.died

lyrics

ive held a ghost
and it slipped through my fingertips
ive lost all hope
i want nothing to do with this

if we dont leave
we will burn with this town

if everything was everything
i would never have to worry about everything



surrenderdorothy - heldaghost

lyrics

while your out there settling
i will turn to a skeleton
all youve ever longed for is relevance 
im bursting at the seams with elegence
some might say im heaven sent
i just say theyre full of shit because
i never asked for this
we never asked
we never asked for this
now nobody wants me


surrenderdorothy - whatcouldpossiblygowrong

surrenderdorothy - remindsmeofmyself

phantompains - Carrion

phantompains - Rose

phantompains - Lead

phantompains - Eternity

phantompains - Swallow

until all my fingernails peel off my fingers 
im holding on desperately
everything i know revolves around you
and the way you reflect in me
the cracks in the pavement
deeper than ancient ruins
the second you say that
you want me to stay
i knew that you were the dream i had last night
i was the boy who was standing there
eyes wide open i never felt

anything like what you've given to me i swear i've never felt

surrenderdorothy - suddenlyeverywordmadesense

Feel you out 
Figure what you're all about 
Watch you crawl around the room 
Do you smell a rat? because I think it's you 

Hide your name, your shame and everything genuine 
Lacking substance you're not far from lifeless 

Your eyes like shots from across the room 
It doesn't take too much to stoop as low as you 
Cause I'm no better but we're not the same 
And all your teeth have been replaced with fangs 

Your eyes like shots from across the room 
It doesn't take much to stoop as low as you 
Cause I'm no better but we're not the same 
And all your teeth have been replaced with fangs 

Your silver tongue's become a steels sword 
Cut communication off at the cord 
Walking on landmines no light step holding my breath 
A tight wire show just to keep you in check 

Your silver tongues become a steel sword 

I'm no better but we're not the same

phantompains - Abhor

we were sitting in the car with the radio on
we were at a red light i looked at you and saw you in the light
never seen such life as we slowly took a left
it never felt so right
i would always be the first one to say that this world
holds nothing but you have changed my way
now i see everything
you have changed my way
you are everything

we were sitting in the car with the radio

we were sitting in the car with the radio on
we were at a red light i looked at you and saw you in the light
never seen such life as we slowly took a left
it never felt so right


surrenderdorothy - sittinginthecar

how can i ever spell out my pain
when every letter starts to look the same
how can i never see this world as great
when i dont choose to see anything
life keeps me awake when im trying to sleep
thoughts feast on me until there is nothing to eat
drag me to the curb where the trash belongs 
there is sure noplacelikehome

surrenderdorothy - noplacelikehome

And I stand still while the world moves around me 
Your shadow keeps me right where you left me 
And the static in my head 
And the empty hole in my chest 
Keeps me standing at best 
Over where you were laid to rest 

And I cant seem 
To move my feet 
Across the room 
To see what your phantom sees 

Keep a leash tied to your bed everywhere I go 
Attached to you like a tendon to a bone 
Alone and afraid but only God knows I feel this way 
But tomorrow will be the same 
Nothing will ever change 

And I cant seem 
To move my feet 
Across the room 
To see what your phantom sees 

And I cant seem 
To get the pain to leave 
And I'd travel to hell and back 
To see what your phantom sees

phantompains - Casket

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats

tothegood - "out of mind"
released on 27.05.2017
free download: bit.ly/2qt1NyR
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out of mind

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something to remember you by

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats

tothegood - "out of mind"
released on 27.05.2017
@holymountain2015 @mimi-ocean @yung-jza-shawty
free download: bit.ly/2qt1NyR
bandcamp: bit.ly/2qZktJW
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apple.co/2Ab3U3e

lyrics:

MIMI OCEAN

Do you know the feeling of missing someone you cant reach anymore? I bet you do. Well. Fuck that shit. Why cant we just be happy, no, we fucking cant, and the reality is pure darkness, and we dont realize that shit.


Holy Mountain

Lost along the way somewhere I went wrong
Why you wanna make beg?
I waited so long
Waiving back to me in my rear view like a memory
I'll keep that close to me forever 

Au revoir to my baby
I don't hear what she's saying
I'm pretending that I'm dreaming 
Eyes closed I'm still shaking 
Do you read the signs you see?
Vacant eyes are watching me
Take me to the place you sleep

MIMI OCEAN

It’s just –
I can’t –
Get you –
Out of my mind.

I just –
Feel numb –
Thinking ‘bout losing time.

With you –
Because –
Of you –
I feel alive.
I don’t wanna lose you –
Tell me everything is alright.

-Talkin  -

But actually, I know, nothing is okay,
And we are just making things up,
Because we dont wanna accept the fact –
That everythings too late and we are already dead.

YungJZAisDead

-

tell me everything is alright (feat. ℋoly ℳountain, MIMI OCEAN & YungJZAisDead)

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats

tothegood - "out of mind"
released on 27.05.2017
@lilxlotus @youngburial
free download: bit.ly/2qt1NyR
bandcamp: bit.ly/2qZktJW
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

lyrics:

LIL LOTUS 

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos 
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

I dont want you to see this
Maybe i miss you too much
I scream in my sleep
Do you hear me 
Or am i not screaming enough
Id give anything just to hear your heart beat and bring you back to life  
You have a grandson
He look just like you
I tell him all the time

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos 
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

fats'e

I know your just testing me 
I miss the way you would sit right next to me
And make up stories 
To pass the time 

I guess this is how it's supposed to be
Blood shot eyes keep me company
I want out
Of my head sometimes. 

This is how it's supposed to be.

in silence (feat. LIL LOTUS & fats'e)

And i dont know 
The person i've become this year 
And i dont know 
The people i once held so dear 
Who am i now 
I guess i'll myself around 
Who am i know 
A ghost that floats in and out 
Who i am now 
My past self got away some how 
Who am i now 
A ghost that floats in and out

phantompains - No Body

Numb - broke the silence with your tongue 
Nobody ever wants to be around when your thoughts come creeping back out 

Numb - shudder at the thought of not being something done before 
Because no matter what you do, nothing original walks out your door 

You're not one of us 
And you're not who you say your are 

I dont think you know who you're talking to 
Because everything that you do, was something I already knew

phantompains - Plastic

Somethings always hiding underneath 
Wait around and you'll see
The other side of me
Where everything 
isn't what it seemed

Cold sweats in my bed forget
Everything that i think 
To be true about 
What you saw in me
Can you see through me

no matter how much I try i'm gonna feel safe and sound
My front is failing and my cracks will always liter the ground
Watch my paint peel down the sides again
Exposing every flaw I've tried to hide
Undress all my wounds and see my damaged pride

Hiding in my head 
And Every thought inside it
Shows the disconnect between what I think
And what i see

Cold sweats in my bed forget
Everything that i think 
To be true about 
What you saw in me
Can you see through me

phantompains - Somewhere Else

I lost all my friends
I kept the door shut so they scratched at the windows
Close the blinds gouged out my eyes
No body bother me let me shrivel and die

Who am I now
I've been gone for so long my face has gone numb
Who am I now
I've been gone for so long
Gone for so long

Stay inside just today
I thought I'd be okay if I just stayed away
Fragile like a vase my bones broke and my veins frayed
I cant remember why I wanted to forget my name

Stay inside just today
Fragile like a vase

.died

Alexandra Oderij