Credits：

Performed by 
Ruby Jin
Joy Li
Chuyue Yu

Trumpet Played by 
 Lingfeng Jiang

Written by 
Joy Li  
Ruby Jin

Composed by 
Tim Wu
Ruby Jin

Arranged / Tracked / Post-processed by 
Tim Wu

The Deviation of Desire: Alchemy

Lyrics:

我用蜡和羽毛做了翅膀，飞向太阳。 我的眼睛让你美得那么过分，巨大白炽的偶像之卵。 我是完全清醒地靠近，明知危险的代价， 距离是很重要的我完全知道。我以为我可以控制，但没想到我这么软弱。
翅膀着火，眼睛灼伤，但目盲带来真正的视觉，在命悬一线之际，使我逃出身体之外，重回无限。
时间消失，我停在堕落的途中，而现在，我知道应该怎么做，我应该闭嘴。


With the wings that I constructed from feathers and wax, I flew to the Sun. 
My gaze made you overly beautiful, 
Like a giant incandescent egg of an idol. 
I approached with sanity, knowing the cost of your lethality 
I was aware of the importance of distance,
And I thought I was in control
Until defeated by my cowardice.

Wings caught fire, eyes were burnt, but blindness has brought true vision. When my life was on the line, the blindness helped me escape from my body and return to infinity.

Time disappears. The falling suspends
And now, I know what to do.

I should shut up.

Scene III: ICARUS

Lyrics: 

(片刻的沉默后，声音再次充满空间之中，怪兽变身狂热粉丝。 新的偶像之卵诞生。 
蛋液散发出甜腻的芳香，将我们带回享受的世界。)
(Following a moment of silence, sound re-pervades the space. The monster becomes a superfan. A new egg of an idol is laid. The egg exudes a sweet aroma that brings us back to ecstasy.)


(非常感谢大家为我投票。我想说，真的，我爱你们。辛苦你们每一分每一秒的支持，让我又一次留在这个舞台上。) 
(Thank you so much everyone for your votes. I want to say, really, I love you guys. Every minute and second of your support keeps me on stage once again.)

暂缓心跳你的身体 停止燃烧 难以分辨 黑色斑点 

We pause our heartbeats / Then your body ceases burning / Indistinguishable / Black speckles

(谢谢你们，守护了我的梦想。) 
(Thank you for keeping my dream alive.)

投票 投票 投票 投票 
VOTE / VOTE / VOTE / VOTE

(我的排名下降了，但这是我的粉丝辛辛苦苦为我投出来的， 不要担心我会伤心，因为我知道你们每一次给我的，都是最 好的结果。希望我的每一个舞台，都会成为我们的骄傲。) 

(My ranking has dropped, but it comes from the hard work of my fans. Please don’t worry about me getting upset because every result that you have given me is always the best. I hope every one of my performances makes us proud.)

所有眼睛 一同宣告 为你祷告 争分夺秒
All eyes / Announce / Sing you prayers / Against the clock
重新发明你的身体 重建观光胜地 
Reinventing your body / Reconstructing scenic spots


仔细计划 当然害怕 面面俱到 没有办法
Plan carefully / Scared, surely / Comprehensively / No exit

(我不知道第一名有多远，但我知道你们离我很近。) 
(I don't know how far is the path to winning the first prize, but I know you are on my side.)

面面俱到
Comprehensively

 (现在还有最后一步，我们并肩作战。) 
(One last step, and we fight together.)

没有办法
No exit

 (我听到你们喊我的名字。) 
(I hear you calling my name.)

Being Maria Being Maria Being Maria 

(谢谢你们支持我到今天。这不是结束，是我们的开始。) 
(Thank you for supporting me till today. This is not the end, but our beginning.)

狂热 迷恋 文字 凝视 金钱 
Fanatic / Obsession / Words / Gaze / Money

生命时间 
Life Time

昙花一现
Morning Glory

黏膜相连 腔体重建 
Connecting mucosa / Rebuilding cavity

熟悉感觉 即将重演 
Familiar feeling / Reoccurring

重头诠释 每个分子 
Emphasizing / Every molecule

重复书写 你的名字 
Rewriting / Your name

Scene II: Superfan

Scene I: When the Sliver Monster Meets the Idol

Lyrics:

（为了逃避无聊，眼睛这个物体开始游荡，随着眼睑开合，无数昙花一现的躁动阵阵发作，瞳孔小小的黑色斑点投射出欲望的幻觉。在我的允许下，神经系统和分泌腺联手将我绞杀在自身欲望的暴力之中。我仔细计划，熟练地掌握全域，当然害怕，但如果不害怕的话，就一点意思也没有了。）

(In order to escape boredom, the eyes begin to wander. With the opening and closing of the eyelids, countless ephemeral anxiety attacks. Tiny black speckles of the pupils projected the illusion of desire. With my permission, the nervous system and the secretion glands strangle me in the violence of my desire. I plan carefully, comprehensively, and surely scared. Yet, there’ll be no point if affright has not existed.)

当我看到你的脸 我知道事情就应该这样狼狈 当我照亮你的眼 我知道这些陷阱没有被浪费 但起码这里不会下雨也不下雪 我们会在缝隙里面相见 

When I see your face / I surrender to dire straits / When I light up your eyes / I know these traps are not in vain / But at least it won't snow or rain / Here we meet in the fissure

不要远距离
不要相信你的恐惧
也不要离我太近
我已经警告过你
你要小心
你要小心
想不明白也不要紧

Don't go far
Don't believe your fears
Don't get too close to me
I have warned you
You have to be careful
You have to be careful
It doesn't matter if you don't understand

当我看到你的脸 我知道事情就应该这样狼狈 当我照亮你的眼 我知道这些陷阱没有被浪费 但起码这里不会下雨也不下雪 我已经警告过一遍 我们会在缝隙里相见 

When I see your face / I surrender to dire straits / When I light up your eyes / I know these traps are not in vain / But at least it won't snow or rain / I have warned you / We'll meet in the fissure

Intro: The Guide

historically, this account is meant for crude pulse edits

Comprising Joy Li, Ruby Jin, Tim Wu, and Rolice, the music collective Alchemeow makes music like writing fictional novels.

Intro: The Guide

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