how much did you love her..? old friend

Broken

Lil Peep - Star Shopping (osias & Kiraw Remix)

Don't fall in love with me,
Don't fall in love with me, no no.

And every night that I cry,
I'm so alone, nobody wants to-
pick up the phone and call..

Stay Away, I’m Hurting.

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lyrics:

i been living like a rockstar baby yuh
i been living like a popstar baby yuh
i just hope i got some life left baby yuh
i just hope we got some wine left baby yuh

imma pour up again i gotta break this cold
if she hit me up again im gonna break my phone
i look up at night and tell em save my soul
i look up at night and tell em take my soul

i been living like a rockstar baby yuh
i been living like a popstar baby yuh
i just hope i got some life left baby yuh
i just hope we got some wine left baby yuh

i been living like a rockstar baby yuh
i been living like a popstar baby yuh
i just hope i got some life left baby yuh
i just hope we got some wine left baby yuh 

its all for the better
i brush off my shoes in the rain and im walking home again
i couldnt blame her but i couldnt answer because 
i had broke my phone again
i put my key in my pocket i walk to my door and i go to unlock it
im reaching inside n im trying to find it
i think i had lost it and now im all soaked again
late in the night and im breaking my code
the smoke started burning my throat again
i stare at the sky and i offer my soul
im lost im tryna feel whole again
im pourin up on my own again
i hope it put me in my zone again
gave u my heart and id rather u break it then leave me 
to be on my own again

they left me all on my own again
they never hitting my phone again
with people like this friends like this 
i dont see the point of friends
imma get like this
move like this
took a long time just to bounce like this
summertime loving imma keep myself steady 
i might pour another drink just to keep myself lit

imma pour up again i gotta break this cold
if she hit me up again im gonna break my phone
i look up at night and tell em save my soul
i look up at night and tell em take my soul

i been living like a rockstar baby yuh
i been living like a popstar baby yuh
i just hope i got some life left baby yuh
i just hope we got some wine left baby yuh

i been living like a rockstar baby yuh
i been living like a popstar baby yuh
i just hope i got some life left baby yuh
i just hope we got some wine left baby yuh

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I just found your necklace
In the space between my bed
But I wish that I hadn’t
Don’t want you to take it back (yeah)
‘Cause you know that I feel so lonely without you here by my side
It’s just been so hard to remember not to call you mine
Anymore

[Pre-Chorus 1]
‘Cause my heart just feels so empty
And I’m having trouble connecting
Everything you said when you left me all alone

[Chorus 1]
Yeah
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you

[Verse 2]
Now I'm lying awake here
And I'm trying not to cry
'Cause when I look outside my window I see your name written in the sky

[Pre-Chorus 2]
‘Cause my heart just feels so empty
While I’m having trouble connecting
Everything you said when you left me all alone

[Chorus 2]
Yeah
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you
Got it stuck in my head
Every word that you said
But I'll rewrite the melodies
And I'll take back the memories of you

[Outro]
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you

Rewrite (feat. Days to Waste)

Lyrics:
Feelin like a low down, ghost town, leave em on the road now
Packed up all your stuff, and you left me all alone, My flow, it goes, you dont keep it on the low
I can tell girl that you want me cause you leakin through your clothes

Got a bottle full of gin, while I'm locked up innis bih
Cause I'm 'fraid to go outside, shawty you know how it is
Better not breathe in the air, that you poison when I'm there
Cause I'm choking on your lies, and you know that it ain't fair

Baby you dont gotta cry tho
You still by my side tho
Always gotta wonder now what's runnin through your mind tho
Maybe we'll get high tho
Laugh about good times tho
Up until I panic and I pass out on the ride home

Cause I know you'll keep me, safe-from-all-of-this
And I know you'll lead me, close as I can get
You cant see me reach me, pour a cup of gin
But I'm faded lean be, spilling down my chin

Lowdown

lowdown

lyrics:

sewerperson:
this a nice moment getting ruined by her temperament
baby girl just feel the ambience
its that he said she said lets be friends
i dont wanna do this shit again
if i miss the moon ill still be walking on the star signs
when im dead and gone i hope you think about me sometimes
blisters on my skin get broken into by the sheet ice
i look out on to the lake and hold my knees high

i could tell you sick of everybody taking your side
they might grasp the vision but they cant see it from your eyes
course its me just go and turn on the porch light
i wont look the same but i still i kept the blank eyes

guccihighwaters:
still i keep em
i got like 20 reasons
not to fuck with you
we all know that they wanna be us
i get past that
bottles clink in my backpack
won’t puff that don’t pass that
better watch where u ash at
hope you see me
on a magazine
or in your dreams
when you’re asleep
cause you left me in the dust
like i was not enough
i was not enough
no no no

if i miss the moon ill still be walking on the star signs
when im dead and gone i hope you think about me sometimes

sewerperson:
lake water hitting at my waist line ya
on these cold septembers morning i could see my breath
i could feel pollution work its way into my chest
i feel sewage seeping out of me when im at rest
every new coat gets to drying up and giving way
i know its just the little things but i can tell its not the same
always had these feelings but i never had the confidence
maybe we could work if we aint see this shit so different

this a nice moment getting ruined by her temperament
baby girl just feel the ambience
its that he said she said lets be friends
i dont wanna do this shit again
if i miss the moon ill still be walking on the star signs
when im dead and gone i hope you think about me sometimes
blisters on my skin get broken into by the sheet ice
i look out on to the lake and hold my knees high

the zodiac ft guccihighwaters (nevrfall)

lyrics:

flooded roads and unfamiliar passageways
even in this water you still look the same
why would i keep on going if i hate this place
fallin thru the ocean i can taste the waves
20 years this flood had took u from this plain
girl u grew crustacean on ur fuckin brain
chairs inside this kitchen mold and rot away
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

i leave a note beside the bed and then i run away
you know i love you so i hope u understand my pain
i got lily pads thats sprouting out my fucking face
lemme me kiss ur purple lips cause i forget the taste
i remember all the nights u spent on top my waist
i could feel u fuck me back n now u pick the pace
i could feel these broken vines get caught around my legs 
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

shaking shit im so panicked
static
bouncing off of my tv screen
im back at hers but its just a dream
i smoke 2 blunts and sip royal green
bite the wrap and spit out the seeds
white owls and two bags of weed
i might weight it out and then let it breath
this scale not for no calories i gotta
air it out spraying ocean breeze
third eye parallel with teeth
pull it out and i let it bleed
i hold my hair back and i can see
im shooting out fucking laser beams
out the top my head like im a fucking beast
gotta wipe clear all these casualties
and i blast open this whole street
tripping over my own feet
ear full of the slow beeps
im living proof that theres something there when that cellar door
making slow creeks
getting caught in these deep sleeps
then im waking up in these singed sheets
nowadays even im surprised
about every time that my heart beats

flooded roads and unfamiliar passageways
even in this water you still look the same
why would i keep on going if i hate this place
fallin thru the ocean i can taste the waves

i leave a note beside the bed and then i run away
you know i love you so i hope u understand my pain
i got lily pads thats sprouting out my fucking face
lemme me kiss ur purple lips cause i forget the taste
i remember all the nights u spent on top my waist
i could feel u fuck me back n now u pick the pace
i could feel these broken vines get caught around my legs 
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

swamp (nevrfall)

cuz ion know u 
and u don't know me
but i'm hopin 
u could show me
something new
something better
can you show me
something new
oh something better

i wanna be better
but better ain't no fun
life tries to kill me
death never did me wrong
i'm going fuckin crazy
brains fucked in the head
alcoholic co dependent
writing songs for the dead
dead inside that's a lie i feel alive
when i feel you 
lovin moments n subtle sadness
vodka help to keeps the balance 
so swimming in a bottle is more than just mental exercise
i'm trynna fucking drown myself, escape from my fuckin life
but that can't really help can it
sure it makes me numb
but if i'm numb i won't feel sadness 
so this who i am
this is who i b 
do u think u can fix me?

cuz ion know u 
and u don't know me
but i'm hopin 
u could show me
something new
something better
can you show me
something new
oh something better

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idk u, udk me (prod.raspo)

lyrics:

[chorus]
Feeling empty every day more
Not even death will heal my sore
Living life black & white
Getting only black at night
Afraid of the time
I've been spending for my whole life
Without anybody loving me
Being on my side 
Without any love 
being shown for me
All the words u speak
Make my dry heart bleed
Make my soulless body
Wish that anybody
Will find something in me
But I know that nobody
Would stay with somebody
That is like me
I hate to feel like this 
I can't enjoy anything
I can't enjoy my life
Cause nothing shines as bright
as you used to do

[bridge]
I want you back into my arms
I want you back but you don't want
I'm feeling dead
I'm 

[chorus]
Feeling empty every day more
Not even death will heal my sore
Living life black & white
getting only black at night
Afraid of the time
I've been spending for my whole life
Without anybody loving me
Being on my side 
Without any love 
being shown for me
All the words u speak
Make my dry heart bleed
Make my soulless body
Wish that anybody
Will find something in me
But I know that nobody
Would stay with somebody
That is like me
I hate to feel like this 
I can't enjoy anything
I can't enjoy my life
Cause nothing shines as bright
as you used to do

Empty [prod. after sphere]

coffin girl (with fawlin)

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LYRICS:
every morning that i wake up, always see u in the mirror
in my eyes
in my smile
in the way that i appear
in my walk
in my dress
in every single thing i fear
ur somehow always here

every minute that i made it through u were never there
in the pain
in the screams
in the wiping of the tears
in the loss 
in the gain
when the drugs were always here 
u were somehow never there

every need i needed met never seemed to meet u
when the bumps
when the shots
held my hand instead of you
when the warmth
when the bond
in the bottle i was soothed
something i never got from u

every strangers bed that i rent, i hope where i can stay
with no love
only fucks
with our damage in the way
only broken
never healed 
w the scars we dont explain 
well somethings never change

i wake up 
close my eyes
to things ion wanna see

im too blind
i dont care
to accept reality 

every morning that i wake up, always see u in the mirror
in my eyes
in my smile
in the way that i appear
in my walk
in my dress
in every single thing i fear
ur somehow always here

every minute that i made it through u were never there
in the pain
in the screams
in the wiping of the tears
in the loss 
in the gain
when the drugs were always here 
u were somehow never there

every need i needed met never seemed to meet u
when the bumps
when the shots
held my hand instead of you
when the warmth
when the bond
in the bottle i was soothed
something i never got from u

every strangers bed that i rent, i hope where i can stay
with no love
only fucks
with our damage in the way
only broken
never healed 
w the scars we dont explain 
well somethings never change

i wake up 
close my eyes
to things ion wanna see

im too blind
i dont care
to accept reality

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blind (prod. 5head)

give me 5 more minutes

prod: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
i know that you wont hear this
so i can be as honest as i want
isnt that fun
ive been wondering how it feels to stare down the barrel of a gun
so give me 5 more minutes
so i can clear my head up
so i can dry my eyes, love
i know that u wont get it 
but i think its time i said it 

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

my mind isnt working 

i still care
i hope u know that u can talk to me 
even tho your words cut me to the artery
i hope u know that i dont hate u 
even tho i really fucking want to 
so when its late and im feeling low
replacing air with chemicals 
i tend to forget what im holding on for
and nothing feels real
its so hard to forget when i cant heal

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

i still care, but i know that i shouldn't (prod. irby)

prod. Noria

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm done with the love that you talk about but never show
I'm sick of feeling like I'm just another one
I'm done with the endless calls looking at my phone 
Thinking about all the feelings that I don't feel anymore
Just right now that I thought it was over
You cry and beg me to stay like a lover
I was there when nobody else was
But now I'm feeling better because

[hook]
I'm trying to live in a world without you
A world where gray's everywhere that I look
A world where you're not anymore the sun waking me up
And every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck
x2

[verse]
(Every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck)
Remember the past years spent together?
You were the one saying that nothing lasts forever
You were the one saying that I should move on
Now that I'm trying, you don't want, what's going on
Do you love me or you don't want me to be free?
I don't like that you disappear and then you don't want me to leave
You can't blame me for the decisions I'm taking
I know I said this before but

[hook]
I'm trying to live in a world without you
A world where gray's everywhere that I look
A world where you're not anymore the sun waking me up
And every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck
x2

A World Without You [prod. noria]

lyrics:

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight
i put on my forces and i walk into the night
pink diamonds in my blunt its like my body flying kites
i see the village from the mountains looking down like what a site
gods ascend from clouds and then were saved or left to die
i guess no one understands me
i fill myself schedule to hide to pain of feeling empty
i got demons on my shoulders sweating buckets tryna tempt me
but they cant get through
in my experience on earth at least ive dealt with more than plenty

it happens every time
it snows
i just wanna get it right
i think i might mold to my home
and im happy with the life
but when im dead
will i know
im excited for the ride
touch my hands and theyre ice cold
im excited for the ride

icy
baby are u human had to tell her that i might be
least when she found out she couldnt tell me i was lying
if i told you everything ud look at me like mind freak
half way cross the universe the fuckers wanna fight me
i just push my pedal down and pull it up
i fold up my landing gear and drop the clutch
baby im from 20 fucking  million miles away 
and you aint even thanking me for showing up

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

folk song from the settlement on the edge of the earth (eric godlow)

Im Bad For You

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[Lyrics]
I feel so unoriginal
The side effects are almost invisible
This song might leave me close to critical
The aftermath of a life lived cynical

I know I know I've heard it all before
And when you leave please shut the door
Last thing I need is another love more
Cause you know when it rains it tends to pour

I left my umbrella right beside your bed
We drank too much; the words ring in my head
Wonder what life's like if I'm dead
Maybe I should have kept on my meds

It's hard to believe everything you've said
Harder for you to trust me instead
If all else fails and your love has fled
I'll kiss the photographs you left on read

Everytime I let it go
You come around with that hello
Swear this time won't let it show
But if I know you know; we know

We'll end up back in bed to throw
Away the pain; at night we glow
Like fireflies in bitter snow
Tomorrow wishing we had went slow

Wake up don't know what to do
You're gone but I already knew
Check my phone "I'm missing you"
I can't believe I miss you too

The alcohol had me a- skew
Can't forget what we went through
Girl, you don't wanna be my glue
Too far broken afraid it's true

Do you hate me the way I hate myself?
I can never seem to do what's good for my health
A million riches, but you're my only wealth
Broken frames left of us on top the highest shelf

I feel so unoriginal
The side effects are almost invisible
This song might leave me close to critical
The aftermath of a life lived cynical

I know I know I've heard it all before
And when you leave please shut the door
Last thing I need is another love more
Cause you know when it rains it tends to pour

I left my umbrella right beside your bed
We drank too much; the words ring in my head
Wonder what life's like if I'm dead
Maybe I should have kept with you instead

Unoriginal (prod. Tennis Player)

but what did i expect

prod: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
artwork by: https://soundcloud.com/caustyk



i don’t wanna fall in love 
and fall apart again 
idk if i’m ok enough so i keep taking medicine 
to give my head a rest 
but what did i expect 

i said i’d give him everything but everything meant nothing 
but i still stayed so i could feel i’m holding on to something 
n i feel like a burnout 
lie n say that i’m better on my own now 

ok 
alright 
i’m starting to feel nothing when i lay awake at night 
ok 
alright 
i’ll fool myself with every other lie 

i still think of every word you said to me 
trying to ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine 
i swear to fucking god that one day you’ll be dead to me
but right now just to hear your voice i swear that i’d do anything

how much did you love her..? old friend

alex hollis