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@sorrow & @no.cape - change our reflection (prod. eric godlow)

Verse 1:
stuck inside, might fade away.
I’ve been taking this day to day.
I’ve been making up white lies.
In the summertime, can’t run astray.

feel like my minds on pandemic.
all the things I can’t stomach.
therapy, i ran through it.
bad vibes til my heart plummets.

My arms weak.
And my chest hurts.
Staying cold inside sweatshirts.
I got three scars on my torso.
Cuz it cut deep when I met her.

But that’s old news.
Sitting up in this cold room.
Laying down when I need to.
All the clothes that I bleed through. Yea.

Verse 2:
I don’t wanna talk anymore.
Closed off behind open doors.
Mom’s here, doesn’t understand me.
Surrounding me, but still feel abandoned.

Lotta things that they never will see.
Midday, but I’m falling asleep.
These people never honest with me.
Because I won’t get better, no promise to keep.

Maybe I’ll try to relax.
Asking a lot, but avoiding the facts.
I wanna know if there’s hope in the end.
I’ve been trying to cope, but I’m moping instead.

Slow it down.
Heart’s rhythm keeps slowing down.
bloods moving, it goes around.
until it stops, it’s over now.

@sorrow x @nuxe x @zaini - they couldn't save me

@akumuh x @paperbag - ta-da (prod. aspect)

@akumuh - i hate the good life lol (prod. khush)

Nightcore version of Dancing with your Silhouette. Hope you enjoy :)

DWYS

@sorrow - upside down (prod. boyfifty)

@akumuh - can you leave me alone?! (prod. sundwn & jang0)

@akumuh - something more (prod. anywaywell)

@akumuh x @3am - sad face sippin' (prod. sundwn & sensei)

Lyrics:

She dont wanna say that it was me
But I shot all the birds
And I burned all the trees
She been trynna hold onto the peace
But I put out the sun
And I drained all the seas

I feel like im someone idk deep inside
Different personality at night time
And im trynna do everything to stay with you
But I think baby right now aint the right time

Verse 1:
Im sorry darling
I done stupid shit
Did u wrong a hundred times
Somehow u aint clueing in

Ive seen some miracles
Im just waiting my turn
If I died today
I think id feel the burn

Snow coats and sipping cold drinks
In winter time
Flipping through your spiritual chapters
Sharing your favourite lines

Last time that I saw u
I Know that u wanted to cry
sure hope that u still praying for me
I really need it this time

bridge:
I dont know when
Ill be healthy again
7 days I been clean
Tomorrows one more achieved

Its a battle ill fight
Your worth risking my life
When the fog starts to clear
Ill send a bird to you dear

Verse 2:
where you been
ive been asking myself
like every night
know you feel the same
breaking it in a new life
i thnk you hate me
but whatever helps you sleep at night
i dont feel pain
i cant im too high
i was drowning i like to run
i dont fight
you kept me grounded
wish you the best in your life
we were bounded
mental decline on both sides
this ink in my body reminds of you
until i die

you know that id do. anything that you need me to
missing days in mission
things were easy it was me and you
not a lot of space
became my brother when we shared a room
dreading every day im getting scared that i might lose you too
and i dont wanna lose my best friend feel like it happened
with no warning already im losing sleep and manic
i have never cared for one like this its only adam
sharing beds and taking turns up on the blow up matress.

@akumuh x @paperbag - ta-da (prod. aspect)

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