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" original 'brakence - argyle" "

released on: 13 February 2022

argyle vocaloid

super-glued to the feeling
that no matter how kind
i will become
how much i wail in regret
it will never ever excuse
my mistakes

when i chat with you i just want to hear you understand
i know my voice was never that pretty
though it might feel like you hold me hostage (all the time)
it might be better this way

oh, i just wanna be held

cant wear myself down for such stupid reasons anymore
youre another me with all the good parts
and mishaps all intact

i want to say it again
my grip isn't something i could fix with something as simple as a sorry

just so terrified of losing everything again 
once i let loose it'll all move apart
like with everyone else whose faces are etched into the back of my eyes
while i stayed nothing but a messed up canvas of their past life

hostage

take a rainjacket

we don't need

an umbrella anymore

we don't need

an umbrella anymore

Rain Jacket

‎Vulnerability

Bathe

so much for showing, just gonna be a laughing stock
i wouldnt have even done it, 
and i need a safeguard in case i give up
so i've deleted everything, 
scrubbing out everything
can't hurt if i'm unobserved

i've deleted everything

for someone I spent a lot of time smiling with, thank you for everything.

music video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fZ5IK_tzPI

a night in

i was afraid to say i love you.
i was scared I wouldn't mean it.
i thought my words would fumble out
weightless and defeated.

i didn't want to backtrack
or call it a waste of time,
to be guilty of taking yours,
or question spending mine. 

but as i did,
my chest filled with smoke,
my head got real fuzzy,
and i started to float.

i do not know how far we'll go
or when we'll outgrow this obsession,
but up until our last goodbye
i'll be in your possession

music and video by Aleks Fogle

website: https://aleksfogle.com
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6O0tt...
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aleksfogle/
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/aleksfogle

a night in

110423b

to recognizing and getting better

subtlety,
i will make
a million of you

trapped inside your body

it’s a cold,
cold,
world

the odder mirror,
who your scream hears


the reflections offer little,
when it’s screened and sheltered
dimmed and darkened

how’s the light here then?

how’s the light caved in?

and
which of you will choose
to waste your time?

you’re one of mine
you’re one of mine
you’re one of mine
you’re one of mine

I will leave the door open for you at night, no matter what is let in

This track is i think a good balance between all components defining my sound: melancholy, agressive energy and dancing mood (and moves) - as well emotions I'm able to convey mostly only through music.

a night in

Aleks Fogle

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