to replace the void

butterflies

mute the endless noise

it rained today
im sitting here in my living room
music to play
im feeling in a sentimental mood

i used to hate when
i was all alone, its not new
i took vacation
to be alone with my thoughts of you

not alone
not alone
not alone
with love from you

thought we could make it
guess i got my hopes up way too soon
cant seem to shake it
the feeling that theres nothing i can do

i watch the cars
driving through the puddles, im a loon
gaze at the stars
i might just be looking at them too

not alone
not alone
not alone
with love from you

not alone (demo)

Written, Recorded, Produced, Mixed by Alexander Jaymz

Lyrics:
you needed some time
and i,conceded
you needed some space
today you feel it

i saw the way
your face: defeated
we'll make it someday
you say, "we'll beat it"

but babe, i cant understand what you said before
its cold outside you beg to shut the door
i feel like i dont know you anymore
i'm halfway out the door and you want more

im self-destructive
you bit the ceiling
since i was a kid
ive lived for this feeling

cant make up my mind
to decide it's worth healing
you'll come to find
it is i who needs reeling

I Think We Should Stop Seeing Each Other

Written, Recorded, Produced, Mixed by Alexander Jaymz

Lyrics:
ive spent several days months here
recreating the towers kind of fear
its been so long since your voice ran right through my bones
and yet the water still runs clear

you cant always catch your prey
consistent greed consumes your ways
I'm ready to sacrifice there's one thing on my mind
why cant we just drink champagne

but why cant we just drink champagne
together forever
dark red wine on the sea
you and me
cant you see you're the one for me

don't you think its a little silly that we've wasted all this time
take this as a sign to try and find another line between the grime
I think if we tried hard enough, it'll still be rough and tough but you can call my bluff
i said, "i hope you understand i meant it when i'd do anything i can"

we're supposed to be happy all alone
but i'd rather keep you in my phone
i would rather pay the price of betting with my life
i hope you know that i wont go

i hope you know that i wont go
a sea of faith to forever flow
the trees have trumped me a treasure trove
i think of you since our lips came close

but why cant we just drink champagne
together forever
dark red wine on the sea
you and me
cant you see you're the one for me

you're the one for me
you're the one for me
you're the one for me

(Why Can't We Just Drink) Champagne

Written by Rex Orange County
Recorded, Produced, Mixed by Alexander Jaymz

Lyrics:
I make enough mistakes
and it feels like she's the only one that hears the things I say
so if for any reason there's some miscommunication
or I'm lying to her face

my immaturity and habits getting in the way
cause I can barely breathe
and I don't know how I'll explain myself this time
wish it wasn't a case of this time

but why can't I be any other boy
that doesn't need a hand in love
someone that I would trust

but how did I fail
to give you all the love that you deserve
when you're the only thing that's worth
what life is worth

and I don't mind if you hate me
cause, baby, if I were you
I would probably hate me too
I said that
I don't mind if you hate me
cause, baby, if I were you
I would probably hate me too

Untitled (Cover)

Written, Recorded, Produced, Mixed by Alexander Jaymz

Lyrics:
it's nice to meet you
can't wait to see your face
my bloody teeth do
more than you think, just wait

i can't
i can't feel my face
i can't
i can't feel my face

hair to the floor
why can't we be more
you're on my mind
all of the time

i can't
i can't feel my face
i can't
i can't feel my face

i can't (yvette)
i can't feel my face (yvette)
i can't (yvette)
i can't feel my face (yvette)

I Can't Feel My Face Anymore

Written, Recorded, Produced, Mixed by Alexander Jaymz

Lyrics:
i cannot bare
to care that i hurt your heart
a cave in my chest
the best meal, sour and tart

i wouldnt wish
to miss your sweet lips
and holding you closer
believing in fate
from the first day
that i met you, baby

id like to make you
one part of two, forevermore
ill do what i can
until my hands are cut and sore

the colours i see
when youre with me
the stars shine brighter
one last chance
let's get that castle in france
i want to be with you

The Everlasting Longing For Your Touch - 2023 Demo

Written, Recorded, Produced, Mixed by Alexander Jaymz

Lyrics:
trying hard to breathe
i cant see whats in front of me
there are no eyes to believe
the solace that you bring

i find it hard to make seen
the many thoughts i sing
communication is just deliberation
with one's self-loathing command

like sun and water
one destroys the other
you can rebuild together to withstand
like indigo
the most forgotten colour
you can remind yourself youre still a man

dont forget who you are

maybe now you can understand
its so easy to ruminate yourself to death
to explain the situation theres to many layers of depth
i wish this language had limitless words to express

Don't Forget Who You Are

Written, Recorded, Produced, Mixed by Alexander Jaymz

Lyrics:
all these heartaches feel like nothing
you put me through a ten
taking more just to feel something
and im doing it again

we've failed enough
we've prevailed this once my friend
ill never fall in love
ill never fall in love again

when i saw you through the window
a table for two
fighting every urge to sit down
afraid to say something too soon

well
remember the times
you said you're mine
have i left your head
yet now here we are
hundreds of miles apart
all alone
(mm bah bah)
(mm bah bah)

we've failed enough
we've prevailed this once before
ill never fall in love
ill never fall in love no more

(*in background*
baby was it worth it
can you go to bed
i might be flawless on the surface
but ive lost my head)

we've failed enough
we've prevailed this once my friend
ill never fall in love
ill never fall in love again

Was It Worth It

Written, Recorded, Produced, Mixed by Alexander Jaymz

Yvette

Written, Recorded, Produced, Mixed by Alexander Jaymz

Lyrics:
it rained today
im sitting here in my living room
music to play
im feeling in a sentimental mood

i used to hate when
i was all alone, its not new
i took vacation
to be alone with my thoughts of you

not alone
not alone
not alone
with love from you

thought we could make it
guess i got my hopes up way too soon
cant seem to shake it
the feeling that theres something i could do

i watch the cars
driving through the puddles; im a loon
gaze at the stars
i might just be looking at them too

not alone
not alone
not alone
with love from you

Not Alone

Written, Recorded, Produced, Mixed by Alexander Jaymz

Lyrics:
moonless night tonight
wondering where she lie
spoke out, sprites confide
the stars taught my demise

a lonely firefly
conversing with the light
new moon takes its arrive
invisible in the sky

if this is reductive
the doctor didnt talk
and i'm tired of the secrets
ive kept from you so long

Alexander Jaymz

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