Homestuck

Some depressing, spoilery Tavros filk with a little bit of Gamzee/Tavros thrown in.

Music/Lyrics (c) Me/Hamsters/Phemiec
Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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Say that you believe in faeries
'cause if you don't I'll never fly again
falling down is not as scary
as never finding confidence to stand

and now I guess, I'll never know
I'm in Neverland forever, I never will grow old
and I'm leaving you lost boys and girls, alone
and finally I've flown

I'm a hero in a land of treasure
and a failure, in a body that's all wrong
I tried to measure up to this adventure
to fantasize and make believe I'm strong

But if I give my all and still
amount to nothing in the end, then I guess it was pretend
when I thought that I could help protect my friends
and with my lance I'll charge 
into the morning, look for me by the 
light of the second star

I used to feel so small and wary
but maybe growing up means many things
So say that you believe in faeries
cause really, they're just miracles with wings

And if you miss me, let me go
you can kiss me but my body will eventually grow cold
but you can dream of me and I will let you know 

that I am fine here
I am not alone
and I can fly here
Finally I've flown

Finally I've Flown

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Nepeta Filk. Equal parts Nepeta♦Equius and Nepeta♥Karkat (It's not actually as depressing as the track art makes it look).
I sampled my cat meowing at the beginning :3

Music/lyrics (c) PhemieC/Hamsters
Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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We all have got a role to play
the lioness she stalks her prey
he's bleeding in the tall grass, unaware his thrashing makes him easier to follow
But when she gets him in her claws
she'll invite him in because
her cave is not a home without him, just a hole that is lonely and hollow

And can't you see the writing on the wall is drawing us together?
It's written there in soot and ash and blood and that's furever.
And so if you are terrified, of what you hide, remember
That I'm still on your side, and that's furever...furever...

We all have got a role to play
You'll be filling yours someday
and I'll be filling mine until then we're killing time, hunting monsters in our minds
and when I see you standing strong
Pretending you don't want to play along
I'll never make you blue (or make you pay) I'll tackle you into a pile to unwind

And can't you see the writing on the wall is drawing us together?
It's written there in soot and ash and blood and that's furever.
And so if you have been denied, choke up your pride, remember
That I am on your side, and that's furever...furever...furever.

I don't have to argue, everybody knows you have issues, you lay your colors bare (in a manner of speaking) 
I'll be there when you finally decide to bare your heart, it's the part I want to share

And I don't have to argue, everybody knows you have issues, you wear them on your sleeves (so to speak) 
I'm not a thief, the only jewels that I need are your diamonds, and I find them following

The bows and arrows, in your words
The words behind your broken teeth
The broken glass that's under foot, and paw and hoof
the high and low, whatever nonsense you believe

The vast unknown laid out ahead, 
The tears and anger, good and bad
The big adventure still at hand, and paw and whiskers.
Grey, blue, red, whatever, I will understand!

And can't you see the writing on the wall is drawing us together?
We're written there in soot and ash and blood and that's furever
And so if I've been too discrete, let me repeat, remember
That I'm still on your side, and that's furever... furever...

Furever.

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Furever

***MASSIVE HOMESTUCK SPOILERS AHEAD***

Quick on the draw! Tavrisprite Filk, more metaphorical than my fansongs usually are...

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Music/Lyrics (c) PhemieC/Hamsters
Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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I'm gonna have a nightmare tonight
I'm gonna be my nightmare tonight

You're pretty picky, you're a clique of one
I'm right though, surely I'm not the only gun you've got loaded?
How do you keep from gloating?
You're pretty tricky, did you pick that shade
just to distract from the flash of the shining blade you've got hidden?
Deep wounds overwritten

I had so many new friends to see
so many possibilities
now I couldn't possibly feel worse
I had so many fires left to nurse

In my nightmare tonight I'll see giant leviathans
breaking the water in half with their shining skin
riding them laughing you'll be in my nightmare tonight

In my nightmare tonight I'll see beasts all stampeding 
your signia burned onto haunches still healing
and leading the pack on their backs in my nightmare tonight
You'll be in my nightmare tonight, tonight...

You're pretty ugly when you get down to it, 
combined, I've half a mind to just say screw it and break completely, 
or surrender so sweetly
I thought I'd have a chance to be my own, 
free from the tyranny of your tarnished throne. 
Now I see that kingdom belongs to me, oh no...

I had so many irons in the fire
so many brands and swords
To their backsides I had even more
So many plans on what they're for

In my nightmare tonight, there's volcanoes erupting 
A red hot web veining the land, it's disgusting
cracked mountains of madness, your hand in my nightmare tonight

In my nightmare tonight I'll see me all consumed, 
and attempting to sing disharmonious tunes with you. 
Asynchronicity, I am in misery. I am in misery! 
What has been done to me?
In my nightmare tonight (X4)

In my nightmare tonight I'll see giant leviathans
breaking the water in half with their shining skin
riding them laughing you'll be in my nightmare tonight
you'll be in my nightmare tonight

My Nightmare

An echoic, atmospheric, mood-whiplashy Kanaya Fansong.

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Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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look at all the many colors, so exquisitely embroidered, 
delicately and precisely sewn into a line
organized in harmony, relationships so intricate
how'd I ever come across a tapestry so fine?

but what is this?
you're burning holes in my stitching
the colours bleeding into one big mess
did you guess, I'd let this fabric fray?

I'm meddling with murderers who still deserve to pay for their insanity 
and though I'm one of them, I'm rarest of my kind, for many fell but only I arose
it's been so long, since I've seen the sun, who's to say if the colours have faded?
locked away so long, now jaded, left only to decay

I'm Mary. I feel like Mary in this dress. I'm Mary.

And virgin journeys lie before us, patient and inscrutable
There's clouds of visions, crowds of villains, mulling in withdrawal
And who would make the sacrifice, who but I is suitable?
who but the sharp dressed woman with a dull chainsaw?

I mean no insult, but I’m fed up
It’s my fault, gave you the go ahead
I've lost my way, my hopeful days
are just as dead as I am

And failure on my part to intercede has now ironically 
or cosmically, like poetry, come in between our destiny
and us but now there's nothing left and nobody to meddle with
to try and make it better, it's unsettling, to mother nothing

Mightn't I have seen this coming on the horizon?
storms of green and orange, this world of monsters taking form
but no, it is my fate to simply fade away like wind
like someone else that I could name that shouldn't have been born

Of Mary. I feel like Mary in this dress. 
I'm Mary and I've nothing to confess
but hear me, cause no-one else is left

I'm Mary...

Mary

A Sollux Captor fansong with Sollux<3Aradia Undertones and some rather silly voice acting. More lighthearted than a lot of my other stuff.

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Homestuck(c) Andrew Hussie

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(Heh. This is ridiculous.)

One of me is my enemy 
the other me is a pretty cool guy 
but I haven't seen him around lately 
we don't see eye to eye

There's too much noise and too much spit 
but I think I've gotten the hang of it 
or at least I thought I did 
until you up and kicked the bucket 
(Wait! I mean... oh, f*ck it)

(Would you just get out of here? I'm trying to concentrate!)

What do you see in him? What could I say 
to convince you not to hop his way? 
I've never been too good at the ebb and sway 
much prefer the electrical current

The bees are buzzing in my mind 
that double crossing and two-timing (get it?) 
prospectors pan shifting through sand 
searching for a golden nugget

Little brains build little bridges trying to connect, but I'm already on the other side, 
you'd know a lot about that, right? I'm twice the man as he is, I'll work for you double-time

Would that be fine?

:D *SNARKY WHISTLE BREAK!* :D

(C'mon seriously?)

Of course it's fine.

(Okay, cut it out. That's it. I'm serious. No whistling.)

Primarily, I'm primary 
though some may say I'm incomplete 
and should be in a jar 
label me “DO NOT EAT”

Hope has struck me in the face 
and with his ace of clubs he shoved me 
back into the race 
cause second place still wins a trophy

I might have overheated, now remind me how I died, was it my motherboard, or just my RAM? 
Now I've found a player two in you, I'm glad I fried, I'm using every second that I can 
of Double Time, Double Time...

Double trouble bursting bubbles 
Where you go I'll follow 
Hollow-eyed and now I'm fine 
I'm only making up for lost time

Tick and tock and red and blue 
The colours and the sounds I never knew 
When they were all I saw 
Now sightless-eyed and empty-jawed

Double Time...

(...Oh geeze, what is it now? Okay, here. Give it over here. You're just making it worse.

But don't bug me anymore unless it's an emergency, okay?...)

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Double Time

Some experimental, sort of jazzy, rather dark Equius Filk. I recommend headphones for this one.

Music/Lyrics (c)PhemieC
Homestuck(c)Andrew Hussie

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Little boy blue, don't you play too rough with your new toy
if you touch her, she'll break and her blood is so annoying
don't you like to watch, much like a shadow lost in the shade?
Make her, you'll unmake her, but you'd rather be unmade

Oh 
It's not my place to interfere, my dear
Oh, no
Will you embrace me and erase my fear?
Woah
Wipe me out like a stain, with a grin I will hang from your string
And by your judgment of my merit I'll inherit nothing

Nothing is what I deserve
Nothing is what I have earned
If nothing is what you have chosen to give me
Then nothing is for what I yearn
Nothing lasts forever, nothing really matters
Nothing never breaks, busts, bends, rusts, upends or shatters.

I've never had a weakness that couldn't be destroyed
And I've never had a sinful thought that couldn't be avoided
Control your temper, control your language, or anguish in languid soul
It's what you were born to do, but you'd rather be controlled

Oh
I just presumed that you’d refuse me
Oh, no
Excuse this common fool his crudity
Woah
Break this wild horse, I will not fight, 'cause of course I would win
And I'd much rather give in and bare it all 'till I inheret nothing

Nothing is what I deserve
Nothing is what I have earned
If nothing is what you have chosen to give me
Then nothing is for what I yearn
Nothing lasts forever, nothing really matters
Nothing never breaks, busts, bends, rusts, upends or shatters.

I must obey the order, for I've order to restore
Each circuit sends a signal to the process in the core
and if none of this means anything than what's my anger for?
I'd rather be most anything, the dirt under your heel my king, 
a peasant or a pauper, or a knight in shining armor
what's required of your noble steed? Through your direction I am freed 
and neigh I say! I wont stand in the way of what you have decreed for-

Nothing is what I deserve
Nothing is what I have earned
If nothing is what you have chosen to give me
Then nothing is for what I yearn
Nothing lasts forever, nothing really matters
Nothing never breaks and nothing never shatters.

Inherit Nothing

Returning to my roots with some simple acoustic Scourge Sister filk from Terezi's POV. 

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Music/Lyrics (c) PhemieC/Hamsters
Homestuck(c)Andrew Hussie

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You cause nothing but trouble wherever you burn. You're the sunlight in my open eyes, but I wont go blind today.
Cause when liars lead minds with their wiles and clever distractions, I see through them
And I've got experience dealing with repeat offenders, they swing from my branches, like unripened fruit, found wanting when weighed.
With all of the evidence finally laid out in front of me, I can almost taste
a confession, a confession.

So if the court would stay quiet for only a second, I'm pleased to make my case, and tell my story
but wait just a moment I'm passing a motion, I also am the judge, and the jury
You should worry, you should worry.

Where are you leading us? all is malodorous evil
The reddest of herrings is wearing a worrying scent
You ask if I'm serious why am I acting so gleeful?​
What do I want? Should you rather absond or repent?

Absond or repent? Settle the score? 
No lawyer needs a spider in their corner shredding documents for sport. 

Now, deciding your fate is no simple matter because part of me knows that I would miss you
but you're so complicated, I couldn’t pin you down, and now you're becoming an issue.
Little thief on the run, I'm a witch hunt of one, and the very first question I'll ask in your interrogation
was all of it, everything, just one big game? And if so was it luck of the throw, your misrepresentation?
And subsequent incrimination, incrimination.

While I was dreaming I learned a brand new way of seeing
from a fetus, a mother, but also a beast and a ghost
you ask if I'm kidding, you're having a hard time believing
“Am I villain or victim? Why can't I be neither, or both?”

Neither or both? It's either/or.
It's not multiple choice you stupid girl. Why don't you break that magic eight ball, and give a coin a whirl? 

Give a coin a whirl. Give into the law. Confess, you silly girl.

A Confession

Simple, sleepy Davesprite filk. Just to get the idea out of my head...

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Music/Lyircs (c) Me. PhemieC/Hamsters
Homestuck(c)Andrew Hussie

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You were called like a curtain, split like a second, broken like a sword stuck in a rock
forged for a hero, birthed forth for a heart much purer than his/mine/ours.
It's uncertain when the tables turned, but when all of your brothers have given their lives 
for the strife you earned, you will get burned and it wont get better when put on ice.

And I wasn't going anywhere fast, and my sister said she'd seen the end of my path.
The direction that I fly, straight through the eye of our aftermath.

And you have to ignore it, don't think about before, you've got enough fight inside to fill five world wars.
It's just a game, just another cause, you're a switch and I'm a cog and last thing we need is another broken clock.
So forget about your ghost limbs and all those things that scared you most as a child of 12.
You see I'm 13 now, and if I die for the thousandth time, I'm unafraid, for I outnumber hell.

And I wasn't going anywhere good, so I straightened my glasses and I did what I could
What I had to but damn it's hard not to look back at the time.

But I wasn't going anywhere fast, so I said goodbye to walking my own path. 
The direction that I fly, straight through the eye of our aftermath.

What makes us who we are, is it our bones?
wrapped in all our scars, they're ours alone
they outweigh tails and talons, feathers, foam 
unless they're not, unless they don't.

You were called like a curtain, split like a second, broken like a sword stuck in a rock.

Our Aftermath

cover by me and my friend Kat. I hope you guys like it. 

You Can't Fight The Homestuck

Feferi Filk! My longest fansong yet! Very folky and mood-whiplash-y, so if it's too slow for you at first wait a bit. :)

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Music/Lyrics (c) PhemieC/Hamsters
Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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There was a darkness, that soothed me, and raised me up to dream
in an abyss, those nightmares, they're not what they seem
they whispered of a world they'd known
where every child was their own 
all the colours of an oil spill when moonlight hits the wave, I'll save you all.

You've seen all the things that I've seen, you've been all the places I've been, my friend
you know all the things that I know, well maybe not all but most so who cares who is better or worse than anyone?
I've made mistakes along the way, but who said things should stay the same, I don't agree
the universe is filled with so “moray” new exciting things to sea, for you an me

you don't need saving, you can save yourself
you're all so special from the inside out, 
Just take a second, look how far we've come
I bet if the nightmares could see me now they'd say well done

well done, well done, well done daughter, daughter well done.

There was a darkness, that knew me, and raised me wild and strong
so hated, and so feared was she, though fearful most of all
she whispered of a hunger deep
and as old as the bones beneath her meat
all strange serenades and never sleeps yet never wakes, I'll break your fall

you've done everything that you could, you feel like there's something else you're supposed to do
who crossed that road, who burned that bridge, who fought that current and swam with the fish, was it you?
I've lost a friend, I've gained a friend, what's a friend mean but a means to an end? I tried my best with
everyone I've ever loved ill outlive unless I can find where life inside me rests, it is my test

You don't need saving, anymore, anymore
but I'm still waving from a not-so-distant shore
just take a second, look at what you'll start
I'm sorry that I couldn't save you, from darkness inside your heart

your heart, your heart, your hardened heart, friend...

Save You

Kurloz/Meulin filk. Track art by the incredibly talented <a href="http://nicholanton.tumblr.com/">Nicholanton</a>.

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Music/Lyrics (c) Me/Phemiec
Track Art (c) <a href="http://nicholanton.tumblr.com/">Nicholanton</a>
Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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I said a word
it got caught in my throat, and it burned
slipped off my tongue and I choked,
you were concerned for a second 
then cries echoed into the night, lesson learned

because you heard a word 
that I said, and this word how it rang 
in your head, it was loud and glorious, yes
and from where you lay on my chest 
well, you heard it best

but you held me closely while I screamed
and I watched the thinnest trails of green 
run down your neck, and drip from your chin 
thin trails of green, thin lines, on gray skin

Thin lines on gray skin
Thin lines on gray skin
where they world ends that's were we begin
my thin line, my thin line

I said a word
was it a blessing or curse?
Nobody knows the whole story, 
nobody hears me but you 
and you would have heard more if you could have I'm sure

because you heard my word, 
you still do with your hands, eyes and rest of you too
little stray on my lap, zealot, hellcat
can't forgive what I did to my dream-maker, 
(has thou forsaken her?)

And if you knew what I knew, would you object?
Are we madmen or soothsayers? Truthfully, sweet heretic?
I bit off the bit that silenced the world for you, sewed up my sin
With thin threads of black, thin lines on gray skin

Thin lines on gray skin
Thin lines on gray skin
when they world ends, that's where our work begins
my thin line, my thin line

Thin Lines

Some short Rose filk for a friend. :)

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Music/Lyics (c) PhemieC/Hamsters
Hoemstuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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What a vision of darkness, creeps in with desperate sharpness, lecherous grafting of knowledge to my young mortal subconscious.
Words writ by breath of the ancients, wiser than even the pagans, or the wizened old men with wands and white beards that once were ensconced in my pages.

Obfuscated by doom, and laden with arduous tasks are the pathways laid out for the lot of us.
Mages and witches and princes and maids, pages with inches of space for mistakes.

I am the beast, I am the light, I am the blighted being cursed with sight
I am the god who created a world, I am leviathan, the girl

I can do it on my own, but you're a hero after all, and we may think our sacrifice is just but pride comes right before the fall. 
The cascade of rain on my needles, a hand grasping tight to the bottle, of a woman with untapped potential, the ennui of too late and too little.

Our failures have made, a bridge for success, if our game is half played, then who's played the rest of it?
Heroes we were in a universe doomed, soldiers in battles best left un-exhumed.

I am the beast, I am the light, I am the blighted being cursed with sight
I am the god who created a world, I am leviathan, the girl. And-

I can do it on my own
we can do it on our own
Aut viam inveniam aut faciam x2

I am Leviathan, the girl...

Leviathan, The Girl

A simple fansong for the pairing Rufioh/Koruss for Homestuck. I can't help it, I'm a serial overthinker.

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Music/Lryics (c) PhemieC
Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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Do you remember being nobodies, discovering nothing was not that bad
when shared as a pair, both lost and long suffering, hiding in a frightening land

And do you remember feeling that anger, yet so much love and “for what?” you wondered
and now there’s no wondering, the wrong nervous muttering, no magic left at all

but I remember leaning against a backwards bent wing 
and awaking to feel that your touch didn't sting
when everything was wrong, I made so many mistakes 
and you helped me make them, but with presence and patience 

all those wrong, awful, wild, amazingly childish decisions

I take a breath, and I know I've got to turn the final page
but is our story really done yet? I guess I'm still afraid

But do you remember, just being honest, little bright moments of peace in the trees
now it takes so much work to be with you, I'd say that I miss you, but for that you'd have to leave

but I remember once forever seemed too short a time
though not long enough for me to make up my mind
I would’ve thought eternity would eventually make me wise
Enough to choose a side, not just linger undecided
Why do I feel changed when we both have stayed the same
it feels like something's different, some ache too big to name 
When everything is endless and you're nineteen yet again
and you're never flawed enough but you keep on pretending

wanting that desperate, “forget me not/do you love me yet?” ending

but there's no ending. There's nobody. Just two nobodies.

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Nobodies

A short, dark, lullaby about Alpha Rose and Dave. Gorgeous track art by <a href="http://faun-songs.tumblr.com/">Faun-songs</a>.

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Music/Lyrics (c) PhemieC/Hamsters
Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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I'll leave you my bottles, babe
Ill wrap them in wool and lay 
them down in your crib
I'll miss what might have been

I'll leave you my swords and shades
I'll put all my good into one place
and ironys aftertaste
will rock to you sleep, my babe

When you watch what we made for you
when you see what we gave for you
when you read between the lines you’ll find
We waited our lives for you

But in seconds my time will end
I count every breath my friend
and when space invades again
we'll light the way, my baby

so when the light catches blade
when the time comes, do not be afraid 
follow the path we've made
follow the path we've made

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The Path

PhemieC - Little Clown

NONE of these belong to me, I'm just posting these for others' enjoyment.

[tindeck.com] - Broadway Karkat - THIS IS BROADWAYSTUCK [Judas Parody]

An update fansong. Trickster Jane's POV. Enjoy! :)

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music/lyrics (c) phemiec/hamsters
Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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Hello, my candy coated darling, it's your vanilla baby
I've come to say I love you and I always have
I find it so amusing, I used to be confused and
afraid that you would never love me back

But now I see that we were always meant to be
you and me forever planting lots of family trees
counting out our children, half a zillion at least
we'll name the boys for you and we will name the girls for me

Hello, the sour peach of my skin, the sweetest poison icing
so tasty it could rot your teeth and brain
The chaotic consumption, the diabetic gumption
to do a thing like make me go insane

and leave this plane of reality completely
float among the clouds of pink and blue cotton candy
let's blast into space and race around like airplanes
spreading multicolored chem-trails, soda pop and acid rain

Feels so neat! Never wanna be myself again, I just wanna be SW--E--ET!
Feels so fun! Never wanna come back down...

Goodbye to heartbreak on my birthday, annoying boys who hurt me
with all the stupid things they do and say
I can't even remember, what I was so upset for
Spun sugar melts in water anyway

So no more crying, dry those tears, I'll end your pain
Soon you'll feel the cherry syrup running through your veins
Heaven is a grinning face with not a trace of shame
Take a taste of every flavour, favour anything but plain

Feels so neat! Never wanna be myself again, I just wanna be SW--E--ET!
Feels so fun! Never wanna come back down....

Sweet

A Vriska Fansong. Not much else to say.

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Music/Lyrics(c)PhemieC
Homestuck(c)Andrew Hussie

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Once upon a time a stutter disgusted me, 
muttered distrust at me, pity you couldn't fly.
I've only ever taken what's mine,
So what if I help you, I'm helping myself, too?

Twice I got the wind knocked out of me, why?
Just to curl up and die? No, I've got too much pride.
So I breathe it in then let it out slow,
When I turn to go, find you trailing behind.

I fought for every last inch that I got
Forgive me for leaving my spot
Not standing in w8 while you finished the race 
with those two broken legs you've got.

One thing's for sure...
If I were you I never would have let it stop me,
I never have before.
And if you knew what I went through while trying to get through to you, you'd thank me!

You'd get down on one knee, no matter how much it hurt
and you would say “I'm sorry”, but I would say it first...

Once, the two of us were eye for an eye
Now I've given up trying, how could I be so blind?
You'll never let me settle the score
To you I'm the scourge, not the the partner in crime.

I fought for every last one of you schmucks!
I might as well have saved my luck
Not wasted it all on some shortsighted, know-it-all
so-called friends, you're not.

One thing's for sure...
If I were you I never would have let it stop me,
I never have before.
And if you knew what I went through while trying to get through to you, you'd thank me!

You'd find me in a dream, on some uncharted map
And I would say I'm sorry, and you would want me back...

Once the world was just a web and a spider, and so was I.
A liar in a dress of white. 

An Apology

A GamTav song, written for a Valentines Day contest. Veeeery angsty, Also there's a swear word! :0

*ALTERNATE DOWNLOAD AVAILABLE AT <a href="http://www.muziboo.com/mp3/fool-3/">MUZIBOO</a>*

Music/Lyrics (c) PhemieC/Hamsters
Homestuck(c) Andrew Hussie

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LYRICS
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Boy, you get my guts tied up in such a twisted noisy ruckus
Heaven sent that you are, wouldn't lift a claw or cut me off 'cause
Rambling as I ever am I shamble to your chair and stables
Watch you all enraptured as you shuffle cards and stutter fables

Break my habit, you're my habit, I'd trade my limbs for one of you
Two legs for two lips, now I'd say that's a fair trade, wouldn't you?
Drop my habit, you're my habit, I'd trade my habit to get you back and I'm
Like a fool without a calling, like a heartsick fool

Boy, you like to play the martyr, but if I pray a little harder
If I close the window and come back here when I'm not so sober
If I said it plainly not in riddle-rhymes, all cagey, 
Would you answer with a smile made of brackets or look at me strangely?

Break my habit, you're my habit, I'd trade my limbs for one of you
Two legs for two lips, now I'd say that's a fair trade, wouldn't you?
Drop my habit, you were my habit, I'd trade my habit to get you back and 
It's you and I again just writing, shiftless, click clack clicking, grinning 
Like a fool without a calling, like a heartsick fool

Boy, you're on the floor and on my fingers, dripping from my kisses
Eyes so vacant, would you hate it, if I said you look delicious?
The laughter dies and rots inside me, brother, it is you all over
Stay beside me here and guide me, unrequited would-be lover

Took my miracle, you're my miracle, I'd trade my brains for one of you
Two gods for two voices, I'd say that's a fair trade, wouldn't you?
Need a miracle, you're my miracle, I'd trade a miracle to get you back and I'm
Left without a friend, soaked to the bone and backwards bent 
I'm seeing shades, screaming repent your sickness leave it here for lent 
Now witness, here, a fool without a calling! I'm a heartsick fool.
Still the fool without a calling, still a fucking fool.

Fool

Parody of "Hey There, Delilah" - Karkat to Terezi, Gamzee, and the rest of his friends.

Tumblr: http://itsthesmuppetshowww.tumblr.com/
Artist URL: http://cloudghost.tumblr.com/post/34630598797/just

Lyrics:

Hey there Terezi what's it like living without me
You're a thousand miles away from me
Tonight you won't be crying over this
All of my feelings you've dismissed
It's you I miss

But hey there Terezi
I won't worry about the distance
I'm always here if you get lonely
Give my heart another listen
Close your eyes
Anger my was always my disguise
And my demise

Oh I always let you down
Oh I always let you down
Oh I always let you down
Oh I always let you down
I'm sorry I let you down

Hey there Gamzee I've got so much left to say
If every simple word I said to you could ever make you stay
I'd say 'em all
And I would never let you fall
We'd have it all

Hey there Gamzee I know all things come to an end
But just believe me when I tell you this
I tried to be your friend
I promise this
But all your problems I dismissed
And it's you I miss

Oh I always let you down
Oh I always let you down
Oh I always let you down
Oh I always let you down

My friends are dead and it's on my head
For all the things I left unsaid
I couldn't save them all but still I know
It's all my fault and I could say
Apologies can never take
The pain I know I can never let go
My friends I can promise you
that by the time we get through
our lives will never ever be the same
and I'm to blame

Hey there Terezi what's it like living without me
You're a thousand miles away from me
tonight I will be dying over you
Never failed someone like I failed you
I could have said I needed you
Hey there terezi set me free
and watch me bleed

Oh I let everyone down
Oh I let everyone down
Oh I let everyone down
Oh I let everyone down
I let everyone down

Homestuck

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