великолепно, всё ещё слушаю💜

Mix & Mastered by Michael Preston.

Lyrics:
[Intro] 
she said that she don't want me to break her heart,
so she had the plan to break mine from the start,
what a twisted girl,
what a twisted world!
so I'm rolling up!
cos I don't wanna hurt,
never sober up!
it's all because of her!
need another blunt,
I smoke until I slur!

[Chorus]
Roll up!
i'm never sober,
my life is over,
its's gonna be okayyyyyy now,  
i don't!
Believe in what they say!
cos they don't feel my pain,
i'm gonna go this way now,
Roll up!!
i'm never sober,
my life is over,
its's gonna be okayyyyyy now,
i don't!
Believe in what they say!
cos they don't feel my pain,
i'm gonna go this wayyy now


[Verse 1]  
sad boy, lost kid,
running from a feeling,
smoking dope, i love to smoke,
I'm chilling like a villain,  
all alone, I'm in my zone,
I'm starring at the ceiling,
I'm tryna to keep the peace,
but my demons talk to me,
why nobody walk with me?
shadow people stalking me,
I'm too scared to leave my crib,
this a dangerous way to live,
they gon kill me just like rip,
take my weed right out the zip,
now I'm rolling up a spliff,
try forget about this shit,
they don't like the way i live,
but they like the way i die,
I close my eyes n see red,
thinkin bout the things you said,
all the lies you went and spread,
help the hate grow in my head,
you are no longer a threat,
I think this makes you upset,
(yeah)

[Chorus]
Roll up!
i'm never sober,
my life is over,
its's gonna be okayyyyyy now,  
i don't!
Believe in what they say!
cos they don't feel my pain,
i'm gonna go this way now,
Roll up!!
i'm never sober,
my life is over,
its's gonna be okayyyyyy now,
i don't!
Believe in what they say!
cos they don't feel my pain,
i'm gonna go this wayyy now,


[Verse 2] 
drifting through a void
Dredd is too destroyed
demons are deployed
I don't see the point
(yeah) 
ion see the point
so I'm sparking a joint
yeah I'm blowing a cloud
I just wanna feel joy
but she don't love me now
(but)
she don't love me now
(we)
had a falling out
(my)
heart is falling now
(my)
head is filled with doubt
(my)
chest hurt when it pound
(I)
just want to be found
(baby)
girl look around,
do you like the world that you see?
won't you fix it with me?
(she won't)

:(

ALL PLATS

Never Sober // Вечно не трезвый [Prod. Deymx]

https://linktr.ee/CloutBoySus
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Got mind that's suicidal
Got feeling like I'm viral
She don't know what to do
But got me

I don't know why
Every single time
Realize
Either cry tonight
Cause we in love 
You decide
What if I
Cause I don't know why
We would try to die

I don't got my flow no more
She got flow forgot 
Got my own no more
You liar

She got mind that's suicidal
Got feeling like I'm viral
She don't know what to do
But got me

I don't know why
Every single time
Realize
Either cry tonight
Cause we in love 
You decide
You decide
If it's love
Or I'm crazy
You should maybe
Learn to fray me

Cry Toniight

clout boy sus - Cry Toniight (prod. Andzhel Beats X Irlshitbih)

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killa laharl - porcelain angel (ft.s0cliché) slowed & reverb

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lostinthisworld Prod.czbeats

mixed, mastered, and produced by @thefalseshepherd

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Never Sober // Вечно не трезвый [Prod. Deymx]

Dredd (ig:@Dredd.mp3)

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