made this in a state of anger, now its just fun to listen to

ets-y

losing my

RUN!

[redacted]

a representation of the harmful bigotry that unfortunately resides within many people on this planet.

collaboration w the homie

show her some support ⇢ @kxtlyno on IG

getaway car (feat. Kxt)

lyrics:

I'm gonna be OK, ok
Even if I don't feel it today

I'm gonna be OK, ok
Even though your words make me wanna say 
What did I do?
What did I do?
To make you feel like you had to let loose

What did I do?
What did I do?
I'm so fucking scared that I'm losing you.

I'm gonna be alright, alright
Even though I can't sleep through the night

I'm gonna be alright, alright
I'm trying really hard not to put up a fight.

What can I say?
What can I say?
I guess I gotta live another day.

What can I say?
What can I say?
I'm brokenhearted but you got your way

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**A re-worked and remastered version of "OK, Ok" which was originally released in February of 2023**

ORIGINAL VERSION: 

https://soundcloud.com/akkiva/ok-ok?si=997f314370d74b29bd3c22bb3f01220a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

OK, Ok (reworked)

[ LYRICS ]
—————
I know, that you, got it from your mother
The thought, that you, always deserve better
No time, to stop, no time for reflection
For you, to think of all your fucked up actions
~ ~ ~
She never, taught you how to change perspectives
You learned, your selfishness should be accepted
Your brain, is filled with so many skewed ideas
That she, has placed there throughout all of the years

From Ur Mother

LYRICS:

“ please, don’t get angry.
don’t be a bully. 
. . . 
you praise yourself on equity.
you lose your shit at everything.
unconsciously manipulate.
you bite the dust, then start again. ”
— — —

wrote this somewhere around 2017-18, wrestling with ego, self-worth, and relating to others. 
seeking balance between confidence and compassion.
learning to honor my needs without overpowering others.
still figuring out how to occupy spaces while making sure i leave more than enough to be occupied by others.

bully. (reworked)

tell me when its over

fella doin my best to create pleasant sounds for yr ears n soul.

akkiva

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