might need some adderall
ever since you left been near psychosis
watch the smoke just fall
hard for me to practice inner locus when I'm at her disposal

I've been staying to myself
patching up my brain
no I don't need no fucking help
calling out your name
I'm at the bottom of the well
wishing you were with me
to save my mental health

TORVA
n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
Lost in my mind when the night time hits
it was the wrong time, wrong bitch
said that I'm fine
you know thats not true
I'm done wasting my time
on all her lies
put up my disguise until I feel fine
but dying inside
I can't remember that look in her eyes

said that you love me you don't
hand on my throat
cold as a ghost uh huh
and I know that you've read all I've wrote
you were the parasite, I was your host
x2

torva x weepings - anguish

mixed/mastered by me 
featuring @scoobisalright
prod by https://soundcloud.com/freveltrothy & thrashboy beats

//Lyrics//

Devil on my shoulder 
Telling me lies 
She coming over 
She's ready to cry
Think about my future 
She wasting my time 
Cut ties, cut you 
Cut screws needa room to breath
It's an urgency emergency
She texting me and it's fucking aching me 
Dealing with anxiety 
When you're by me by me by me

But I cant
Let this go
Even if I wanted to
Just take my hand

Yeah, its not okay
Its not alright
Remember last fall when
I called you mine

But now you're gone
Passed with time
Can't forget you
And that's not lie

And lately I've been stressed
All because of you
Now I'm crying in this bed
That was made for two

You got me feeling stupid
While I'm feeling blue
As you led me on
While you start anew

Devil on my shoulder 
Telling me lies 
She coming over 
She's ready to cry
Think about my future 
She wasting my time 
Cut ties, cut you 
Cut screws needa room to breath
It's an urgency emergency
She texting me and it's fucking aching me 
Dealing with anxiety 
When you're by me, by me, by me

devil on my shoulder w/ scoob (frevel & thrashboy)

Invasive Thoughts And Traffic Stops p. failsafe

v v v 

tell me how life changed and u dk why
smoking every night to get the words out of ur head
woah
please talk 2 me 
woah
but if u got like nothing to say then say nothing
ill know what u mean, ive been frontin too
woah
dont say a word
woah
ill sit in ur garage as the light just hums 
steadily more steady than my beating heart could
but please be proud of me because ive gained a few pounds since i got here
and i think i learned everything i felt was irrational 
i had a case of a thick ass skull
and everything i learned in school was useless
got alot of shit to say so hold my drink rq
stacking building blocks like a god damn child
does a come first or b come last
i still stay up but idk why
gtf to bed u gotta be alive tomorrow
swear to god ill be alright just have a good day at work <3
ill find some shit to smoke
maybe roll the rest
even tho it makes me feel hella god damn depressed
im really sorry i think i made another mess
im tired as fuck i wanna go to sleep right now 
jst give me some space or i will shut the fuck right down
(im tired as fuck i wanna go to sleep right now 
jst give me some space or i will shut the fuck right down)
swear to god ill be alright just have a good day at work <3
ill find some shit to smoke
maybe roll the rest
even tho it makes me feel hella god damn depressed
im really sorry i think i made another mess

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mess

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mess (chronyc)

i remember fl 12 up on my satellite
i remember when i got the shitty focusrite
2nd gen solo wit the broken always lit up light
dropped 200 on it but atleast i got a mic

i got a way to uncompress all of my feelings
the folders way too big its gone corrupt no chance of healing
anxiety and  stress just raise the pressure to the ceiling
until i fuckin burst and all my friends just see the real me

but i dont know who i am
im almost 21 years old and what the fuck is my plan
im sick of people claiming family but dont give a damn
i try to grasp on to what i love but my fingers are jammed
fuck

shoutout pluto for the way you helped me from the start
was always there for me you hold a place inside my heart
ur like a brother and i cannot thank you quite enough
id love to stay but all this shit has gotten way too rough

id love to stay but i believe that its my time to go
i hope that when im gone youll listen to this as a note
i hope you start to analyze the lyrics that i wrote
when i was at my fuckin lowest wit no chance of hope

and i cannot see the birhgt side
always been a pessimistic cunt without a lifeline
never had someone to hold or even one to talk to
but that was until october 19th when i met you

thank you ally for the way you make me feel okay
thank you ally for wiping the tears off of my face
maybe ill be perfect and ill have the words to say
but at least for now im happy wit u in my place

i just hit 10 thousnad plays and its because of you
never woulda had an outlet for my navy blue
now im burnt out and i dont know what the fuck to do
so i guess il say goodbye and leave the scene to bloom
and i know that you gon be okay without me
everybody doin their own thing and founding
their collectives and their labels fuck the indsutry
aint nobody give a fuck abou you in the scene

everybody only care about themselves
try to latch onto the edge of fame and i just fuckin fell
try to battle wit the music and my own mental health
i cant keep it in no more im scared ill end up in hell

for the sins that i project upon the people in this room
am i really blowin up or am i left here to be doomed
i wanna hot box in my car wit the motherfucking exhaust fumes
cuz you never woulda been there for me motherfucker fuck you
fuck

but now im movin on to bigger things
i pinky promise im okay dont worry about me
dont worry bout the things i do dont watch me as i bleed
onto the flower carpet that i got when i was 17

so believe me when i tell you that im sorry
i know my disappearence is super fuckin dishearteniing
but its good for me dont see it as alarming
im like a loaded gun with no safe method to disarm me

i know my friends are really sad to see me walk away
got 10 thousand plays but got no raise within my little fame
i wont see the day i hit a million cuz ill be gray
and 6 feet under with the way that things have gone today

so i guess this is the end my final time has come
i declared a war not knowing of the outcome
i went in over my head i thought that i had won
but i ate my fucking words like ima eat this fucking gun

they say that you can only get so high
before you crash and burn when you fall out of the blue sky
im done acting like i car im sick of this disguise
so ima bite the bullet literally and meet demise

dont act like you knew me whenever i die
everybody saying "oh i rly liked that guy"
then tell me why you couldnt help when i was alive
so this is the ending of my life
this is my last goodbye

goodbye. (jewelryboy)

(made in 2020)

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________________________________

🎵 ~lyrics~ 🎵

intro(sendflowrs💐)
its not me, its all you 
smoked my last blunt, now im in a bad mood
now i pass it to the front, breaking hearts in the backseat 
way  too drunk, fuck a car, call a  taxi  

verse 1 (sendflowrs💐)
its not me, its all you 
smoked my last blunt, now im in a bad mood
and i pass it to the front, breaking hearts in the backseat 
way  too drunk, fuck a car, call a  taxi
and i said its not me, its all you 
smoked my last blunt, now im in a bad mood
now i pass it to the front, breaking hearts in the backseat 
way  too drunk, fuck a car, call a  taxi
way too drunk, i dont even drink 
lying on the floor, baby i cant even think
and youre way too fun, i jus wanna link
body check my heart, my chest is scarred like a rink
and youre way too drunk, you dont even drink 
lying on the floor baby  you  cant even think
and im way too fun, you just wanna link
body check ur heart, ur  chest is scarred like a rink

verse 2 (whywewish✨)
im fucked up, off of your love 
honestly baby, wont you tell me what you want
babygirl aint  no one even coming close to us 
but you broke my heart it wasnt love it was lust
break me down, and take my  soul, bitch im sick of this, oh its getting old
i hope you regret, all the lies you told, singing songs in the rain girl its way too cold 
its not me, oh its all you, youre fucked up baby wont you stop the booze
im too high, i cant see, too much smoke in my lungs i cant breathe
i dont know how to stop this pain, babygirl im going insane  
i  cant get you  outta my brain, cause on my heart you left a stain
if i told you bout my life, you would wanna cry 
cause theyre making fucking trends  out my disorders inside 
im medication numb, i cant feel my fuckin spine
my eyes will stay red til the day  that i die, 
til the day that i die.
medication numb i cant feel my fuckin spine
______________________________________________________

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it's all you w/ sendflowrs

think of me w/sace6 (prod. jkei X yugen)

hey hey hey new song w/ @frostbite1000
produced by @jolst 
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
restless
on occasion im reckless
but when i see you, baby, im breathless
you know you take my heart away
and i get closer every day

restless
on occasion im reckless
but when i see you, baby, im breathless
you know you take my heart away
and now there’s nothing left to say

to you
and i
dont wanna
go thru this again

do you
just maybe wanna
start over again

i i dont think its healthy
the ins and the outs
and we’re always melting
im finding you out
all the lies and the fallacies
maybe i’d stay 
if you knew what this meant to me

frøstbite:
I've heard too much just shut up I don't care
And I know that you've been here
Because I see you everywhere

I'm running like it's track
I text your phone like wanna come by?
Your inside your bed and your texting all these other guys
You saw my fucking message 
And you left it without a reply

decks:
restless
on occasion im reckless
but when i see you, baby, im breathless
you know you take my heart away
and i get closer every day

restless
on occasion im reckless
but when i see you, baby, im breathless
you know you take my heart away
and now there’s nothing left to say

i don't think before i act (ft. FRØSTBITE) [p. jolst]

i don't think before i act (ft. FRØSTBITE) [jolst]

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devil on my shoulder w/ scoob (frevel & thrashboy)

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