Prod. SaveMeSyler
Ft. Me on Phantom Roses' Song<3


Hi, i'm alive and about to release music that's unlike anything you have heard from me, I can't wait to share pieces of my expression that I've created in the past year or two that has yet to be shown to the public because of insecurities w/ my mixing abilities :P

 I hope you all enjoy this treat and make sure to check the original version out on the most talented Phantom Roses' page<3 Ily all sm and hope this song makes u think of ur lover (or daydreamed lover) 

og version (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS): https://soundcloud.com/phantom_roses/absolution-of-parallel-flames-ft-alethiae?si=701dbcf3c1a64befa5c71477e10c6062&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Absolution of Parallel Flames [SLOWED+REVERBED]

NOIR (Prod. Phantom Roses)

Checkout Wxlfstealth's page, he's one of the best producers I know :') https://www.youtube.com/c/Wxlfstealth1 

Lyrics:
Oh you're so wonderful, let's go to the diner
and find a place to roam - to be on our own 

wake up

Lost in illusions, you don't want to give up but nothing makes sense anymore
Lost in confusion that you trapped yourself in like a mist 

you're waiting all this time for a gift that you doubt would arrive
but look at that! 
you're in Hell, and your torturer is yourself 
you try to place blame outside from your prison cell
playing the victim ignoring inner wealth
energy nonsense, you tell yourself
your spiritual team is trying to give you help

But do you care?
Are you really trying to change this air?
Or are we gonna continue to subscribe to the despair and lies 
of what the collective can do with their lives?

Playing Victim Won't Get You Anywhere But Here (Prod. Wxlfstealth)

Producer info: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVq-zlfMTL82lpJUS7oK9mA 

Lyrics:
There is a place where I'm not found anymore x2

you got the wrong idea, 
do you understand that the pain is for your growth
you got the wrong idea
you think you were struggling, well not anymore

dissociating now, see the city lights
I feel the rouse when I join into the night
steer the doubt into a shadow lurking
note: (something to work on)
I merge out of sight

I feel the movement of the tears in your eyes
but I must ruin, and disappear for a fright
now, I know what we're losing
but what I do Is avoid, cause my own emotions
is a load that I cannot ignore (anymore)

How to say, that we're not the same
but you cannot refrain from this dark February 

there is a place where I'm not found anymore
lost in my head, but the control - I can afford
there is a place where I'm not found anymore
and solitude might be the next door

Sweet dreams, sweet love, ambition is contagious 
stuck in between giving up and toleration
there's only one thing I want
only thing needed
and I'm not gonna change that
so grieve it
love making me worse, or better?
Oh juliet, you direct my weather

and I don't want to be found anymore
so I guess, I'm going abroad

Missing For The Sake Of Transformation (Prod. NetuH)

Original Track: https://soundcloud.com/craspore/flashbacks-slowed 

This goes out to all those with short attention spans

Craspore - Flashbacks (Alethiae Mix 8D-ish)

Support Purple Hex :) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-KQxwyQwHNBpULtmHLeW1A 

Don't know if I like this track at all, so hopefully someone enjoys it
Lyrics:
I’m gonna jump right off
Till I find 
The secret to my demise 
In time 
To resist 
all the cries 
I hide
(inner child has become so wise)

This is nobody’s fault, but mine 
I control the line, I tried 
To sink my teeth in, armored lies 
I am the keeper of my torment
 I am the queen
Of all suns that never bleed
Taking worth into extremes

I am my own home, but I share a world
That no one sees
Loneliness is part of me
Depths that no one will concede

I feel the fade away
No longer real or fake 
Death is just one taste
Of a chapter sent away

Do I feel loved?
Do I feel touched?
Am I grounded?
And is what I do worth it?
Am I guilty?
Can’t see clearly?
What a question
Do you know the real me?

Jump Right Off This Edge (Prod. Purple Hex)

2nd Track on my new EP, listen to the full version here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fSiNCzC-XDo&t=408s 

Lyrics:
Why Would You Care?
See all I fear, Why would you let me die?
Oh baby, you terrify all the dreams I have inside 
I don’t know what to do with you anymore
See me like, I’m your own movie, See me like
You failed me, see me like, you killed me
Oh baby, I see you 
You see me the way I move
I don’t care – you don’t stare
Until I, change moods 

Oh I don’t care 
Go your own way 
I see all your changes in time

Fantasy (Prod. Phantom Roses)

The final track to my new 3-part EP 
Full Version of EP:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fSiNCzC-XDo 

Lyrics:
I’m the one to come and say final goodbyes
I allow the candlelight to shape my face tonight
Every moment I hear the cries
Every moment I hear another goodbye
This planet soaks what was you
You juggled, you held trials
So innocent, you were
I’m sorry for your mother’s pain
Your father’s tears on the terrain
The mistreatment guarded by illusions
I’m sorry
Here, where I’ve always been
I see a shadow and it’s just so lonely
Guess I’ll go comfort it
I am that little gnome
That always saw the old
Always crying
Always dying to be home
No matter the lying,
I never wanted to be alone
Nothing ever syncing, I am my own blame
Alone
Don’t leave me behind

The Tower (Prod. Phantom Roses)

The intro song to my new EP, full version:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fSiNCzC-XDo

Lyrics:
Let go, let go all your fears 
Leave Shadows 
[In my presence, you’ll find gold]
[Abandon who you were, it’s time to go]
[In my presence, you’ll find gold]
[Come with me now, it’s time to go]

Abandon who were, it’s time to start now 
I’m sinking down, grab the helm,
Waves swallow me, lost and found 
Zero ground, I am bound to the hellish territory

Not to be confused, I am just another loose end 
I have refused to prove
Oh do you see me now? A thousand eyes holding me down
Confronting what’s real, perception holding my heart captive 
A weight shifting from all the attention 

I want to cut off every single person that has access to my fragile thoughts
I want to fade away, not a question coming my way 
Shaping me up, am I worth the tongue?
I have walls shifting in my favor but I feel the ceiling getting lower
I’ve hit the bottom of this ocean, when will the light catch up with me? 

Things will never be the same as it was, I took my fate into my own grasp
I am in control of swimming back, Leave me alone 
I have told my story for far too long
You won’t understand, no matter how much I yell
Leave me alone, I have told my story for far too long
I am in control, nobody in home 
Leave me alone I have my fate under my control
Your diction is not allowed here
In my home 
Leave me alone 
I am in control

Rings (Prod. DREWZS)

Lyrics:

Can’t stop me now, 
You gotta look past 
If you want me to come down
X2


I feel your cold shoulder, excellence has moulded 
In my frame, armor is my external grace, 
Fear is my crane 

Summon the crows to feed off the old
Limiting time, to harvest the mold 
Destroyer of flies, hopping timelines
Embracing masculine lies 

As I find time
Every day has crossed fine lines
Wash away
Binding blame in past face 
Forgone sin, think hell away 

No more fears, no more chains
I am my own face
Oh you must pass away
If you want me to come down

Salvage The Fabricated Identities (Prod. Wxlfstealth / CASSO BLVK)

I Don't Want To Do This Anymore

A story, with no beginning or end unfolds

[ Setting the Scene ] 

There’s nothing here
But old bones 

There’s nothing here
But all the stars

(Whispering Wind/King sensing the presence of a new soul with strong conviction):

I’ve come alive
In a new body
In new times
You’ve never heard this lullaby

(Whispering Wind): 
I’ve moved, i’ve seen a piece of you
In the night, you weren’t right 
Seen the darkness in your human life

(King):
Down, you met me, in my treasure box 
Down, you see all that you can unlock

(Wind):
You’ve seen the light reflect all the strifes
Seen the light reflect all your tries
Bring the darkness into the scene
And bask in polarity 

(The King embodies the main character’s life experiences to directly empathize and understand why he has ventured into the king’s astral space, wind joins in on this as well by finishing the description and context of what the King is feeling as he channels the main character’s many lives) 

All The Rot, (in my veins)
All the war, (layering lifetimes) 
All the clocks (stuck on 3)

(King, Alone): 
Now I see, your lost identity 

The next segment holds the main character’s chaotic thoughts erupting into a catastrophic ego dissolving storm of panic. The King has opened pandora's box of personal traumas via the channel, flight or fight is triggered, they are dissolved in the overwhelming mist of the king’s realm. All they feel is the agony that was once stored in their body and utilized like armor being released. They are vulnerable.

Golden King (Prod. NetuH x Soulker)

This isn't just a single, nope, it's part of a collab EP I'm currently working on w/ chxice, who is an amazing producer and I definitely encourage you guys to explore his work :)

Lyrics:
Glimpses of time, falling from my eyes
I see a disguise of sincere sympathy
but, then I hear your voice, ridicule 
harsh noise - so I hold the war in my head

Shots gone off, flight and lie
avoid a tie
I can't close off, I'm stuck in a tunnel vision maze
by my own accord, oh

See all the fears under I keep, In my heart the pain is lurking
See no more light on my journey, I am beyond giving worthy
hope to all that may unfold 
I am in a matured conundrum
Armor may harm me more than that weapon that you hold with love 
So I, sacrifice one more time 
Just so I can feel above, too high for your eyes 

To prove myself is the goal, but the guilt wishes away liberty
so I will cope
Fulfilling debt, can I ever get my innocence back? 
Is it me that caused all these feelings of lack?

Fall away, Fall away, Fall away 
(Until I can't breathe)
Fall away, Fall away, Fall away
(Until I can't see)
Push away, Push away, Push away
(Until I can't breathe)
Fall Away, Fall Away, Fall Away
Into the deep end

I am gone into the deep end

Void (PROD. Chxice)

A single on my upcoming album, "Solopsism"

Lyrics:
Little bit of a wish of death
Sentence the croans to the crecedence
Jewels reflecting my mighty light
Truth, I bare the caduceus connecting to the source
beyond life and death

Conflicting Shadow Whisperers 
when I shed my verse
I can make the wrongs compliment the rights 
No, I never, ever shed the chrysalis of night 
Down I surround the bite
Soothe the poison, fighting my idyllic secrets 
Make them drown

(Bring it forth, Bring it forth)
Hereby I may give everything that you had 
within a snap of a finger - cue the lights your on
(Bring it forth, Bring it forth)
Thy must not give in to the empty talks 
that you like to profit from 
exhaustion presenting your existential bores

See the dry little scythe
Cutting down all your severities 
mocking you, the slice is not that clean
Feel the tight little sigh leaving your body
Oh, you're so tired
guess it's time to rest deeply 

Never thought that I would finish things
Never thought that I would be this mean
See the original sheet, from persephone 
showing all the hell I keep for my sanity 

I see your problem it's easy to solve em 
If you want to go down then let me see 
your right hand up
show me how it goes
hang up, all your woes
dripping down from the window pane 
you've been reborn 
call it holy water or call it blood from war
redemption doesn't start with one man's death
it starts when you stand up against innocent trauma

Ruins(Prod.Netuh)

Lyrics;
Hungry Eyes, staring at me 
What do I do give up and bleed?
Running my own show
failure to supply the front row
capture my virtues and my vices
till' I come clean running out of things to decide
another melody, like harmony
choir turns to chatter
the crowd rioting a bit louder 

I view what I mean 
when I say thoughtless things
What is wrong with me?
Stuck in thought so I see
I'm abusing everything, everything in my mind
ring out, taint every mem-memory 
So many lies in these scenes, in these scenes
try to unpack everything so I

told my own soul, do you know
(why I am here?)
Where I can go?
(What's the point?)
I am so terrified of everything in my life

I'm mourning 
Every single part of me, shaming
Come clean
Return to ash in this life and build everything back
Feel it all
Don't suppress a thing this is you and me
Don't bury a thing

You don't want to do it
you don't want to sacrifice
every rejected part of you, for their eyes
you're already broken glass 
you've already forgotten your passions
you need to remember how significant
a single breeze is, if you want to get out of this

Hungry Eyes, Destructful Lies (Prod.KoraKazi)

Lyrics:
Camouflage my brain so you cannot see a thing
I’m shutting down my name and
You want me to believe it
Come on, drown all your secrets
Go find what really put you in that deep end

See nothing wrong, See nothing wrong
Your morality is far gone
See nothing wrong, See nothing wrong
Who damaged you? Who’s your con?

I’ve been dreaming of a new type of greed
Where money doesn’t cause the parasite of need
Come belittle, little, smother me
As you see, you’re the type of melting pot of thieves. 

Come and save all the glitter, all the hypocrisy 
Wrap it in your stocking for celebrating
The birth of everything you go against
Oh, you're the embodiment of negligence 

See all the victims you’ve caused
See all the rust in your gun
You surrender to a false type of light
While we’re over here saying it’s all cries, it’s alright, don’t fight 

I am one speaking to the son of the sun
As you breathe separately just for fun
You don’t see your masking qualities 
As you hide your face, hide your hurt
Hide how your heart grew in the dirt 

I’ve grown to see your heads and above
Not to argue with a brain that is curled
Into an endless spiral of denial, forgiveness is just a trial
Your improvement stuck in cryo

I see the truth 
I see you

Tobacco (Prod. Twins)

This is a throwaway track, sped up for all the nightcore girlies out there

What Else (prod. Nightrd)

A single from my upcoming album

Look around, how are you the only one standing?
See you happen to put yourself down for nothing
Look around, all of the eyes are on you
Once you lose faith in anything, everything is in full view
I see the eyes of two
I see everything gone
what you waiting on?
I don't need to comfort you
I see the guise of proof
I'm prayin on the size of ego
I am here for the sequel

Hear me when I say that everything is temporary
Gone with all your grace I read it in your obituary
Everything is sacred
Everything is safe
and you can't reach me from my placement
I have cut ties will all wordlies

I am the gauze that formed my god
I roll from young, to old, to sold
my garden of eve
I managed to see
the gauze to be, my heart
my heart

Called and I called but I never could receive
I said I called and I called and I could never receive
I Called and I called but I never could receive
I said I called and I called and I could never receive
Called and I called but I never could receive
I said I called and I called and I could never receive
Called and I called but I never could receive
I said I called and I called and I could never receive

Now Look At You (prod. ROOSEVELT x UNKNWNSHI)

Loose Noose  [sped up]

This is an unreleased and old song recovered from my google drive, I no longer have access to the project cause my external hard drive killed itself, hope you enjoy <3

I'm not sure who the producer is since I don't have the beat file alone, I will credit once I find out

I Am Empty and Feel Worthless (unreleased)

Take The Blindfold Off (unreleased)

So Long My Sailor (unreleased)

This is an unreleased and old song recovered from my google drive, I no longer have access to the project cause my external hard drive killed itself, hope you enjoy <3

Turn to Ash (unreleased) (prod. anticon)

This is an old song I found while going thru my computer
thought it was a cute & wanted to share

bon appetite

Speak To

break

wake up

GAS LEAK

From me to you

Avenue

Now look at you

BLACK DEMON

if u rlly analyze lik i did when i was l o w, it's  B E A U T I F U L , ok ,, the way it feels like life in it's essence is truly astounding. 5/5 The best of the era, even tho faith, can't master, it still hits, ,,, ,, like a banger<3 (; 

Anyways produced by: user1056, thank you, i hope you all feel something out of this

Date For A Starlight

made this super sick, sometimes i don't make sense but ahhh it's a freestyle! anyways hope u enjoy n vibe when thinking about that certain infatuation (;

sunsets make me thnk of u

A LOVELY song from the upcoming EP - Saints Sinner

Thank you for listening

Prod. Hon Ja

DRIVE

I made this after I drove around manically crying because I feel so empty and hollow yet I do not know what is missing. I also miss my girlfriend so I threw a big fit and now I am numb but hey, we made a song in one night and released it immediately. That's something new. Anyways thanks, I hope everyone has a good day, start a garden

2.22.2020 (prod. taurs)

Prod. Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4ZuVsYmKVl2iW3QV9k5VjQ

i need to shed, i feel old, i want to feel as if I came out of the most refreshing shower, with a soft sun glowing accompanied with a cool breeze and moisturizing clouds wrapped around my tired soul

Alethiae

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