kick rocks ft 03osc (prod. kvader)

well I guess u got what u wanted.
u changed ur not the same person.
I hate the flaws that make us human. 
same flaws like drugs I did. 
they left me so blinded.
like grabbin a pen, jab it straight thru my eyelid.
now I can’t see, anything, not even ur bullshit.
not the pretty lies u spit at me thru ur lips. the same ones I miss. I still feel the spit. yea u opened up my chest and then u hollowed it. why’d u do that? tell me why’d u do that? 
was I that bad? tell me was I that bad? 
now u make me mad. and my health doing bad. but I still want u back ik it’s so sad.

eyelid (prod. J4XN)

I just wanted to drop something so bad so I made another shitty cover. mixing is ass ik whatever. I love this song sm I had to cover it. singing n withdrawing, it just b like that.

the day i left the womb (escape the fate cover)

made this impulsively. one of the first times I didn’t write and just punched in. recorded w my phone and mixed on bandlab.

concrete (prod. fxckyeahako x chris)

here’s a throwaway bc I wanna upload something

caught up in this fucking dirty weather. 
feeling sick 2 my stomach I can’t feel any better.
n my fuckin head hurt. wanna talk talk 2 me but I won’t let her. idk what happened. pls tell me what happened. ur leaving me in past tense.
I wish I never wrote that letter. crumble it forget her. n bitch gimme my sweater.
like pls don’t even talk 2 me. u were just like ecstasy. flowing thru my bloodstream.
now now now now that shit is over. let me get my closure bitch don’t come any closer.
don’t don’t don’t don’t come any closer.
colder than october.
ur a drug im sober.
hate that I miss holding her I hate that I miss holding her. her.
don’t don’t don’t talk 2 me again. rly like honestly. at all.
walk all over me like im the leaves that fall. 
ya ur makin it so hard 2 breathe at all. at allllll. at alllllll. at all.

don’t come any closer </3 (prod. troiner)

oh no my wrist is bleedin (prod. nativ)

if u still hate urself we’ll cut ourselves and swallow chunks of broken glass idc abt finishing college

salvia plath (teen suicide cover)

anthem abt codependency n heartbreak

reminding me that I mean nothing
I know im shit I know im not him
but I been spending every night w u caught up inside my mind. 
give me a break pls, do u even hear my pleas?
all these tears they stain my cheeks. 
why does this happen 2 me?
ur all that I wanted to see n ur all that I needed.
should’ve known id b alone. abandoned on my own.
idk what else 2 do. tell me and ill change what u want me to do? I will mold myself for u. disregard my health for u. 
falling. I wld stop it. all 4 u. 
u don’t want that, I want my line flat. 
grieve 4 me like I grieve 4 u.
fuck this ik that u hate me. I get it cause I hate me.
why is it so hard to let go? why do I keep answering when u call me? 
why can’t I leave it alone? why does this hurt like ive broken a bone. 
I need a crutch can’t stand on my own. 
I need ur love it’s my only hope.

I wld stop it all just 4 u (prod. taymxru)

u say u love me but u don’t.
if u did then why tf am I alone. 
im still right here im checking my phone, 2 see if u hit me up but u never do. ya ik it’s fucking dumb that I fell 4 u.
but im still right here. I still love u.
I will wait 4 uuu.
I will wait 4 uuuuu.
I will wait 4 uuu.
however long it takes. ill wait hundreds of days.
just 4 u. just 4 u.
I miss ur voice when u call my name.
I love the way ur caught on my brain.
nobody else makes me feel this way.

doing bags of d in newark 2 try n forget ur face *nightcore* (prod. vinogradov)

im still broken. 

lyrics:
I do things 2 hurt myself so on her birthday I drove by her house. 
n his car was parked in her driveway.
I knew his car would b in her driveway. :/

he’s in ur driveway. n everyday im dying.
ik tht u don’t care. u prove tht u don’t care.
everyday I call ur name but ur jus not there.
every night I dream abt u n it’s not fair. 
it’s not fair. it’s not fair.
thinkin abt u n it’s not fair. 
thinkin abt u every night n ur jus not here. 
thinkin abt all tht u said u said you’d always care.

opiated visery

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