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11/2

lyrics //

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

piece by piece we can put it back
make you think i do track how i run right back to you
and it’s a heart attack, stabbing my back
but i think i’m numb to you
good times, feel you runnin through my bloodline
pack my bags let em all forget me
i’ll be good mom just keep the memories oh

we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

fordy:

broke down city
run around town but it’s looking so empty
in a world so tempting
never done wrong till a girl had left me

said sorry, but it’s not enough 
you saw me, just lock me up
or let me bleed, i’m not enough to marry me 

what about the memories? nowadays i can’t even barely sleep nah
and what about the sympathy? wrote down pages on the way i feel now

i’m leaving you’ll see me soon 
still breathing 
the same fumes you hated
the same tunes 
same playlist

and now i know, it’s so clear
iv been drowning way below, and i can’t hear
if they’re coming or they’re leaving out the door

but one thing
don’t expect me to double back loving
don’t you think that we needed more trusting
cut ties cuz all ur assumptions 

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

i was hurt back then now my heart still beating
fuck my friends they don’t CARE that i’m leaving soon
i just know that i’ll be with YOU
i just know that i’ll be with YOU

leaving soon w/ brecken

lyrics//

ill try my best to be the one
but everytime i just give up
got a finger on the trigger
you’ve been pointing the gun
i just think it’s bout time we quit on this love

cuz i try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 

burn me down 
till i’m just a memory
leave this town
bet nobody remembers me now

but i’m A okay
been on my own since 7th grade
for like 7 days
i been in my mind
and the pain retreats
till it reach my spine

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna talk bout the blood on my backseat
why they running at the mouth
it can never bring me down
they don’t know a thing abt me

mama i’m sorry for how iv been living
the pain in my brain makes
me feel like a villian, i know
i know that i’m cold
iv seen all ur seasons 
i been down this road before

still walking alone
eyes in my skull
full of plaster and bones
making a path 
it’ll lead me back home
i can’t see ur texts cuz the cracks on my phone
if i don’t reply will you leave me alone

19 years bout time that you grow up
waited all night just for anyone to show up
girl you never even showed up

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna cuz the blood on my backseat
get those words out your mouth
bringing me Down,
think i’ll head south

does she love me does she love me not?
dropping petals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage and i couodnt stop cuz my hands wouodnt let me
you’re just mad cuz iv played the part
way from the start
and you’re always decepting

i just try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 
burn me down till i’m just a memory leave this town bet nobody remembers me now

dropping petals in apartment parking lots

lyrics ⬇️ 

there’s an institution that I been building in my 
Head 
i don’t pay no tuition instead I lay up in my bed
i put my thoughts in submission 
so that I could maybe get rest
life so explicit I hope that I could get the best

time slowed down
and then I look up at the messs
I know now that I was awful like the rest
shouldnt go out I gotta awful lotta doubt
i don’t know crowds but ima look around the town
Oh

yea I don’t know what else to say tho
done it to urself watch the pain grow

ten rows down from the person that could that say so
tough luck now look like you walk on a tight rope
more excuses everyday but who likes that
If I had time to go to waste
then maybe you would be back
Instead I chill at the lake sunny day I relax

and I got away from issues that you stab in my back 

No I can’t back track but I wanna move forward
and I don’t know what happened 
Or what happened before
you would always attack me I would fall on the floor

and this life is ever lasting so I wanan restore
 
all my horrible tendencies go away in the Forrest 
as the leaves fall and the branches crack I’m no longer sore
i watch the rainfall as it pours and I wanan explore
walk through all the fog but ima hide for the storm

are you even really sure that you wanna ignore
every night since the end of us it been a war
problems out the door ever since you cut the cord no no

institution (cxrter x tahtx)

og art is lost
nevrwrld / The North Shore: @northshoremusic

Blatantly Disagree (feat. Not Home) (Explicit)

nevrwrld - blatantly disagree (feat. not home)

Dopamine w/ cutdeep (pekarot/homesick)

tired eyes

lyr


it hurts more than u know
it hurts more than i show
and i care more than u think i do
please dont let me go
im just barely scraping by
im just barely feeling right
i feel u split my mind
this pressure behind my eyes

im trapped up inside a web
of ur creation , i take my breath
i cant say if its the meds or
maybe im just out my head
dont have the will to get out of bed
most days, is it the end
for me, i think its best
if i see closure in my death

cut me off
or i pass on
cuz i drank too much 
but i dont think enough 
feed me more
water my corpse
with a whisky sour
or a pack of coors

give me the sermon again
maybe ill read into it
im shaking at night and im hearing things
sounds a bit like electricity

it hurts more than u know
it hurts more than i show
and i care more than u think i do
please dont let me go
im just barely scraping by
im just barely feeling right
i feel u split my mind
this pressure behind my eyes

please.

Early morning promises never see the light of day 
What was it like when you were half the earth away
And nights I couldn’t sleep I told myself it wasn’t cause of you 
Now I’m older think it’s over take the hint I’ll take the clue 

I’m just glad I found some folks that keep me around 
And passing down the torch I wish the flame would just go out 
This ideation holds its grip
I’ve gone too far with it by my side 
This echo goes in my essence  
Don’t abide don’t abide 
It’s just a cheap trick they play to keep you off their mind 
Oh oh 

Early morning promises never see the light of day 
What was it like when you were half the earth away
And nights I couldn’t sleep I told myself it wasn’t cause of you 
Now I’m older think it’s over take the hint I’ll take the clue 

Afternoon I find myself starting off the day too late 
Remember who I was when you were half the earth away 
Now I cannot eat I cannot sleep no answer will comply 
And now I’m colder broken shoulder lean on me I’ll bid my time 
Is it way too much to ask 
For something in this life 
To maybe just last 
Long enough for me to even know what the hell to do 
I get far enough 
But all I really needed was you

early morning promises (king theta)

fine.

+ i'm geist, decayinganyways, yokai dreams, ohmace, iissaa, yona, grasior 
+ coprod. mix/master - oc 

// i'm geist 
the seance has started :) 
find his heart in the garden 
don't look too hard my darling 
you'll find bones you once held dearly..
oh 
you once held dearly 
oh 
severed cleanly 

parasites are rotting with the snakes now? 
carving all the fakes fucking 'round me its a takedown 
everybody's sitting on their ass with their phones out 
swear i'll see the reaper b4 you catch me taking breaks love 
aha 

// decayinganyways 
walking out the bar not alive 
seen a name on a grave and I’m thinking that it’s mine
“mine” 
i’m not alive, I’m just another fucking ghost who’s out of time 
who’s out of time 
oh 
i wish I could just come back 
won’t see me now a heart attack 
i just wanna haunt inside your dreams 
i just wanna haunt inside your

// yokai dreams 
this is getting sickening
i think i'm getting sick of me
rip up every inch of me
i no longer resemble me
look at what they did to me
look at what they did to me !
am i not deserving of some sympathy?

give it my all for as long as i can
when the day turns night we gon have the upper hand
turn the lights off baby
i can't stand them
feel like someone else, you don't know how i am

lately i've been on some shit you wouldn't understand
another nail in the coffin, leave me where i am
getting kinda hard to tell the man from the myth
mark my death with a kiss
let me rot or take my hand

// ohmace 
six feet down rotting in another grave
turn me to a geist as i slowly decay
the dreams on my mind and they wont go away
and I dont know what else to do or to say
its in my brain,
somebody help my im going insane
call me a doctor and tell him to hurry
cut out the demons Im starting to worry
theyre taking over me
my blood seeps through as theyre ripping the seems
theyre taking over me
theyre haunting me in every dream

//iissaa 
i'd rather go 
somewhere that you don't know.
someplace that i dont show
somewhere behind the snow
is it fair that you can't see me now
tried so hard but i'm letting go
it's my fault, i said i'm where you go
my god i wish i never told

// yona 
look around with dead gaze
i dont think i go this
the leaves turn from green to orange
it feels so nostalgic
used to hold your hand, and fall asleep to your heartbeat
now ur gripping at my wrist, saying "how long u got bitch?" 
ive been panick struggling trying to get of the floor
grab me by the waist, cut me open some more
youre the ghost of a person i feel before
now im crying in fear, begging no more

// grasior 
fuck yall be saying i'm sick of it all
my stomach keeps turning i'm leaning on walls
scrolling my phone till i feel it collide
my anger is rising cause i'm in denial
i need to man up i'm not on my own
notes that i wrote considered the unknown'
seeing a grave all on my own
a body is showing of someone i know

raise the flags in the frontline
might be dead but i'll fight till the sun rise
left or right paranoid can you talk to me
hear the horns in distant calling me
want it to end sacrifice all my peace
silent but deadly i'll take them with ease
my body is rumbling I'm feeling the thrill
killstreak in a nuke with how many i've killed 


919

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séance w/ 919 + grasior

Prod. Me 
When I was in the fire; molding all my bones
Where were you at
At my lowest truly
I don't think I'll ever make it back
Paint a picture of me
Watch the portrait slowly turn to ash
Hash I'm packing
Just to keep my days in motion

While I lack Commitment
This my mission
Working towards my vision
As long as I am still living
I stop and my spirit dies
Can't fuck with a nine-five
Fuck hobbies, this is my life
Can't tell me otherwise
Now I'm back into motion
I'm geekin up off the potion
I've been stuck in my bed
Still healing from strong emotions
Give a fuck what they said about me
I'm living life
I'm doing alright despite
These demons up in my sight
Pray amen
I'm just a man with a plan
I get that check in advance
Sparkin up plants
Gettin as high as a rocket
You thought I was buzzin' the way I've been doin my dance

When I was in the fire; molding all my bones
Where were you at
At my lowest truly
I don't think I'll ever make it back
Paint a picture of me
Watch the portrait slowly turn to ash
Hash I'm packing
Just to keep my days in motion

The Blacksmith

fuck it i love you (p. ryan ansel)

Recollect! Halloween drop! Hope you enjoy <3
Lyrics below:

(Vails)

promised to myself that I would never look back
Leave behind the reasons why
Each night led to relapse 
Way too far deep in pills
Hallucinating, nothings real
life just got me tempted 
Too restart it… that’s a fact 

no
I told my mother I would get clean 
But I had a dream 
That I was 6 feet in anthetemines 

scratching on the walls
escaping what once scared me
Falling fucking low
won’t get up, I got weak knees
Key into my bag
Speak to god for forgiveness
Ignoring cries for help
White powder was my weakness

I wonder what the fuck it’s like inside
Cus on the outside
Eveything is haunting me
my thoughts crash like a landslide 

promised to myself that I would never look back
Leave behind the reasons why
Each night led to relapse 
Way too far deep in pills
Hallucinating, nothings real
life just got me tempted 
Too restart it… that’s a fact 

(Lil booj)

Told myself I wasn't turning back just yet
No one else can settle this it's time to end this debt
What's another six feet if I'm already gone
Take another anything less it only make me yawn
I'm only realizing what is shown in front of me 
I hear them speaking but they wanna let it happen for free

Watch it from a distance any closer
Might be just like us, just like us 
At least I've seen enough to understand what's real trust 
I get it now, I get it all now

(Vails)

promised to myself that I would never look back
Leave behind the reasons why
Each night led to relapse 
Way too far deep in pills
Hallucinating, nothings real
life just got me tempted 
Too restart it… that’s a fact 

(Notahero)

yeah
nothing been going as planned
im in the back of the party i dont got ciroc
so beer getting slammed
im going ham
half of the shit that they tell me just boils down to im the man
we in the coupe and she playing her favorite song of mine

im on demand
yeah
last year was my best year
this year double tripple quadruple that
times the power of ten
im here to stay like im pitching a tent
im writing records while ripping the pen
im with my dogs like we in the pen
any time with you baby feels like time well spent

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Recollect (feat. Lil booj & notahero)

do u even remember the shit u did to me?
was it worth it tell me now were left to history
tried to tell myself there aint a point in fixin me
maybe i was the problem from the begining

close your eyes
and cover your ears
hide your mind
from all of your peers
youll survive
just swallow your fear 
youll survive
i promise my dear

pause my life
by the end of this year
plz cauterize
the ducts for my tears 
no longer cry
i swallow my fear
until i die
oh i hope that its near
 
god i hope that its this week 
if i were to go would my friends even miss me?
ill carve out my eyes with a knife please dont tempt me
i wont tell you twice that you cant fucking fix me

every night
i sob in these sheets
i cant take it
god im so weak
who am i
this vessel aint me
ill leave it vacant
like you left me

close your eyes
and cover your ears
hide your mind
from all of your peers
youll survive
just swallow your fear 
youll survive
i promise my dear

pause my life
by the end of this year
plz cauterize
the ducts for my tears
no longer cry
i swallow my fear
until i die
oh i hope that its near

i miss autumn

swallow your fear

swallow your fear (neverforever x etchmygrave)

i could be your silence
i could take your pain
i could be your saviour
that could save ya
i could be the man that you see in the day
i could be the man that you see in the late
i could be the person that you need
i can see the late nights
i can see the peace
if your fighting battles
you wont see defeat
if you wanted your space i can let you breath

i could be the last man on this earth and ill still love you
and if you go far away i will always find you
and with the words that come right out your mouth you'll tell the truth
coz i know you
coz i know you

i could be your silence
i could take your pain
i could be your saviour
that could save ya
i could be the man that you see in the day
i could be the man that you see in the late
i could be the person that you need
i can see the late nights
i can see the peace
if your fighting battles
you wont see defeat
if you wanted your space i can let you breath

saviour

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Recollect (feat. Lil booj & notahero)

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