Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
100 days, the number that replays
Last time I looked at you and saw that pretty face
Were there more good or bad times? Yeah, I don't know
But the good times in my head honestly won't go

1000 miles away, that's what it feels like
And every since I moved away, it just doesn't feel right
But I gotta deal with real life, no turning away
Sorry for this song, but my heart is hurting today

100 days since I felt your hands on mine
And it's killing me inside that you're numb and blind
To the fact that I care so much that you're in every nightmare
And I know you're not but I wish that you could be right here

[Chorus/Hook]: 3 Doors Down Sample
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you, baby

But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

[Verse 2]
If only you could see how much I'm broken inside
And many tears falls when I hopelessly cry
Then maybe you show a little bit more sympathy
Maybe care about how 100 days will be century

Without seeing each other, not that you even care
But I wish that you were here or even I were there
You say you've changed a lot, well, I have too
But that doesn't mean I've changed the way I look at you

So I don't know what's up with your personality
Just stuck here, hoping that this isn't reality
But it had to be me getting thrown off the galaxy
In your eyes at least, and to me that's all that matters, see

All I wanna know is what you even look like
Even go back to our stupid little Facebook fights
Forget it, it won't happen, I gotta move on
And forget about rapping about who's wrong

[Chorus/Hook]: 3 Doors Down Sample
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you, baby

But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

Here Without You

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]: Alex-Ander
Have you ever met a girl that you tried to get with
And no matter what you did, you had to watch where you're stepping?
She kept you on your toes, always teaching you these lessons
That you don't care about but you had to pay attention?

That pretty much sums up the story of my life
I can never wake up in the morning knowing I am right
We have these arguments, that's only part of it
The other part is that claims that I started it

We're like children, crying at each other
Except I'm loyal and every weekend she has a different lover
And she wonders why I'm watching 007
I'm trying to go undercover to see what guy I'm beheading

Now I'm gonna let you know my darkness secret
Since you have another guy in your bed you won't believe it
But I got weird feelings for you, try to comprehend
So don't give that talk you say to the rest that I'm just a friend

[Chorus/Hook]: Biz Markie
You, you got what I need but you say he's just a friend
And you say he's just a friend, oh baby
You, you got what I need but you say he's just a friend
But you say he's just a friend, oh baby
You, you got what I need but you say he's just a friend
But you say he's just a friend

Just a Friend (Remix)

Another song I did a long time that I never posted.

Lyrics:

[Intro]
Lately I've been hard to reach, I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world where they can be alone
Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me, like I'm reaching out for you?

[Verse]
I’m just so fucking upset, I just can’t seem to let shit go
I got a lotta’ things on my brain that I can’t maintain, here some things you better know
Like I don’t give a fuck, I don’t give a damn, never had anybody take my hand
To guide me through these thoughts, I know there’s a lot but when will you understand

That I wanna’ be normal, I wanna’ be a good kid, I wanna’ move on with my life
But I can’t when that negativity keeps pushing me back into the past life time
Is it the trauma building up, or is the lack of serotonin?
That I will never have, remember that, man I don’t even know where I’m going

So I don’t know either why the fuck I’m still screaming at this microphone
It’s just a relief for a little bit then I’m right back into the same old psycho zone
Same old drugs, same old song and dance, and no one knows what it’s like
To be afraid of every step you take ‘cause I don’t see shit all black and white

[Chorus/Hook]
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful, oh
They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
Oh, they can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you, so

Eminem - Beautiful (Remix)

Purchase or download for free at: https://alex-ander.bandcamp.com/album/bipolar-extra-prescription

Part of the 'Bipolar' series, another release of powerful emotion and moving lyricism compiled into one intense EP. 

Basick Musick: 
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04. Questions (feat. Basick)

[Chorus/Hook]: Sampled from Jackie Greene's "I Don't Live In a Dream" 
I don't live in a dream 
I don't live in a dream 
I don't live inside a land forgotten 
I don't live in a dream 

[Verse 1]: Eyeconic 
Eyeconic! 
Fuck it, I never listened to mama/ 
I take a sip of my drink and I mix it with karma/ 
The problem is I burned the bridge to Nirvana/ 
So I run through the wilderness and swim with piranhas/ 

Life's a bitch but this ain't no kiss and tell/ 
When I see change I throw it in the wishing well/ 
People tell me I'll make it but they're not wishing well/ 
They hide behind pretty faces and a list from hell/ 

But look at me, look at what the world did to me/ 
I'm on a constant junkie search for some nicotine/ 
But I never self harmed man my wrist is clean/ 
I just chill, rap and search for a chick to please/ 

See, at this point, yeah, I guess that I'm quite scared/ 
Fuck the rules because life never fights fair/ 
I can see my dream, it's standing right there/ 
But you get to live it while I'm stuck in a nightmare/ 

[Chorus/Hook]: Sampled from Jackie Greene's "I Don't Live In a Dream" 
I don't live in a dream 
I don't live in a dream 
I don't live inside a land forgotten 
I don't live in a dream 

[Verse 2]: Alex-Ander 
They say life's a symphony, I'm just humming the notes 
Living on the edge without coming to close 
Life's a marathon, I'm the one running the show 
Life's a battle, yo, don't make fun of the flow 

And I've been busting my ass off, everyday 
Wondering why I rap when you don't care anyway 
Steering this shit, but stuck at a stop sign 
It's life, but I wanna scream "fuck it, it's not mine" 

I'm too embarrassed to say what I've experienced 
Not 'cause I'm not serious, 'cause I hate it, period 
So tell me when people will stop being judgemental 
I'll be waiting forever with a pen and a pencil 

Jotting down questions about why the hell I'm here 
Hopefully some time I can tell it's near 
Didn't chose life, it was given to me 
But let me tell you one thing, I'm not living a dream 

[Chorus/Hook]: Sampled from Jackie Greene's "I Don't Live In a Dream" 
I don't live in a dream 
I don't live in a dream 
I don't live inside a land forgotten 
I don't live in a dream (x2)

03. Live In a Dream (feat. Eyeconic)

[Verse 1] 
Right now there’s someone with a needle in their vein 
Tryna’ escape reality and the people and the shame 
Flashing back to moments of the evilness and flames 
Opening new doors, which just leads to more pain 

Curiosity temptation, temptation to addiction 
Addiction to loneliness and loneliness to prison 
These four walls drive you from insanity to death 
No one would even know ‘cause your family all left 

And they think it’s your fault, a stranger in the first 
Think you made decisions to hurt them in the worst ways 
Little did they know that you had good intentions 
Then it became nonsense to have these interventions 

They gave up like everyone else, it always happens 
Run away to a different world where no one passes 
TIll your last breath you wonder who’s dropping your casket 
A few randoms who get paid to leave you in the blackness 

[Chorus/Hook]: Sampled from Johnny Cash's "Hurt" 
I hurt myself today 
To see if I still feel 
I focus on the pain 
The only thing that's real 
The needle tears a hole 
The old familiar sting 
Try to kill it all away 
But I remember everything 

[Verse 2] 
Right now there’s someone with a gun in their right hand 
A rope in their left, ready to cease all of life’s plans 
Nothing to stay for, every reason to die 
Mentality of when you plan on leaving this life 

The lavished to the norm, the norm to depression 
Depression to aggression, then why live is the question 
Can’t break through sadness ‘cause it’s greater 
With their blood they start to write a letter on some paper 

But then fall back, bled out, unconscious 
Must’ve hit an artery, bound to happen in the process 
Most of your skin is just gashes and scars 
Drowning in the liquor, killing your liver and heart 

Your last thoughts will be of the people that you’ve damaged 
And what you could’ve done to make your life average 
When friends tried to help, but screamed “no one can stop me” 
Now it’s unlikely someone will ever discover your body 
It's real... 

[Chorus/Hook]: Sampled from Johnny Cash's "Hurt" 
I hurt myself today 
To see if I still feel 
I focus on the pain 
The only thing that's real 
The needle tears a hole 
The old familiar sting 
Try to kill it all away 
But I remember everything

02. Hurt

And everyday's another chapter, one page closer to the finish line, 
and then... wait. Come on. Yo, where'd the beat go? 

[Chorus/Hook] 
Yo! This is my comeback song 
Make a play for me, but just don't run that wrong 
'Cause I got ways from every angle to kill your career 
And I got techniques to straight up fulfill all your fears (x2) 

[Verse] 
You should call me 'Manson' the way I body these poets 
And every line I write, you know I gotta' be focused 
I'm underground as hell, still got a lot to be noticed 
And people always kick me down, down and drop me to hopeless 

So fuck it, now I'm just steady concentrating 
Pushed away all the fakes who just left contemplating 
But you gotta' respect the way I spit and kick a line 
From the way I came up; soon enough I'll fit in fine 

The first words I ever spoke rhymed together perfectly 
Knew when I grew up I'd murder beats to the third degree 
Even though I'm fucked up and could've used some brain surgery 
I stayed ill on the mic and kept that shit most certainly 

So you can spread those rumours and tell me that I'm fake as fuck 
But prepare it to bounce back 'cause I can take enough 
To hold my own through all the bullshit that's happened 
Nothing's gonna' stop me from giving my fullest at rapping 
It's like... 

[Chorus/Hook] 
Yo! This is my comeback song 
Make a play for me, but just don't run that wrong 
'Cause I got ways from every angle to kill your career 
And I got techniques to straight up fulfill all your fears (x2

01. The Comeback Song

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Now I don't really know what to say or how to feel 
But there's a wound in my head that'll never heal 
Another obstacle of life that won't ever pass by 
So all I can do is sit around and ask why? 

Why, why does this happen to the best of us? 
Or at all? Now everyone has less than trust 
But it happened, and don't tell me to settle down 
'Cause now I know things will never get better now 

You were a great, like with acting and photography 
They way it would turn out would always mind boggle me 
You've taken the way I think to a whole other level 
Rest in peace, Martin, you'll always be something special 

--------------------

[Verse 2]
Can’t believe that it’s going on five years 
Since you left me here alone with all these tears 
Broken hearted, as you leave me with the chest pains 
Since you’ve been gone, nothing’s been the same 

I hope you know that I’d do anything to have you back 
I keep stepping on the pieces of the shattered glass 
That I smashed that day that I won’t forget 
3 a.m., May 15th, 2010 

I still love you, I swear, that won’t ever change 
You’re beautiful in every way, and you bet you’re brave 
I don’t know what to do, it’s outta my control 
But whenever I think of you, I think, grandma, where’d you go?

Charlton & Alex-Ander - Why

Lyrics:
I been taking rappers off the earth, like they got no gravity
Turning happy families into travesties
‘cause lately, I’ve been drowning in alcohol and selfishness
Still got that heavenly flow, acting devilish

I been digging deep to my roots
Ignite the flame and get a buzz, piss you off with the truth
I was left with a sparse piece of a care to give
So I wasted that energy on another act of carelessness

Dark mind shows inner demons
Prodigy or mockery? Probably somewhere in between them
Back against the world, killing everyone who stabbed it
Backtrack habits for the sake of being drastic

Fear normality, so I act insane
“But these are the cards you were dealt” fuck that, I’ll hack the game
Man I have restraint but you just give the dog a bone
Day-to-day, same song, different tone

And life keeps falling off the ledge with one hand gripped on
Stress just gave me one last breath for this song
When you see me, I’m another average Joe
Then you get past my colour and hear me catch a flow

I got a filthy life, but I keep my flow immaculate
And it’s inaccurate when you say that I’m passionate
I’m just a kid with dramatic reactions
Steady keeping mishaps always happening,
man I’m back again

Freeverse 2015

Lyrics:

[Chorus/Hook]
Cannot see
Doesn’t mean
I don’t believe
Tell you I can feel it (x3)

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I can really feel it
I know a lotta people look passed 'cause I write about real shit
But let me take a minute and focus on my dream
Not the daily threats about living broken, on the street

And that’s how I was living
Some of the mistakes I made are still sitting with me unforgiven
To make it through this pain is all that I’m wishing
And then later, have you give a flying fuck about what I’ve written

But, nothing’s guaranteed
Except your grave in the ground, buried, six feet deep
But all you take my dream, and just play pass around
While I’m pacing around this life, staring at the ground

I’m gonna make it in this life, though
Burn every wrong person down, who hates me ‘cause I’m right, 'bout
Me going a lot further than they ever can
I know for a fact that I’ll grow up to be a better man

[Chorus/Hook]
Cannot see
Doesn’t mean
I don’t believe
Tell you I can feel it (x2)

[Verse 2]
I’m just tryna make it as myself
Don’t wanna fuck around and act like someone else
Been thinking that way since the beginning of time
You can go and do your own thing while I do mine

That’s how I was taught, that and to never give a fuck
If you wanna think otherwise, better give it up
Learned fast to learn fast, at the drop of a dime
Don’t trust, even if it crosses your mind

It’ll come back to haunt you, and they won’t care to
Help you up ‘cause they already scared you
Away, and now it’s up to you to fight
Put that face on like, no one’s gonna fuck with me tonight

I’m just trying float on, and live from my mistakes
Put my hand out to ones in the same place
Not perfect, but not complete opposite to me
Not crazy, contrary to popular belief,
fuck that

[Chorus/Hook]
Cannot see
Doesn’t mean
I don’t believe
Tell you I can feel it (x2)

I Can Feel It

Life has been hella hectic and I haven't been very active online, so here's a quick joint to check out. Let me know what you think!

A Lotta Shit Is Pissing Me Off (Snippet)

A more sad song I recorded a few months ago. Better for just listening, not for clubs lol

Depression

Yet, another song about the girl I like. Featuring the lovely voice of, my friend, Jenn Lea.

Lyrics:

[Chorus/Hook]: Jenn Lea
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone

[Verse 1]
So I honestly miss you, and I really can't take this
I can't stand the hours I spend making faces
In the mirror, to fake a smile just to impress you
And as you know, I am depressed too

I know you think so, sorry for being dramatic
But that's the way I deal things; force of habit
And I know I did many things that were so stupid
So I'm trying to make it up to you through this music

I'm just sorry for all this, now it seems pointless
I did it 'cause I'm dumb, not for my enjoyment
I'll make it up to you, choose what I gotta do
'Cause my mind's too busy, I'm thinking without a clue

I don't know what else to say, but I gotta do another verse
But I know we both have thoughts and each other's hurt
I wanna do anything, anything that helps
For now I'm always alone, asking myself
Like where'd you go?

[Chorus/Hook]: Jenn Lea
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone (x2)

Now I added some to this since your last birthday
And I do like you, I just show it in the worse ways
But I'm sorry that we have burned to cinders
I wish it was your hips but it's just my fingers

Shaking, 'cause I'm thinking of what has happened
Like move on, but I'm still stuck in the past tense
So I try to think only of the future
But the thoughts that you'll find someone better and cuter

I know, this is ridiculous, I'm only seventeen
But the thought of what I've done always threatens me
Now it's been a while since we last spoke
I can't take it, so please, can we let our past float?

[Chorus/Hook]: Jenn Lea
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone (x2)

Let our past float away and never let it come back
Head's running in circles, not doing one lap
It's doing many, too much, I'm getting tired
In the times where my brain's gotta be re-wired

When I'm around you, I try to be energetic
It doesn't always work, I try not to let it
Bother me, I don't wanna cry in front of you
And I just don't like what all this is coming to

[Chorus/Hook]: Jenn Lea
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone (x2)

Just come back home (x5)

[Outro]
I care so little that I couldn't care less (x7)
I care so much that I'm getting depressed

Fort Minor - Where'd You Go (Remix/Cover) [feat. Jenn Lea] | Joel Stodart

A positive song that I recorded yesterday. Enjoy!
Originally performed by Chiddy Bang & Icona Pop.
Free download, of course.

Bandcamp: http://alex-ander.bandcamp.com/ 

Lyrics:

[Chorus/Hook]: Icona Pop 
Bababababa 
There is no one like me 
Th-th-there is no one like me, like me 

Ma-ma-manners take a second look and you'll see 
There is no one like me 

[Verse 1]: Alex-Ander 
Be yourself, man, a unique individual 
People gonna hate and be so critical 
But you have the strength to make your greatness visible 
Shine so bright to make those people look pitiful 

And to take you completely out of the darkness 
I'm just trying to be a motivational artist 
So listen up, never start givin' up 
Keep going, no matter what, always try to live it up 

Do that, and I swear, you'll be successful 
Don't stomp on the brakes, put the peddle to the metal 
When you feel down, please don't pop that vessel 
Don't as I did, you can do better 
Yoh! 

[Chorus/Hook]: Icona Pop 
Manners take a second look and you'll see 
There is no one like me 
Th-th-there is no one like me, like me 

Manners you better reconsider 
'Cause you will never do better 
There is no one like me, like me 

Badabababab badababab 
There is no one like me 
There is no one like 

[Verse 2]: Alex-Ander 
There's no one like you, that's good, be thoughtful 
If people were all the same that would be pretty awful 
'Cause we'd all look the same, be the same, that's just boring 
It's tough, but be happy that you wake up each morning 

Life gets a lot better, that's a promise 
Even though it doesn't seem like it, I'm being honest 
Believe it or not, you can be the strongest 
Going through things make you survive the longest 

Never give it up, never give it up 
Never give it up, never give it up 
Never give it up, never give it up 
Never give it up, never give it up 

We all go through things that traumatize you 
Those things that you wanna forget and fly through 
Those things that you can't forget and cry to 
But keep going, and soon, you'll just glide through 

[Chorus/Hook]: Icona Pop 
Manners take a second look and you'll see 
There is no one like me 
Th-th-there is no one like me, like me 

Manners you better reconsider 
'Cause you will never do better 
There is no one like me, like me 

Bababababa Babababab 
There is no one like me 
There is no one like 

[Outro/Bridge]: Alex-Ander 
Never give it up, never give it up 
Never give it up, never give it up 
Never give it up, never give it up 
Never give it up, never give it up 

[Chorus/Hook]: Icona Pop 
Manners take a second look and you'll see 
There is no one like me 
Th-th-there is no one like me, like me 

Manners you better reconsider 
'Cause you will never do better 
There is no one like me, like me 

Manners take a second look and you'll see 
There is no one like me

Alex-Ander

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