feat. Travis Tucker on guitar (end solo)

Lyrics:

Man, they don’t tell you what it’s like
Looking in the green eyes of your dreams dying
I could see the headlights
Scared to leave my bed and I
Lost another friend tonight
Because I can’t reel it in

What a shitty year
Had it up to here 
Crazy
I feel crazy for asking for help
They said:
One, you're dangerous
Two, you're not enough
I never wanted this, but I must admit
I miss the rush

I can’t give you what you need
If I were you, I’d take this moment to leave
Run, run, baby, run, baby, run

40 million pieces scattered on my floor
Tore it all apart when it was perfect before
Made a piece of art just to rip it to shreds
Then I put it back together again
I heard what you said and I couldn’t care less
I’m a loner, I’m a sinner, I’m a weight on your chest
You’re trying to protect me
From overreacting
I’ve never heard of lying as an act of compassion
I always knew you’d be my fatal attraction
Single file in an orderly fashion 
Smiling through the static because no one was asking
If all the noise inside my head is ever distracting

I can't give you what you need
If I were you, I’d take this moment to leave
Run, run, baby, run, baby, run
Okay let’s compare our lows
My little monster could swallow you whole
Run, run, baby, run 
Run, baby, run

Run, baby, run

Run, baby, run (feat. Travis Tucker)

Hush little baby
Don’t you cry
Keep those feelings locked deep inside
Turn the mirrors and close the blinds
Sick to my stomach
Sick in my mind
If anyone asks I’m doing just fine
I’m high
Coming down is hard, but so is life
I wonder how it’d be
If I could go back to what feels like a dream
Image of my grandma smiling back at me
While I ran down the beach
All I did was blink
Now I’m the one in the drivers seat
Adjust the rearview but there’s nothing to see
Turn off the phone every time it rings
Friends are only friends until they’re enemies
If I pushed you away, it’s not you it’s me
Confess
I’m blind to every light you’d bring, I guess
I think I’m going through something

Why does everyone ask for more time here?

I'm kinda going through something

I miss the way we talked 
All night till the sun came up 
We should be sleeping 
Were dreaming of being rockstars 

I thought you’d call by now 
Show up at my house 
I guess this isn’t what I’m used to 
I don’t need something borrowed 
That you’ll take back tomorrow 
I thought I jumped into the deep end, man, you’re so shallow  

We’re screaming then we’re laughing 
In sheets I thought were satin 
I wish I knew they were red flags that id be gagged and drowned in 

Look at what you’ve done 

Never thought it’d come to this 
We were so deep in each others business 
Couldn’t talk because you wouldn’t listen 
Well, you son of a bitch because I wanted to fix it 
I’ll tell you now
There’s ups and downs
I wish you well
But I’m praying that it’s hell 
The moment you’re reminded that you threw me to side 
Just so you could hide behind a girl you barely even knew 
That’s nothing new
Someone taught you what to do 
Guess who?
I was a fool for thinking that you’d do something different 
Well, jokes on you honey
I feel fucking liberated 

Look at what you’ve done

Ugly truths and other downfalls

aldila. crafts moody, genre-blurring soundscapes that blend elements of indie and industrial rock, hip-hop, and shoegaze. Through her raw honesty and textured production, aldila. explores the shadows of self-perception and power, creating a sound that feels both intimate and untamed.

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