I always wonder everyday
What it's like to be by your side
I can't seem to find the nerve
And believe me, I've tried
Somehow words came out wrong
Til they didn't come out at all
Now every time I walk your way, I see
The prettiest girl of all

And it feels like
I'm stuck on a merry-go-round
That I'm not
The only guy for you around

Because the differences between us
Shouldn't separate us far
That if you looked at me
We could love who we are
That I'm over exaggerating these doubts
And you're not so out of my league
That someone like you
Could possibly be with me

You have got everything
You've got beauty, brains, and more
The biggest smile I've ever seen
What is possibly not to adore?
Now I'm no prince charming
And I can't sweep you off your feet
Those other guys from the Disney movies
Had it easier than me

And it feels like
I'm stuck on a merry-go-round
That I'm not
The only guy for you around

Because the differences between us
Shouldn't separate us far
That if you looked at me
We could love who we are
That I'm over exaggerating these doubts
And you're not so out of my league
That someone like you
Could possibly be with me

And be my
Princess to this story now
And we'll work
A happily ever ending out
And I'll try to make you
The happiest girl around
And people will stop and stare
But we'll have it figured out

Because the differences between us
Shouldn't separate us far
That if you looked at me
We could love who we are
That I'm over exaggerating these doubts
And you're not so out of my league
That someone like you
Could possibly be with me

Beauty and the Beast

Beauty And The Beast

I feel this now
I am looking at a wonder
I'll take you out
If you let me get your number
Sundress love
And I'm looking towards the summer
I feel this now
I am looking at a wonder
I'll take you out
If you let me get your number
Sundress love
And I'm looking towards the summer

Seeing you now
It's amazing how you look so good
It's like you're something out of Hollywood
You're the stars in the sky
Here on earth
It's like gravity
Keeps me coming 
It comes naturally
Such a beauty has me on my knees
Care to give me a moment
Of your time

And in all the ways you move and sway
My perspective turns from grey
And the strings on your shoulders
Down to your toes
The way sunlight meets your face

I feel this now
I am looking at a wonder
I'll take you out
If you let me get your number
Sundress love
And I'm looking towards the summer
I feel this now
I am looking at a wonder
I'll take you out
If you let me get your number
Sundress love
And I'm looking towards the summer

I love this part
When you turn to me
You take my heart
Admit I love sometimes when you depart
I'm just checking you out
Dazzling, picture perfect
Looking so pristine
Insert cliche
Something like a dream
But it's true

And in all the ways you move and sway
My perspective turns from grey
And the strings on your shoulders
Down to your toes
The way sunlight meets your face

I feel this now
I am looking at a wonder
I'll take you out
If you let me get your number
Sundress love
And I'm looking towards the summer
I feel this now
I am looking at a wonder
I'll take you out
If you let me get your number
Sundress love
And I'm looking towards the summer

I feel this now
I feel this now
I feel this now
I feel this now

When all the stars align
And everything's all right
Are you free for the moment?
We can share the night
I might fall for you
If that's fine?
When all the stars align
And everything's all right
Are you free for the moment?
We can share the night
I might fall for you
If that's fine?

I feel this now
I am looking at a wonder
I'll take you out
If you let me get your number
Sundress love
And I'm looking towards the summer
I feel this now
I am looking at a wonder
I'll take you out
If you let me get your number
Sundress love
And I'm looking towards the summer

Sundress Love

I’m wondering how you are
And if you’re doing alright
I’m doing fine but it’d be better
With you but my side
I don’t like being alone
But alone’s better with you
Been staring at these four walls
But you’re a much better view
We could do nothing
And that’s something
But I guess that’ll do

Dream of a cozy home
Off by the lake
White picket fence
A life that’s tailor made
My heartbeat’s steady
Are you sure you’re more than ready for this?  
(Sure, you're more than ready for this?)

So if every heartbreak
Led me to disaster
I don’t mind at all
I’m here for ever after
So if heartbreak takes me
Say you’ll keep on waiting
And I’ll make my way
For for ever after

Seems like we never have time
Like we’re both worlds apart
It’s funny time you take for granted
Than when you did at the start
But now that we’re here
And here’s the only place I rather be
I finally have someone that’s mine
Who I can share this dream
It might seem stupid
Like it’s make believe
But it’s ours

Dream of a cozy home
Off by the lake
White picket fence
A life that’s tailor made
My heartbeat’s steady
Are you sure you’re more than ready for this?  
(Sure, you're more than ready for this?)

So if every heartbreak
Led me to disaster
I don’t mind at all
I’m here for ever after
So if heartbreak takes me
Say you’ll keep on waiting
And I’ll make my way
For forever after

We never left
We keep our hearts in check
I’ll give you everything that I have left
I’ll give you everything I have
If this is how this feels
If this is ever after

So if every heartbreak
Led me to disaster
I don’t mind at all
I’m here for ever after
So if heartbreak takes me
Say you’ll keep on waiting
And I’ll make my way
For for ever after

Ever After (Feat. Jasmine Lee)

You take me far
Through canvas and color
You show me this other side
Swear I knew
I have known since the start
Sleeve to my heart that it'd be you

So I never want ever after
I don't ever want what's after you
Hate to admit it but I'll hate the fact that
She isn't you
It doesn't matter cause I mean what I say
I'll love you now until forever til you throw me away
But I'm here to stay

Cause with you our love's
The main attraction
And damn, you're a hell of a view (I mean look at you)
If all my life was just the beginning
I hoped that it ends with you
Til the end of the line
Til the end of time

Feels so strange
That the end of a chapter
Can be so bittersweet
I recall
The first night that we met
Seems like destiny we'd meet

So I never want to say goodbye
Think of anybody else but you
Hate to admit it, need to face the facts that
She won't be you
My memory won't stay the same
Time takes it all, I'll forget your name
Wish you the best
Hope you wish the same
This ride's almost over

Cause with you our love's
The main attraction
And damn, you're a hell of a view (I mean look at you)
If all my life was just the beginning
I hope that it ends with you
Til the end of the line
Til the end of time

Cause with you our love's
The main attraction
And damn, you're a hell of a view
If all my life was just the beginning
I hoped that it ends with you

Cause with you our love's
The main attraction
And damn, you're a hell of a view (I mean look at you)
If all my life was just the beginning
I hoped that it ends with you
Til the end of the line
Til the end of time

End Of The Line

You said alot you didn't mean
You made a fool of you and me
You talk to exes, say they're friends
One week you're fucking in his bed
I hope his girlfriend didn't mind
We broke up, does that make it fine?
You wanted more than I can give
I hope you're happy where you live
I hope you're happy where you live

Stop trying to text me we're not friends
Another Hey I'll kill myself
Clinton Kane he said it well
I should've told you go to hell
Olivia's Traitor said it too
You didn't cheat guess then it's cool
You wanted more than I can give
I hope you're happy where you live
I hope you're happy where you live
I hope you're happier

Red to white
You've never even alone
Fill the void
If that's what keeps you going
Red to white
We never met half way

Red to white
Our humor wasn't there
You put me down
The last time that I shared
Red to white
You didn't fucking communicate at all
See that shit didn't even rhyme
That's how upset I am

If I was an inconvenience dear
Why did I wait a fucking year?
To be a secret with no shame
Surprise, now your Facebook status changed
I'm glad that you moved on quick that's great
Just wish it wasn't in my face
How much more could I have gived?
I hope you're happy where you live
I hope you're happy where you live
I hope you're happier

You wanted more that I can give
I hope you're happy where you live
How long til I forgive?
I hope you're happy where you live

I hope you're happy where you live

I toss and I turn
When will I ever learn?
And giveaway parts
Leave me broken
I still cannot find
Between this and the times
I held you close
Leaving this open

We spoke all the time
We laughed and we cried
Til fate told us to decide

But I still miss you now
Now and forever
It's like you're still round
Now remember
I'll live in your memory
Like it's yesterday
Although it'd be better
If you showed up today
So let me go go go
Oh let me go

Was it all a lie?
Was I out of my mind?
To think this would be more?
Is it karma at play?
As it stayed in your place
Reflections turn disarray

The pieces don't fit
Your heart's not in it
Who was I to decide?

But I still miss you now
Now and forever
It's like you're still round
Now remember
I'll live in your memory
Like it's yesterday
Although it'd be better
If you showed up today
So let me go go go

I still miss you now
More than ever
When you were around
Things were better
I'll live in the memory
Like it's yesterday
Although it'd be better
If we made some today

But I still miss you now
Now and forever
It's like you're still round
Now remember
I'll live in your memory
Like it's yesterday
Although it'd be better
If you showed up today
So let me go go go
Oh let me go

Memory (Feat. Red Luna)

To miss someone out there
I don't know the days
How many nights till we meet?
I'll count away
Rest assured, I'll be yours
Till the end of my days
Until I'm tired and my hair turns grey

I'll believe it when I see it
If there's nothing else, then where's the meaning?
Moving forward, hope I don't careen now
Before we figure this out

It starts in my head, moves down to my toes
This feels like nothing I've felt before
It's been a while and that's okay
Just to feel this inside
One day I'll know
You're the love of my life
The love of my life

Long dream't of this moment
Not enough to hold it
Where I'm by your side
You're in my mind and my soul
If souls could dance, I'd learn to waltz
Just to hold your hand until I fall
Every inch with you just seems so very far

I'll believe it when I see it
If there's nothing else, then where's the meaning?
Moving forward, hope I don't careen now
Before we figure this out

It starts in my head, moves down to my toes
This feels like nothing I've felt before
It's been a while and that's okay
Just to feel this inside
One day I'll know
You're the love of my life
The love of my life

It starts in my head, moves down to my toes
This feels like nothing I've felt before
It's been a while and that's okay
Just to feel this inside, one day I'll know

You're the love of my life
The love of my life
The love of my life
The love of my life

You're the love of my life

One Day (Feat. The Epoch House Choir)

I write songs, then sing them to stray cats in the neighborhood.

"Sounds like nails on a chalkboard" ~Rolling Stone 

"No sir, we don't accept bribes" ~Billboard Top 100 

"I'm more hyped for this than Game of Thrones" ~Emilia Clarke  

"I don't know how you keep getting this number" ~Ed Sheeran

Alan Apuli

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