I couldn't sleep so I made a vent song with a vocal synthesizer (Synthesizer V Pro with Tsurumaki Maki English AI) I purchased awhile back.

LYRICS
I don't know where to go but I'll find out
I wanna show my joy but my tears lack a drought

I will be free
So amazing
I want to scream
Is this a dream
I'm still waiting
My heart's racing
I'll just jump in
See how it is

I just want comfort and to finally 
be warm and be so happy

I want to be loved
Everyone else does
It's something I lack enough of

I want to be happy
So I can just be at peace

I will be free
So amazing
I want to scream
Is this a dream
I'm still waiting
My heart's racing
I'll just jump in
See how it is

I will be free
So amazing
I want to scream
Is this a dream
I'm still waiting
My heart's racing
I'll just jump in
See how it is

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Emancipate

Nes Inspired Track (Featuring Computer Generated Vocals)

I originally made a REALLY quick beat with morse code that says "I love you" and you can hear it in the first 8ish bars (not sure if that's the correct term) but I had some homework that caused me to write 2 ballads and I turned them into a song to snatch my teacher's wig

LYRICS
I promise I will leave this place
If only I could bare
No longer will you see me here
I’ll just be lost somewhere

I cannot deal with this no more
It’s really gotten old
I look upon these well known walls
But see they’ve gotten cold

This place isn’t meant for poor me
I knew it never was
My fingers wrap around door knobs
They’re not mine "just because"

Nothing in here belongs to me
It sometimes makes me cry
I wish someone showed me some love
Or even said goodnight

I love you
I love you
Can you say I love you
I love you

It’s something that’s quite hard to say
I can’t understand
Why can’t it just flow easily
I know it like my hands
But do I really know those backs
Of hands that I command

I really want to say those words
I really do love you
But my throat goes numb when I try
It’s something I can’t do
I really try to not say lies
And these words aren’t the truth

Please do not take any offense
I just don’t have the skill
I kinda have poor stress control
I just can’t seem to kill
This strong feeling, it holds me back
I’m building up some will

I love you
I love you
Can you say I love you
I love you


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Live, Laugh, Loving Household

I originally made the chord progression and lyrics to this while I was feeling a bit mentally unwell. This vent song has a lot of emotional significance to me.

I decided to add a MEOWSynth solo in the middle of the song and it's perfectly unfitting haha


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Fading Feels Redundant

LYRICS
I want to go fly
Let's go to the mountains in the sky
Alone without you by my side
Floating tears yes I cry
Elegant clouds pass me by
Sunlight ceases to touch my eyes
Looking down low so I feel high
Wavering trembling sweet white lies

I'm not waking up
It's enough
Feeling super rough
Being super rough
Bliss is ignorance
Bliss will give me kisses
Fading out is bliss
Fading feels redundant

I want to go fly
Let's go to the mountains in the sky
Alone without you by my side
Floating tears yes I cry
Elegant clouds pass me by
Sunlight ceases to touch my eyes
Looking down low so I feel high
Wavering trembling sweet white lies

I'm not waking up
Feeling super rough
Being super rough
Bliss is ignorance
Fading out is bliss
Fading feels redundant

Fading out is bliss (x4)



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(INSTRUMENTAL) Fading Feels Redundant

This is actually the second time I've made a cover of this song but my high range has improved significantly so I decided to just redo it :)

Song by M2U
Instrumental Arrange by Narumi
Mixing and Vocals by Me

Myosotis (Cover)

This is the first Spanish song I've ever made! I'm super proud of how this turned out because it really shows how far my Spanish has come since I started studying about 3 years ago.


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No Miras

I don't remember the process of making this too much but I remember trying to make it epic and chill at the same time but the original mixing was straight up muddy and barely had any detail so I spared your ears and uploaded the remastered version

The original song was made by Shoji Meguro and you can listen to it here: https://youtu.be/npakX_2MNLw


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The Poem for Everyone's Souls (Nivri Remix)

Hello, I'm Alex! I'm 18 and I make music using FL Studio. I mainly produce electronic music but I sometimes try other styles!

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Mr. Astrum

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