Boat Song 2

bolter

I wish I'd noticed you noticing me
I wish you'd something about it 
All of a sudden now fifteen years later
You decide to to tell me all about it

I wish I'd noticed you noticing me
Instead it was like you had vanished
All of a sudden now fifteen years later
And we can't handle each others baggage

I wish I'd noticed you noticing me
But I didn't and now it is done for
All of a sudden now fifteen years later
And our hearts have again to heal over

All of a Sudden Now, Fifteen years later

I stare at my hands aware that the lines are like roots
Deeply connected to the universe and its truths
But wake up everyday and straight fuck up my commutes
Why do I miss my train stop like its part of the route 

Cuzz I'm a glue stick man
Holding it together anyway that I can
Yeah I'm a glue stick man
The center cannot hold; but theres no adhesive ban

I get up every day n say 'lets try this again'
A new me energy that lasts till bout' 10am
Then I go back to patterns that've kept me goin'
A shambolic excuse for a homosapian 

Cuzz I'm a glue stick man
It's not fallen apart yet but I'm scared that it can
Yeah I'm a glue stick man
Discombobulated’s my default state of being

Next time someones being mean or angry towards you
Stop and think, what could it be, that they are going through
Now look inside - is there anything causing you causing you pain or self doubt
Cuzz if there is this is the perfect time to get it out
Yell back at this asshole with a matching energy
Yeah this is the perfect time set your toubles free

Cuzz we're all glue stick men 
We're all just little glue stick people holdin' it in
Yeah we're all glue stick men 
Holding it together anyway that we can

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