lol I thought Sorrow was his only alt account

Daily Drops #6

@sorrow & @no.cape - change our reflection (prod. eric godlow)

i’m looking for a reason to say good night
communication hasn’t happened for a long time
countless times i replay when you said goodbye
moment that it happened burned into my eyes and mind
i’m fine
i’ll say i’ll try
if you look into my eyes you know i’m lying
you’re the one that really knows the reasons i cry
you’re the one that had to see it with your own eyes
i swear this life is a joke
fill up my time with my music and hope
that it will work out it’s the only way i cope
in the journey of life it’s the one and only road for me
i don’t know what you done to me
every time i think about you i can’t fucking breathe
then my thoughts are overtaken by my ocd
and i rot away my mental as i fall asleep

when it’s just me myself and i
i don’t feel alive
i don’t wanna die
but i can feel the vibe
x4

when it’s just me myself and i
i don’t feel alive
i don’t wanna die
but i can feel the vibe
losing track of time
my eyes are on fire
i been up all night
you are on my mind
x2

i’m restless and reckless
a mess 
why is death in life always endless
always in the midst my emotions are deafened
i dissociate until i’m lacking all my essence
if i leave again then i won’t come back
i feel like i’m under attack
where the sun don’t reach
and my eyes don’t see
and my lungs don’t breathe but you won’t understand
there’s a face underneath each mask that i see
i can be what i need in my dreams
i don’t sleep
i just worry 
never eat
but the beast won’t rest til it’s free
and then feast on my heart til doesn’t have a beat
i swear
it's a sad sad world that we inhabit
keeping goodbyes so dramatic
stay away from people it’s a habit
isolate myself go live on another planet

sweet dreams, my little insomniac ft. ivri (prod. capsctrl)

@rxseboy - wake up (prod. sarcastic sounds) *bonus track*

I Could Stay For Days (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

@sorrow x @valera - gone so long

@akumuh - i hate the good life lol (prod. khush)

@akumuh - can you leave me alone?! (prod. sundwn & jang0)

@sorrow - we have to say goodbye (prod. sundwn & autrioly)

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered: @futoh
produced by: @boyfifty
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surprise surprise 
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lyrics:

Im stuck in my head,
girl you dead,
you don’t mean nothing,
stuck to my bed
used to be blind,
all I’m seeing is red,
can’t make amends,
tripping on memories,
running from you,
love that we enemies,
you love that too,
you wont admit it,
call me a fool,
but it’s the truth,
bout time that you knew,
after it all,
I ain’t coming back,
I didn’t care,
but Im rushing back,
all emotions,
want em back,
I’ll never say it back,
you said you’re sorry,
but i don’t regret all that,
took me so long to get back on my feet,
now I just stare at a screen,
oh wait,
that’s nothing for me,
so why do i wilt and then drop to my knees 
I lost it,
I’m sinking deep,
and you caused it,
we’ve been here before,
washed up on shore,
tell me no more,
don’t wanna hear it,
drop to the core,
you're such a bore,
self-esteem to the floor,
now i got nothing in store,
i guess i just need some time restore,
picking up pieces you chose to ignore,
woah,
get lost in reality,
hate all totality,
shot my morality,
no hospitality,
screw my mentality,
im sick and tired of the abnormalities,
you didn’t care so why should I?
say it’s not fair but it’s eye for eye,
don’t you go whine now,
need to wind out,
went through too much just to find out

trapped in the depths of my mind (prod. boyfifty x autrioly)

written and performed by: @futoh
mixed and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: zeeky
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was a lil sick but we up
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lyrics:

eventually, itll all come crashing down,
buried under circumstance,
should've touched the thermostat,
cause i was freezing in the icy lovers water,
it all looks ok until your mind then starts to ponder,

will this happen?
will it not?
will i mess it up again,
cause the greatest of all battles are the ones you fight within,
when youre up against yourself you lose all hope,
then you try to cope,
telling you youre more
than that silly little mope,
that cant seem to pass his classes,
that cant seem to please the masses,
to them its all a joke,
but what you're missing is the punchline,
waiting for the right time-
oh its fizzled out,
now youre left alone in darkness with no one to help you 
out,

youre on your lonesome,
wont get it back,
you searching for your old life,
but its a wrap,
now its time to start again,
with sticks and stones youll build a home
and eventually an empire,
where you'll rest upon a throne,
you’ll be untouchable,
youll look at them through monocles,
a single lens is all you need,
yea no distractions,
and actions,
will come back,
like habits you 
you broke that,
but that dont mean its over,
now its time to run the throwback,

(filler thingie)

eventually, itll all come crashing down,
buried under circumstance,
should've touched the thermostat,
cause i was freezing in the icy lovers water,
it all looks ok until your mind then starts to ponder,
all the little things tend to get me,
you smiles when you met me,
no i cant forget, youll be gone eventually,
and if you do, its all on me,
shouldve treated you better,
instead of getting mad at you when you got wine on my sweater, damn

@akumuh - i was so drunk last night (prod. underwood)

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