My depression

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

before yall comment saying this is the jocelyn flores instrumental, I made this song before X released that. He hit me up to use the instrumental.
Sample: https://www.instagram.com/p/BJX5zTfDkO1/?hl=en&taken-by=shilohdynasty
Shiloh's SC: https://soundcloud.com/shiloh-dynasty

im closing my eyes (feat. shiloh)

Everybody

1-800-273-8255 (feat. Alessia Cara & Khalid)

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Jake Hill & Josh A - Suicidal Thoughts

Produced by Fabian Secon

Artwork: @ AaronCAustin

What Do I Live For

I dont condone suicide these were just the thoughts on my mind at a point in time...
prod by:@mental
MIxed by:@lofeetunes
art by:@oddyssi

spotify!

Dead And Cold

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

SadBoyProlific - bad habits 😞 (ft. Keegan Hayes)

It was time I made a track with Snøw. This track is such a beauty hope you guys enjoy and can relate in many ways. keep supporting. Also a big thank's to our boy The Bootleg Boy for releasing our track exclusively on his YouTube page <3

Cover art by 
https://www.instagram.com/allnferreira/

The Bootleg Boy
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0fiLCwTmAukotCXYnqfj0A
https://soundcloud.com/dabootlegboy

Snøw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_85X4BhUXc

S P O T I F Y

Snøw & Teqkoi - I'm Not Enough And I'm Sorry

Breach

Someone You Loved

Powfu - I Could Never Be Loved (Prod. Seany OWE)

No more showing up when you're not sober
At my front door just to say you're alone tonight
Tryna mess me and my mind up
It's a reminder you're a liar and you know I'm right
And you say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing? 
You say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing? 

Vocals by Nikki Elizabeth:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcif2lHsdJmCOztvMEEn-zw
https://www.instagram.com/nikkielizabeth39/?hl=en

Stream / Save on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2GtksLOwApBFKXsm4jsw8o
 
Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)
Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

Stream on Spotify

dead

SAD!

the remedy for a broken heart (why am I so in love)

SadBoyProlific - Hopeless

If I Die Tonight Ft. EFED

powfu - i can't sleep

Evil Girl

𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖉 𝕷𝖎𝖑 𝖀𝖌 𝕭𝖔𝖎 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0uhbs3Hq2s
just listen..
LYRICS:
Hey old friend
how has everything been
do you still have the memories from back then
or has time took them from your head 



why do people leave 
actually why do i seek relief 
in people who only mistreated me
love the sense of dependence n needin me
id give the ones that i love all the blood in my body but never be seen as enough
i used to kick with my clique never trip bout a bitch shoving smoke in my lungs
now they just copy me putting out music instead of pursuing the shit that they love 
they havent seen all the sleepless nights i would stay up or the times i would write as id cut
i still have notebooks with pages n pages of verses soaked all in my blood
conversations ii had with myself when no one felt like giving a fuck
contemplations i had  of just giving everything up 
one night i grabbed all my razors and sat there in silence while holding a gun
thinking it wont be so silent when everyone hears what ive done 
squeezed the trigger as hard as i could but the bullet was stuck
etched 20 lines in my skin fell asleep and left life up to luck
im not scared of the dark anymore im in love with it 
spent so much time in it i became one with it
i dont ever wanna see the sun again 
 all i want is to be fucking dead 
leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin 
a knife and an upsidedown cross with 
blood dripping off it 
an ounce n some vodka 
make sure theres a moshpit 
make sure my mom is 
in the middle gettin stomped quick
forall the times she left me n my brother unconscious
 high on drugs coming off it
mixed by@kammichaelmusic
featuring dearly Somber 
prod. Lil Ug Boi

My depression

Alejandro DB