this honestly reminds me of contingency song

p. Alaska Sargent, Logan Montoya (Lone Construct / @loneconstruct)
w. Alaska Sargent, Logan Montoya (Lone Construct / @loneconstruct)
gtr. Julian Schessel (foole / @dwarfwave)

WATCH THE WORLD DECAY

p. Alaska Sargent
    w. Alaska Sargent
    gtr. Abigail Warner
    bss. Abigail Warner
    drm. Alaska Sargent

VIRTUE SIGNAL

p. Alaska Sargent
w. Alaska Sargent
gtr. cnri (@skybr34kr)
samples a portion of "SENTI // MENTAL" composed by blissom (@blissom)

OVER MY DEAD BODY

JOKER & HARLEY QUINN

p. Alaska Sargent, Micah Callari (@micahcallari)
w. Alaska Sargent, Dylan Longworth (@dylanlongworth)
gtr. Kaden Johanson
bkv. Micah Callari (@micahcallari)

OVER MY DEAD BODY, the debut album by Alaska Sargent, releases on May 16th.
Pre-save: https://ffm.to/omdb
Pre-order on Bandcamp: https://alaskasargent.bandcamp.com/album/over-my-dead-body
Pre-order on my digital storefront: https://shop.alaskasargent.com

Lyrics:
In hindsight, I've been a fool
In fact, I'm quite surprised
It's taken me this long to pay the price
Because I lashed out, and you took my word
I filled you with lies
I thought were truths until last night
I scribbled names all on my board
And each and every one has their own story they can say about me
And I wonder if they tell them
I guess I'll find out in Hell
I don't doubt that they have a room reserved just for me

So hang me on the clothing line
Vertigo erases me as I drift off like swine
Nothing's ever cut and dry
Exhibition takes a toll when no one looks back twice
I faltered then
And still, I fall
So watch me rot
As the resident afterthought

Okay
I'll admit that I had left them out to dry
This brain is scrambled up with lies
How frail am I?
Dwindle down with clear hindsight
And honestly, I'm quite surprised
It took this long to realize
They weren't the only ones disguised
Lost composure
Never found my closure
Mind's just too damn polar
I keep getting colder, frozen over
Scratch out names etched in my walls
And waiting past the clock for calls
My head affected my surroundings
I never thought it was the cause
It always does
Please just think of me
In recovery
Stuck in infancy
I won't live in infamy

So hang me on the clothing line
And tick me off when it's alright, I swear I'll be just fine
Nothing's ever cut and dry
Discomfort grows but watch the fire stoke and take that light
I'll trip and fall, I'll give my all
I'll leave transgressions in the dust
I'll jump, I'll crawl, I'll stand up tall
But don't say I'm not in your thoughts
You'll make your plans
I'll come dead last, but I'll take it all
I'll hold no grudge
You know my hurt
You know my faults
I'm your resident afterthought

resident afterthought (feat. Dylan Longworth)

p. Alaska Sargent
w. Alaska Sargent
gtr. cnri (@skybr34kr)
sfx. cnri (@skybr34kr)
bkv. Azalea Bettigole (Shifting Perpsectives / @azaleabettigole)
bkv comp. Azalea Bettigole (Shifting Perpsectives / @azaleabettigole)

god knows where

p. Alaska Sargent, Azalea Bettigole (Shifting Perspectives / @azaleabettigole), Aero Pathrose (a.pathrose / @apathrose)
gtr. Julian Schessel (@dwarfwave and @smollbi)
pno. Tristan Valenti (monikrr / @monikrr)
drm. Alaska Sargent, Azalea Bettigole (Shifting Perpsectives / @azaleabettigole)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Alaska-sargent-au-contraire-lyrics

AU CONTRAIRE

callbacks aren't for another week, dude.

(featuring @monikrr)

written by self discovery & monikrr
produced by self discovery
mixed & mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[self discovery]
can you give me a second again
i don't want to know everything you say you did
i don't need to know anything you think you meant
i just need you to leave me alone
can you give me a second, a minute
to gather my self confidence again
it's more than anything you ever meant
but it sounds like you weren't listening to what i said

cause i don't wanna hear about your
wasted weekends, the time you spent
the bottles, or the bends
i said "i'm over it now"
you start to choke on your smile
i know i've evened it out
now i'm sitting here wasting my spring break
you're steady looking for the things you can say you'd change
to make me look back fondly
and say "i want it"
and make me fall apart
i'm sorry, but i can't play the part
you want me to

[monikrr]
i’m done walking on eggshells
it’s just another reason you bring me hell
you said i put it all into someone else
but honestly i’d fucking kill myself
if i did this over again
i don’t care what you want
but you get to my head
spent the last few weeks tryna cut the thread
but you didn’t even listen to me when i said,

[self discovery]
that i don't wanna hear about your
wasted weekends, the time you spent
the bottles, or the bends
i said "i'm over it now"
you start to choke on your smile
i know i've evened it out
now i'm sitting here wasting my spring break
you're steady looking for the things you can say you'd change
to make me look back fondly
and say "i want it"
and make me fall apart
i'm sorry, but i can't play the part
you want me to, oh

rips in the bottom of
bridges you built
on the second worst night
i decided to live
with a shard in my hand
and a shoulder to cry for
i'm slamming my head
into patterns that we forged
to crack at my skull
as to crack at your ego
to catch both your eyes
pay attention with ears closed

cause i'm done playin' the part you want
you want me to

understudy ! (feat. monikrr)

*on a good day.

written, produced, mixed & mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

am i late
to catch the high tide
i'm afraid that i just missed it
the sea's so inclined to seize peace of mind for the day
it's a crying shame you've never been
yeah, i'm okay
still had a full course on my plate
action was needed
i'll stare at the clock
while my mind keeps a log of the day
and dreams a place i've never lived

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
anymore

well give me a break !
it's not the first mistake i've made with you
i'll gesture towards the trauma
but don't expect me to write my stories of you
what can i say ?
it's far from the first time i've "berated you"
when you stirred up the drama
the sorry you sent
to my messages
it never came through

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault

you're sending messages across the room
i'm sending messages across the sea
i swear its nothing in particular
but the atlantic's just too large for me
i'm sending letters off to someone new
you're leaving messages to get to me
don't think it's anything specifically
but the pacific's far too wide for me

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
i took the train of my hypotheses
thought maybe you won't bother me
you did, i wasn't scared to tell you off
you took a hike to get alone with me
now you'll never get along with me
and i don't give a shit that it's my fault
anymore

anymore

stream !

6.7mb/s* !

p. Alaska Sargent, Benny Seeburger (Whitefish / @whitefishmei)
w. Alaska Sargent
gtr. Benny Seeburger (Whitefish / @whitefishmei)
vnva. Alaska Sargent

cul-de-sac

p. Alaska Sargent, cnri (@skybr34kr)
w. Alaska Sargent, cnri (@skybr34kr)
gtr. cnri (@skybr34kr)

let me

href

intuit

my debut album OVER MY DEAD BODY is out now

amateur poet
contact@alaskasargent.com
management@alaskasargent.com

god knows where

Alaska Sargent

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