The fear of getting older but getting nowhere.

Some Days

Thinking that someone new in your life is too good to be true and has to have ulterior motives behind their kind actions. This song also confronts the single-minded obsession that comes with new objects or people in one's life and the fear that comes with doing new things and stepping out of your comfort zone in order to get somewhere, whether it be with a career or other situation.

One-Track Mind

Contemplation of our ultimately solitary, temporary existence.

Lyrics:
Is a resolution to be lonely better than being left alone?
We are born and then we go where no one knows
Where no one can follow

It is now in the middle of the night when I'm so tired
Of being awake, I don't want to be here
Suicide seems so much more appealing
Than this solitary existence

We are temporary, ghosts and shadows
We seek what we will never truly know
We write books and songs and poetry on something not understandable

It is now in the middle of the night when I'm so tired
Of being awake, I don't want to be here
Suicide seems so much more appealing
Than this solitary existence

Would you be so kind as to let me down gently?
Take what's left of my heart in my chest, it's nearly empty
I would rather feel nothing than feel a minute more lonely
I would rather feel nothing than feel a minute more lonely

It is now in the middle of the night when I'm so tired
Of being awake, I don't want to be here
Suicide seems so much more appealing
Than this solitary existence

The Darkest Valentine

Singer-songwriter living in Newcastle and writing about my life. 
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