realizing I ruined the best thing we had together

I’ve heard this song when I was goring threw a break up now I’m healed I realized how bad I was hurting but thank u for being here for me

Goddamn ive been listening to this on repeat for weeks

Im glad Miles is happy with the music he's doing now.

new sad playlist

lyrics
--------
we could become fireworks and burn out in the sky
lost stability in august but we're almost to july
spread the message out to everyone it's worth another try
i'll convince both you & i that i am fine
i am fine i am fine 

this is the song that you play when you feelin the worst
this is the one that you crank until both of your speakers don't work
this is the song that you play when you're down in the dirt
this is the one that you hate cause you know you relate & you know that it hurts
this is the song that you play on a rainy day
everything's shit
hand me the bottle & i'll take the pain away
yeah
vices in ice & i sip till it fade away
life is a blur & i think i might hurl if it comes back up straight away

i just always feel alone in all of this
maybe i could talk about it write some shit
cause everybody going through the motions with
their lives & in an instant we could not exist
so why the fuck am i so silent hiding this
my suicidal tendencies of violence
against myself are scaring me & i'll be missed
if i decide to take a leap in my abyss

i am fine

fireworks

Goblin Kid

Instagram Stories (Remix)

@harvest @sewerperson

𝘭𝘺𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘴:

𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘬
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘮 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦
𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘬 𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘷𝘦
𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵
𝘜𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘹𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘦𝘴
𝘏𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘳𝘺
𝘌𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘈𝘵𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘤𝘰𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴
𝘚𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸
𝘖𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦
𝘏𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥
𝘎𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘶
𝘚𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘴
𝘉𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘯 𝘔𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘣𝘶
𝘐 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯
𝘖𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘬
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘮 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

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my everything (ft. sewerperson + harvest)

Jb6GiveUp.m4a

Faced should be finished and out by the end of the month!
prod. rodger @lilrodger
9tails @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

call me loveless, i don't wanna fuck this
up for the two of us, don't you know it'd ruin us,
nothing to discuss, who's really to trust,
staring at me with that feeling of disgust,

tried to warn you, bitch i get toxic,
it starts out perfect, maybe i'm not fit,
to have a girlfriend, someone to hold at night,
cus when the world ends, you know i won't put up a fight.

could we sail away at the end of the day,
might be the only way you'll get me to stay,
out in the pouring rain, home to all this pain,
throw your troubles away, bitch, just get faced.
x2

catch me laughing, between these verses,
levity never really hurt this,
thing i called a heart, like did you even notice,
me screaming at the top of my lungs, shoutouts to lotus,

call me loveless
faded like the sunset
weak chest
red eyes
but no emotions make me upset
im not coming down
cause this is not an ego death
ill placebo you
and show you just how real it gets
you could feel the stress
thoughts that strip your happiness
strike your mind down to the core
and force a hard reset
ive entered the deep end
you not in the stream yet
im not in the industry
but workin like a branch head

could we sail away at the end of the day?
might be the only way you'll get me to stay,
out in the pouring rain, home to all this pain,
throw your troubles away, bitch, just get faced.

never felt so alone and I don't pray anymore,
I havent felt more at home since we layed on the floor,
you kept your own pace, just to save face,
honey, did you win the race, did you reach that place,

and are you living well, I know this life, it gave you hell,
but when you're never heard, you feel you always gotta yell.
but keep your distance, i don't coexist bitch,
call me loveless, i won't really miss this.

Loveless (feat. 9tails) [prod. rodger]

occam's razor

Shinigami - i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

9TAILS - Dont Leave Me

This Album is one close to my heart talking about Feelings and Emotions I've been through or am feeling.

This Is For My Girl (feat XANSEII & APOLLYON)

on streaming platforms now... like this one: https://open.spotify.com/album/4yCmN2nKdJ4i0k6rtRyExL?si=qGSsvJLqRSqSK3Ox1nC_nQ

This song is by no means romanticizing school shootings, it’s just something that came out of my head when I was sad about the state of the world and gun violence is the US. If u have bad thoughts, please reach out and get help <3 you are not alone and senseless violence isn’t the answer in these situations. Please stay safe and take care of each other. 

_____

in light of recent events.

lyrics:.
so he wakes up every morning
just as alone as the as the night before
and he walks himself to school
with his backpack and his coat

no one bats an eye 
oh me oh my

and he walks home in the evening
to a house no one would touch
and he stares up at the ceiling
all the voices are too much

that voice he kills
he can't sit still

so he wakes up one bright morning
empty look upon his face
no one wonders in the evening
why he comes home so dreadfully late

he goes to bed
clouds gather in his head

so he goes to school that morning
heavy baggage on his back
pulls out guns with ammunition
oh and he won't be the last

it can't end good
it never would.

it can’t end good

artwork by @scottysplash

produced by Xtravulous and Kata

mixed & mastered by 9TAILS

thankyou for listening

out my bag (prod. Xtravulous X Kata)

pmzzz x sewerperson 
On streaming platforms now (link below) 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/pmzzz/flowers-feat-sewerperson
featuring: sewerperson (@Sewerperson) 
produced by: metlast 
mix and mastered by: dmg
cover art: myling pak

lyrics:

(pmzzz)
 rain showers
 on the flowers
 sunrise in the early hours
 its so beautiful
 i want flowers at my funeral 
even in death, life is beautiful
rain drops on the roof 
of the nighttime 
staring at the stars
 in the night sky 
shooting star , from afar
 i see you shine bright
 you're the lifeline
 of my lifetime

(sewerperson)
 open cracks filled with morning sun
 but ill stay inside till the show tonight
 hidden water beneath the don
 i see air around her thats smokey white 
never knew what attention was
 so were latching on to just anyone
 could you help me with blending in
 she said you could ask about everyone
 focus
 tell me what u need it for 
i lust learned what i had never known before 
yea 
rough shapes in the centre of the universe
 i see symbols through the dust on top my cellar door

(pmzzz) 
i had never known before
 the symbols on my cellar door

rain showers
 on the flowers
 sunrise in the early hours
 its so beautiful
 i want flowers at my funeral
 even in death, life is beautiful
rain drops on the roof 
of the nighttime
 staring at the stars
 in the night sky 
shooting star , from afar
 i see you shine bright 
your the lifeline
 of my lifetime

all platforms here

flowers ft. sewerperson (prod. metlast)

Imma go and leave the house again i got my backbone
Watch the ground shatter glass when i walk up on
People only call me when there something always wrong
I see distant memories creepin when i pass by
Hope its the last time
Stay connected like its land line
Watch my footing cause im surrounded by land mines
Never gonna trip cause im allways on stand by
I got ice up on my wrist you know this shit took time

Pills in my system only reason I would fall
Error in my coding so i always reinstall
They always try to stop me but im breaking threw these walls
Still hopin for that call

every night
baby i used to see u bout like every night
now im like
are we alright
damn
i just hold my head and dig my feet into the sand
man i miss my home land
u look like an angel in this candle light ya
the news had said that storm out west been heading over here
we sit in front this fire waiting for it to appear
while my eyes roll back into me as shes thumbing thru my hair
exhausting all my energy into the summer air
i swear i had this in me way before i was aware
sheath this field when im in public cause i hate when people stare
this aura seeping out of me whenever im feeling scared
black clovers
covering my books
im tainted
i levelled before i was ready now its rage i shoulda waited
rippin thru my mind i separate from what i hated
i live in constant fear of my projection in my basement

Everyday thinkful to god that i made it 22 
I be mixin all my pills and with my liquor to
She be fuckin good im keepin all the answers inside the coop
She tell me that’s she wasted i tell her im am to
Markings on her body 
She levitate the room
In my mind i tell her that ill see her soon
I be writing scriptures in these pages
Witth you know i keep it weighted 
Hated
Only show me love when your jaded
New beginnings but im feeling outdated 
Comin home to see nobody waited
Oblivious is stated

9TAILS - Dont Leave Me

Mirai Kuriyama

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