Lyrics 

Verse 1

It's one of those days and I'm close to givin' up
I tend to forget that I'm a broken cup (Leaking)

Hook

And here I am
I'm not fine 
I'm not fine

I thought we had a plan
I can't find 
I can't find 

Chorus

A reason to stay 
My mind causes me pain 
And I don't think I can go on
I'm looking for a way out 
I can't find

A reason to stay 
My mind causes me pain 
And I don't think I can go on
I'm looking for a way out 
I can't find

A reason to-

Verse 2

It's one of those days and I wanna live it up 
(But) I tend to forget that I'm a broken cup (Bleeding)

Hook

And here I am
I'm not fine 
I'm not fine

I thought we had a plan
I can't find 
I can't find 

Bridge

I've been looking for them way too long 
And here I am writing down this song 
Should have never fallen for those eyes (Those eyes, those eyes)

I've been looking for them way too long 
And here I am writing down this song 
Should have pulled out that cold knife (I can't find, I can't find)

Chorus

A reason to stay  
My mind causes me pain 
And I don't think I can go on
I'm looking for a way out 
I can't find

Outro

A reason to stay 

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Stay

Stay (Feat. Nikhil Krishna)

Lyrics:

Verse 1

I wish waking up didn't feel so lonely
Why must I try to get off this bed?
Staying afloat cause the ground is far from perfect
It's great, but I wish things were better 

Pre-Chorus

I partake in slowly killing my body 
What have I become? 
I hate myself when I'm not in your presence
Well, maybe not all the time

Chorus

But, yesterday was so depressing 
Another one of those days that tend to tear me apart
And 'yesterdays', they come around so often 
Man, I really wish I could fall into you 

Verse 2

I know it's been like two months since we last met
Well, two months kinda seem too long
I wish your side of the bed wasn't so empty
'Cause, lately my mind's telling me to call it quits

Chorus

Yesterday was so depressing (Depressing)
Another one of those days that tend to tear me apart (Tear me apart)
And 'yesterdays', they come around so often
Man, I really wish I could fall into you (Fall into you)

Bridge 

Fall into you
Fall into you
I wanna fall into you

Fall into you
Fall into you
I wanna fall into you

Pre-Chorus

I partake in slowly killing my body
What have I become? 
I hate myself when I'm not in your presence
Well, maybe not all the time

Chorus

But, yesterday was so depressing (Depressing)
Another one of those days that tend to tear me apart (Tear me apart)
And 'yesterdays', they come around so often
Man, I really wish I could fall into you (Fall into you)

Yesterday was so depressing (Depressing) [Yesterday, yesterday]
Another one of those days that tend to tear me apart (Tear me apart)
And 'yesterdays', they come around so often (Yesterday, yesterday)
Man, I really wish I could fall into you (Fall into you)

Outro 

(Yesterday, yesterday)
(Fall into you)


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Yesterday / Fall Into You

Lyrics:

Verse 1

I've been pulling up my sleeves for a while (For a while)
The reek of death behind my smile (Behind my smile)
I've been waiting for someone to see my face
I guess I'm waiting for something to help me breathe (I guess I'm waiting for something)

Chorus

Can you offer me a place in your thoughts? (In your thoughts?)
Hold my hand and lead the way cause I'm lost (Cause I'm lost)
Help me cause I'm trying to stay afloat (Yeah)

Verse 2

I like to fly to the isle
Things seem to be better there
But there she is, my mistress
So here I am, fornicating

Chorus

Can you offer me a place in your thoughts? (In your thoughts?)
Hold my hand and lead the way cause I'm lost (Cause I'm lost)
Help me cause I'm trying to stay afloat
(Life seems cutthroat) [Life seems-]

Can you offer me a place in your thoughts? (In your thoughts?)
Hold my hand and lead the way cause I'm lost (Cause I'm lost)
Help me cause I'm trying to stay afloat
(Stay afloat)

Outro

(Afloat)
(Stay afloat)
(Afloat)
(Stay afloat)

(Can you offer me a place in your thoughts?)
(Hold my hand and lead the way cause I'm lost) [Afloat]
(Help me cause I'm trying to stay afloat) [Afloat]
(Stay a-)


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Everybody's Hurting

Afloat

Lyrics:

Verse 1

Is this forever? 
Oh well, I guess not 
I try not to think about when you're gone 

Chorus

Cause we're running out of time
(We're running out of-)
(We're running out of-)
(We're running out of-)

We're running out of time 
We're running out of-

Verse 2 

I've been getting better
Things were looking up (We're running out of-)
Now I'm drowning in my feelings
Cause I'll miss you

Bridge

And we're running out of time
How long till we part ways? (Please shut up)
How long till we part ways? 
(We're running out of-)

We're running out of time
How long till we part ways? (Please shut up)
How long till we part ways? (Please shut up!)
How long till we part ways?

Chorus

We're running out of time
(We're running out of-)
(We're running out of-)
(We're running out of-)

We're running out of time 
We're running out of-


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Lyrics:

Verse 1

Tell me, why did things have to (Have to)
Be so hard? (So hard)
I don't think I'm asking for much (Am I?)

Why does it always seem we're in the rough?
Naive of me to think that love was enough

Pre-Chorus

I've been wanting to die (Die)
For a while
But, I feel it a lot less (Lot less)

Chorus

When I'm with you (With you)
When I'm with you (With you)
When I'm with you

Bridge

But, where did you go?
(Where did you go?)
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
(Where did you go?)
(Where did you go?)

Verse 2

It breaks my heart cause it's all so real (Real)
Finally, love came around
Three weeks with you helped to conceal the fact that I couldn't smile

It's not fair that you had to leave
I feel lonely and sad
It's not fair how we're worlds apart
We're worlds apart

You might tell me I should go slow (Go slow)
Play it safe? Well, that's a no-no
Maybe I think I need someone who can make my heart bleed
Make my heart bleed
(Heart)
(Heart)

Pre-Chorus

I've been wanting to die (Die)
For a while
But I feel it a lot less (Lot less)

Chorus

When I'm with you (With you)
When I'm with you (With you)
(You're hurting, you're hurting)
When I'm with you

Outro

Now, I'm hurting (Where did you go?)
I'm hurting (I'm-)
(Where did you go?)
You're hurting (Where did you go?)
I'm hurting
We're worlds apart
We're worlds apart (We're worlds apart)
We're worlds apart

You're hurting, you're hurting
Now, I'm hurting (I'm-)
I'm hurting (I'm-)
You're hurting
I'm hurting
We're worlds apart
We're worlds apart
(We're worlds apart)
(We're worlds apart)


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Worlds Apart

Lyrics:

Verse 1

I wish waking up didn't feel so lonely
Why must I try to get off this bed?
Staying afloat cause the ground is far from perfect
It's great, but I wish things were better

Pre-Chorus

I partake in slowly killing my body
What have I become?
I hate myself when I'm not in your presence
Well, maybe not all the time

Chorus

But, yesterday was so depressing
Another one of those days that tend to tear me apart
And 'yesterdays', they come around so often
Man, I really wish I could fall into you

Verse 2

I know it's been like two months since we last met
Well, two months kinda seem too long
I wish your side of the bed wasn't so empty
'Cause, lately my mind's telling me to call it quits

Chorus

Yesterday was so depressing (Depressing)
Another one of those days that tend to tear me apart (Tear me apart)
And 'yesterdays', they come around so often
Man, I really wish I could fall into you (Fall into you)

Bridge

Fall into you
Fall into you
Fall into you
I wanna fall into you

Fall into you
Fall into you
I wanna fall into you

Pre-Chorus

I partake in slowly killing my body
What have I become?
I hate myself when I'm not in your presence
Well, maybe not all the time

Chorus

But, yesterday was so depressing (Depressing)
Another one of those days that tend to tear me apart (Tear me apart)
And 'yesterdays', they come around so often
Man, I really wish I could fall into you (Fall into you)

Yesterday was so depressing (Depressing) [Yesterday, yesterday]
Another one of those days that tend to tear me apart (Tear me apart)
And 'yesterdays', they come around so often (Yesterday, yesterday)
Man, I really wish I could fall into you (Fall into you)

Outro

(Yesterday, yesterday)
(Fall into you)


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Lyrics:

Verse 1

I can't think about
The day when you're gone
You keep me floating up in the sky
I don't think I'll ever be ready for this

My eyes don't ever speak
Unless I see that you're sinking
I breakdown when I can't save you
I wanna be there for you

Chorus

Inside my head
Inside my head
You're always smiling (Smiling)

"It's not you, it's me"
That's what you say
"It's not you, it's me"
That's what you say

Verse 2

My eyes don't ever speak
Unless I see that you're leaving me
I breakdown when I can't be with you (Can't be with you)
I wanna be with you

Chorus

Inside my head
Inside my head
You're always smiling

"It's not you, it's me"
That's what I say
"It's not you, it's me"
That's what I say

Bridge

I don't wanna say goodbyes
I don't wanna say
I don't wanna say goodbyes
I don't wanna say

I don't wanna say goodbyes
I don't wanna say
I don't wanna say goodbyes

Chorus

Inside my head
Inside my head
You're always smiling (Smiling)

"It's not you, it's me"
That's what you say
"It's not you, it's me"
That's what you say

Inside my head
Inside my head
You're always smiling (Smiling)

"It's not you, it's me"
That's what I say (I said)
"It's not you, it's me"
That's what I say

Outro

Yah


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It's Not You, It's Me

Lyrics:

Chorus

I can't take this anymore
I-I can't take this anymore (Yah, yah)
[This ride I'm on is too slow (Too slow)]
And I can't take it anymore (Anymore)

I can't take this anymore (Anymore)
I can't take this anymore (Yah, yah)
[Been stuck for a while in the ground floor (Ground floor)]
And I can't take it anymore

Verse

[Guess who's back?
A familiar face
Meet the mistress staying over at my place]
[I must say
I missed you
Is it the truth or am I tryna please you?]

[Paint me black
I don't care no more
Too tired to reach for the door]
[I must say
I missed you (Yah, yah)
I do feel close to death when I kiss you]

Bridge

[And I don't know if that's alright, alright (Alright, alright)
I don't know if that's alright, alright
I don't know if that's alright, alright (Yah, yah, yah, yah, yah)
I don't know (I don't know)
I don't know]

Chorus

I can't take this anymore
I-I can't take this anymore (Yah, yah)
[This ride I'm on is too slow (Too slow)]
And I can't take it anymore (Anymore)

I can't take this anymore (Anymore)
I can't take this anymore (Yah, yah)
[Been stuck for a while in the ground floor (Ground floor)]
And I can't take it anymore


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At The End Of My Rope

Lyrics:

Intro

Discard that bouquet
You know flowers make me think about the times
I'm trying to escape

Dismantle my brain (Brain)
I'd like to go to sleep now (Sleep now)
I've been up for way too long (Way too long)
I wish I could go back home (Back home)

Chorus

I know I don't make any sort of sense
Bear with me and I'll let you into my world
I know I don't make any sort of sense
Bear with me and I'll show you that I care

Bridge

(Cover your face, dude) (Yah)
(Cover your face, bro) (Yah, yah) (Hahaha)

I hope you feel me (Oh yeah) (Yah, yah, yah, yah)
Cause I'm putting my heart onto paper (Yah, yah, yah, yah)
My heart onto paper (Yah, yah)

Verse

You discard my pain
I'm so happy that it makes me sad
How long till we part our ways?
I wish you didn't have to go

Chorus

I know I don't make any sort of sense
Bear with me and I'll let you into my world
I know I don't make any sort of sense
Bear with me and I'll show you that I care

I know I don't make any sort of sense
Bear with me and I'll let you into my world
I know I don't make any sort of sense
Bear with me and I'll show you that I care

Post-Chorus

Bear with me and I'll show you that I care
Bear with me and I'll show you that I care
Bear with me and I'll show you that I care
Bear with me
Bear with me

Outro

(Oooh) Discard that bouquet
You know flowers make me think about the times I'm trying to escape

Dismantle my frame
And caress the disorder
I've been on my own for long
I'm just glad you came home


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I'm So Happy (That It Makes Me Sad)

Lyrics:

Chorus (Alan T Charly)

I do always be counting
How long till I lose my vision?
I'm running out of words, can't you see?
Cause I'm happy
I think I'm happy

I do always be doubting
How long till the floor gives away?
Somedays, I wanna kill my mind
Cause all I want is to be happy

Verse 1 (Alan T Charly)

In my skin and maybe find
A room where I can fit in
Sometimes life gets too hard
And I wanna hit the brakes
I wanna hit the brakes

But I gotta stay awake
Got so much to celebrate
I tend to forget
I tend to forget
But I'm glad we met

Bridge (Alan T Charly)

I'm at the deep end (Deep end)
But it feels so right
I'll miss you, my friend (My friend)
So, please don't leave me

I'm at the deep end (Deep end)
But it feels so right
I'll miss you, my friend
Cause I'm happy
You make me happy

Chorus (Alan T Charly)

I do always be counting
How long till I lose my vision?
I'm running out of words, can't you see?
Cause I'm happy
I think I'm happy

I do always be doubting
How long till the floor gives away?
Somedays, I wanna kill my mind
Cause all I want is to be happy

Verse 2 (Riv)

If I gotta think that I'm happy then maybe I'm not
On top of this plot of problems and mistakes, so (So)
Old they could rot
And mind's a throne that needs a spot
My best friend for good memories
Worst enemy (Me)
For the rest of the ops
Somedays I wanna kill it
Boom! Get it shot
I guess it thought that I forgot
Though it's behind a door and it's locked
But that time I over thought
It was her that you lost
Or are you me?
This gets confusing
All I know is I'm slowly proving that the way we do things is killing us bloody slowly
And write in bullet proof ink
So you can not erase it
With all your weapons, thoughts or fears or 50 westerns
Are you kidding?
I've known you my entire life
How I go from imagination
To everyday another crisis
From celebrations now you act like a virus
Ya kept me waiting enough
Minds always come back to bite us (Yea)

Chorus (Alan T Charly)

I do always be counting
How long till I lose my vision?
I'm running out of words, can't you see?
Cause I'm happy
I think I'm happy

I do always be doubting
How long till the floor gives away?
Somedays, I wanna kill my mind
Cause all I want is to be happy

Outro (Riv)

Sometimes my mind likes to pretend
That we're only friends
In the end that's the reason that we'll end
Isn't that ironic? (That ironic?)

Some days I wanna kill my mind?
How about all the time?
How about all the time?


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Somedays I Wanna Kill My Mind (feat. Riv)

Lyrics:

Chorus

Lately, I've been feeling life
Inside my chest (Inside my chest)
I know soon you'll leave me to die
But it's alright
It's not your fault

In fact, I had it coming (Yeah)
I should have learnt to treat you better
But do know, I'm trying my best
To fix my head

Verse

I'm scared to bare it all open
I have a tendency of getting hurt
I tend to push people away
So I can keep on being in pain (Yah)

But, what's the point of living like that?
I'd rather die
I'd rather die

Bridge

I'm done being like this (Like this) [Yah]
Here, take my heartstrings (Heartstrings) [Yah]
I let myself fall in too deep
I don't care anymore

Chorus

Lately, I've been feeling life
Inside my chest (Inside my chest)
I know soon you'll leave me to die
But it's alright
It's not your fault

In fact, I had it coming (Yeah)
I should have learnt to treat you better
But do know, I'm trying my best
To fix my head


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I Don't Care Anymore

This song talks about being stuck in a relationship where you go with the flow even when you're clearly not happy with it.

Lyrics:

Hook 

I don't know what you want now 
Temme what you want now 
Temme what you want now

I don't know what you want now 
Temme what you want now 
Temme what you want 

Chorus 

I spend my nights 
Looking at the city lights (Yeah)
I've been here for a while
For our love don't shine (Yeah)

Verse 

Her secrets got me guessing 
Driving dolo by the Westin
Hold my phone now I'm searching 
Soul for soul all my questions 
Door to door no one answer 
Hold the door that's just sad (Love)
All she wanna do is laugh (Ya)
Now I can't even get mad (Nah)

I look at God and throw a couple lujahs (Hallelujah) 
God I'm stressing watch me hit this Juul (Hallelujah)
How she got me feeling like a fool (I'm a fool)
I got too much I could lose 
I still continue to move (yeah)


Hook

I don't know what you want now 
Temme what you want now 
Temme what you want now

I don't know what you want now 
Temme what you want now 
Temme what you want 

Chorus 

I spend my nights 
Looking at the city lights (Yeah)
I've been here for a while
For our love don't shine 

Outro

Yup.

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