ADDICTED.

Lurkin

Fallin

Autopilot (prod. purls & shango)

Fall Out - (Prod.Colabeats) - (Juice WRLD)

lose her mind

Advice-zai1k

STAY THE SAME

I can’t even lie like this shit been smooth 
Bumps in the road when I’m just tryna cruise 
Thoughts going wild, ima need me a minute 
One spark don’t replenish, might need me a few 
Came a long way from the way I was living 
Perfecting my image, ain’t keeping it true 
Go deeper and deeper inside my subconscious 
I’m chasing a foster home I never knew 
I do the impossible, taking in my inner child 
Got me washing the cuts and the bruises 
Turn to monster when I’m off the juice 
If I don’t keep my head above water, might lose it 
Telling myself I ain’t good enough for the success I been chasing got me in confusion 
Reflect on all of the times I felt vunerable, told myself nobody ever gon listen 
Stepping outside my morality, only mentality is bro you gotta be different 
It’s something wrong with me inside, it’s intrinsic 
Rewire who I am just to keep your attention 
I’m starved for that shit, ima harvest that shit 
Ima get what I want outta you, I’m relentless 
Manipulate everyone, calling it kindness 
I’m carving a space for myself in your life 
Don’t care bout the size or the shape 
Ima find a way to stay inside it, it’s my only plight 
Lie to myself, say I’m being polite
Know deep down I’m afraid to step in my own light 
Attach myself to almost anyone really, I just wanna feel what it’s like to be liked 
Cuz nobody loves me and nobody will, it’s a mantra that starts when I open my eyes
Trauma from younger I’m holding it still and the older I get it gets harder to hide 
I woke up this morning with love in my heart but when casted in pain it gets harder to find 
Going deep in my brain, tryna pick it apart over 20 years in now I’m questioning why 
Why
Why
I can’t even lie like this shit been smooth 
Bumps in the road when I’m just tryna cruise 
Thoughts going wild, ima need me a minute 
One spark don’t replenish, might need me a few 
Came a long way from the way I was living 
Perfecting my image, ain’t keeping it true 
Go deeper and deeper inside my subconscious 
I’m chasing a foster home I never knew 
I do the impossible, taking in my inner child 
Got me washing the cuts and the bruises 
Turned to monster when I’m off the juice 
If I don’t keep my head above water, might lose it 
Telling myself I ain’t good enough for the success I been chasing got me in confusion 

FOSTER (prod. purls)

Ruin my life

rlly tryna say some more

why do I think the way I do?

MUDDIED THOUGHTS

MUDDIED THOUGHTS

X3LA

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