do what you gotta do

a song for some dumbass (who i happen to adore)

damsel in distress

Wait. Don't go. I'm not done infodumping about shit you already. Wait. Don't go. You need to listen to my ambition statement.

the autism song

Oh not me. I don't want to be at your party. Uh huh. *porn sounds*

sharks

If the boy cries, shut him up. This your God's great love. This is your God's great love. Call down hawks for me. Wade into the sea. Let me breathe easy. That is a God's great love.

your own great love

What am I supposed to do with empty promises anyway? Just like you.

vox attac

Trying hard to fit amongst you
I know I'm too loud, too weird, too different than you're used to
It's not like I don't FEEL anything REAL
Or live inside my head
Am I already dead?

I want you to love me
But I will not give you
Anything to 
Hold onto
Oh, nothing real Ah

and suddenly we were robots

if i let you in

I wrestle with my mind
Most days I'm fine
But like today, I wanna die
Cause I'm the bitch from nowhere-nowhere
And I just want to be something-something
And I'm the bitch from nowhere-nowhere
And I just wanna shot at being more than dirt and rot

I remember everything you said, everything you did
Everything you said, everything you did (x4) 

I want a chance to set your ass down, man
I wanna shot to put you in the ground then

Cause I'm the bitch from nowhere-nowhere
And I just wanna be something something

the bitch from nowhere

It's funny that you say that line to me, my friend
As though I've never starved
Funny that you pretend you're the only one to have it
Fucking hard
And you had a mom and a dad who loved you
And you had someone to sing your name
And I just had a fucking vengeance
I wish my life had been the same
And you
Had what I wanted more than anything at all
But you fell 'cause you never had to work that hard

A E I O O O O

truth hurts for those 
who never had to think about
how they go
the way they do
and truth hurts for th0se
who never had to try that hard
to get where they go

A E I O O O O

It's funny that you say that line to me, my friend
As though I've never starved
Funny that you pretend you're the only one to have it
Fucking hard
And you had a mom and a dad who loved you
And you had someone to sing your name
And I just had a fucking vengeance
I wish my life had been the same
And you
Had what I wanted more than anything at all
But you fell 'cause you never had to work that hard

A E I O O O O

truth hurts for those 
who never had to think about
how they go
the way they do
and truth hurts for th0se
who never had to try that hard
to get where they go

truth hurts

Once, I wanted the world
Now all I really need's a good nap all alone
The fantasy was nice
But I know there's a price
Shining like a star
It's like a golden noose for you
And there's nothing you can do
And you know you got there on your luck

It must feel bad
To be
The star of the show
Frenemies on the go
On your phone
All alone
Bad 
To Be
The star of the show
Frenemies on your phone
All alone

*creepy music*

Close your eyes
It's just a movie
Close your eyes
It's just a movie
It's just a movie
It's just a

Bad 
To Be
The star of the show
Frenemies on the go
On your phone
All alone
Bad 
To Be
The star of the show
Frenemies on your phone
All alone
Star of the show
Frenemies on the go
On your phone all alone
Bad to be the star of the show
Frenemies on your phone
All alone

i would never want to be famous

doing dance remix time of this weird track: https://soundcloud.com/alex-redacted/i-would-never-want-to-be-famous

[dance remix] i would never want to be famous

some affirming 90s-energy wailing banshee music

don't be afraid of the dark

on a sunday monday tuesday
wanna kiss you
rainy blues away
on a wednesday thursday
baby let's just get away and drive
for days and days

suddenly we were robots

natural born sweethearts

crying bloody murder when you get out of the room
this is all you ever knew
all you ever knew
you could be a shooting star out there someday out there
but this is all you ever knew
all you ever knew
leaving behind the 
untimely past reminder
shedding your skin and
growing again
it is painful
ever so painful
it is blinding
blissful
and blue

the only way out is through
(crying bloody murder when you get out of the room)
the only way out is through
(crying bloody murder when you get out of the room)
the only way out is through
(crying bloody murder when you get out of the room)

leaving behind the 
untimely past reminder
shedding your skin and
growing again
it is painful
ever so painful
it is blinding
blissful
and blue

the only way out is through
(you could be a shooting star someday out there)
the only way out is through
(you could be a shooting star someday out there)
the only way out is through
(you could be a shooting star someday out there)
the only way out is through
(you could be a shooting star someday out there)
in blue

exit the pain(ting)

Artist, techy, author. Makes chaotic music to exorcise inner demons. Transmasc, permanently tired, and hoping for a better transhumanist future.

Alex [Redacted]

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