nothing mttrz

BREAK (prod. ERLAX)

Silly ideologies

Woke up in a pool of sweat
Told me I haven't paid my debt
Mommy said I shouldn't fret
I'll probably go and pass this test
Realize what's before my eyes
Soundly take off my disguise
Funny how I didn't know
But it felt like I loved you so

The pictures hanging on my walls
Always reminded me of fall
The colors had specific sounds
Couldn't tell when I looked around

How am I the bigger one?
When I never took out my gun
And played along to all your games
But never really felt the same
I took your word and ran with it
But now it's time to call a quits
I'm tired and I'm bored of this
Like paint on walls, the way it sits

The sun sets on my day, I cry
The tears flowing from my eyes
My thoughts keep getting worse and worse
The Xanax I put in your purse
Might kill me, but I will not hurt
Meaningful, but just hearing words
Drift off to another place
Might be nice, but another day

How are you so hyperfocused?
Buzzing in my ears, the locusts
Eat my flesh and beg for more
Don't really know what's left in store
Someone's taking over now
So can you help me figure out?
Like, what I did? The cherry pits
All crushed around me, what is this?

And how am I the bigger one?
When I never took out my gun
And played along to all your games
But never really felt the same
I took your word and ran with it
But now it's time to call a quits
I'm tired and I'm bored of this
Like paint on walls, the way it sits

Paint

flowerbed 🌸 (prod. alicestickly)

dust bowl iii - other lives cover

float by scruffpuppie

allen page's midnight ride - panucci's pizza cover

debut lp
recorded, mixed, and mastered by Tyler Gutleben

Brand New Shoes

24 (prod qazers)

Sail

 SCHEMAPOSSE @nedarbnagrom
skuu fuck w me

pray i die (prod. nedarb nagrom)

falling 4 me (prod. lederrick x horse head)

here's an acoustic demo I wrote since I haven't posted one in a good while, I hope u enjoy
lyrics:
speed for breakfast and i spin
weak and careless is all i've ever been
drowning in a lake of sin
mother tells me time and time again
selfish intake for my brain
trying to feel sane again

self indulgence and fake romance 
longing for some change
im being honest i just want my thoughts
to be blocked from the pouring rain

can't show emotions to the people  who care
and dared to ask me why, why i am always so high
im ready to die 
cross the river stix but no goodbye
i jump inside
and decompose 
destroy my soul
but maybe one more line of coke
to wake me up
destroy my gut
with drugs i take to stay awake
words can't help and i'm to blame

(chorus)

so much pain
all for worthless gain
in a field of grass and hay

crying softly as I lay 
vision blurrys as i stare
i don't want you all to care

stay awake (demo)

lyrics:
broken love
has no trust
winding down
i see now
the pillars were made of 
flour and sawdust
fragile and sandy and it's making me cut
off all of the ties i have strung along and i
cry

fissured fuck
taking drugs
so careless
floral dress
sewn from soft cotton it makes me feel rotten
drowning the bugs making them all fall in love
drowning all of the bugs
making them all fall in love

flour and sawdust (demo)

UNRELEASED SONG BY XXXTENTACION
prod. John Cunningham
I don´t own nothing only EMPIRE, Bad Vibes Forever and XXXTENTACION

School Globes

XXXTENTACION - School Globes feat. Lil Nas X

lyrics
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i fell asleep in the backseat
with my eyes wide shut bumpin backstreet
we arrived on time to the crash scene
i just stared as i saw my body pass me
could’ve swore that this shit happened last week
got a hunch it’s a reoccurring bad dream
had a bunch last year when they asked me
what is it that you fear in your passing?

what is it that you fear in your passing?
maybe death but it’s more so in the crashing
do i feel everything as it’s flashing?
do i care? does it hurt? yeah i’m asking
cause i don’t have a clue how to feel
why do all of these dreams seem so real?
would it change if i just took the wheel?
i don’t know till all four tires squeal

i’m stuck in a nightmare
scared by where my eyes stare
no clipping through my car door
my body will just lie there
reaching towards the skies stairs
you won’t make it i swear
the current is pulling me
i’m hoping i don’t die here
(x2)

floating to the surface
i guess life is worth it
beat the fuck out of myself
tell me that i deserve it
anxious is a person
for that i am certain
i embody all my fears
and wear them like a curtain

float by scruffpuppie

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