ReCreation

"That Girl"
tell me how it is you got it
to have every dude wanting your picture in their wallet
that kind of girl that amazes every man she meets
only to always switch up, and be out of reach 
that girl got it all/ the smile and the laugh down
kind the girl you talk to while your driving all around town
steady chasing, rubbing off abrasions
that shes leaves so well, you`d think its her occupation/
yeah unfair to most, rare for you to get close
though she knows, that she`ll be that single best friend giving the toast
at the wedding of her dreams, though never came close
every man she couldve had, the cons outweighed the pros/
self consicious, so i didnt wanna push it
disagree to a movie, guess my invitation was crooked
when a day ago, hard for you to play it low
couldn't say enough to make me blush through the words you wrote/
now hesitant, would text you so afraid to press the send
told me that you`d go, fact is you never went
so much of a friend, i belived every word you said
guess a promise didnt mean as much AS you thought it did/
as of late, now you`ve came back to your old state
patience is a virtue, luckily i learned to wait
for the things that are worth it
nothing is ever picture perfect
but things are always different then what they seem on the surface
so we go! so we go! so we go!
somewhere you ain`t been before, feeling something that you lost
long ago, found it here you go/
never been the one to get such a fine dime
but something telling i better fight to make her mine
not a dude breathing that can match my persistence
call it what you want, i call it a man on a mission
to break down to big wall built from the ground up
throw what you want at me i will never give up
till it all comes crumbling down, haters not a sound
toast to bad ones, no games & playing around/
so fuck the sad songs that you listen to it
fuck missing somebody that sure aint missing you
i must`ve tryed more than ive ever had for
a chance to be that guy you called on (1:49)
when your day went all wrong/ now im gone though
you hear me im gonzo, no lie you bad though
gambled on you, got a bad roll
was willingly to fight to be your man, but understand 
aint fighting a man just for a chance to hold your hand
apologized to me and i said that it was fine
must`ve deleted your number 3 or 4 times
trying get passed you, but no always had too
stick around to see if forgiving you was a bad move (2:07)/
turned out that it was even though i wish it hadnt been
impossible to break your guard, if you never let me in
yeah i get it youve been hurt, who hasnt?
now whos gonna break first, days passing
as the night comes, it starts to set in
missing something that i never had to begin with
recolecting on what couldve been
just a few weeks in, now were strangers again (2:25)
come on
im just saying
come on
quit playing
come on
try to act like you it and i wasnt shit
hold on
i`ll tell you this much
no reason to fight or fuss, guess those summer days full of summer fun wasn't meant for us
everyone needs someone except for you now
you gon realize once this phase of yours fades out/
trust, I aint sweating you while i stay fresh
the next guy you on looking like delonte west
and that's the punchline, to this joke that you called a freindship
so you can treat me like shit, but i cant send a message?
i forgave you in a quickness, my mistake
should have listened to AD, and just walked away
ended in July, began in the start of may
now you know why i never spoke to you in the first place


that girl

verse 1
Togetherness is everything
opened up myself to the thought of gaining your interest
might`ve not have been the best, but no one here is perfect though
could`nt account for how many women I strangled with my rope
and I ain`t trying to make it harder but, I miss you though
you ask me "how much?" or "How so?" , I just say I don`t know
as much a tree misses its leaves when they`ve fallen
& when its her damn I wish it was you that was calling
but enough of that
another shot of whiskey drank on her behalf
been running constant laps trying to remember how she laughs
trying to remember how she feel
I let the rain hit my skin so I can tell her what is real
as I`m walking, stubbling thinking about you
sorry baby, I had these obligations to see through
sounding crazy, god knows if you can even hear me
late maybe, but whats time gotta do if its meant to be
if its it meant to be, only god knows so lets just wait and see
lets just wait and see if my release ever returns
and I loved you the most out of them all for what its worth
quite a ride seat belt is fastened, fasting like its Ramadan
gotten closer to god, since losing this love of mine
only trying if you trying, say you don`t girl you lying
since the first time we`ve been binded, can`t negate what faith united
anybody were to ask you are my person, this I know for certain
I loved you in all your versions
moments yet to be fulfill won`t be taken for granted
& I`m reading you this letter in the hopes you`d understand it

loungin

living single

xhale

Verse 1
I can tell you how I’ve been as of late
but the words don’t really equate no more
trying to rely hard on my faith but the pressure keeps holding me down can’t get off the floor
I can’t get up you said enough now I’m stuck living out my days without you
people telling me to live it up and fronting like “hell yeah I’m about to”
knowing damn well that I’m still stuck on your views
trying to fill every void that was left by you 
and it’s easier said that done cause every time that I was on the run, you were always my escape that I used
and it’s been like (I don`t know)
some odd days and odder nights
could’ve just been picking fights but, now I’m like 
“serve me that up with a lime” keep em coming til your distant in my mind like that

Chorus
recalling this time last year
I prayed that we’d make it back
but, only if you good with that
cause baby I’d be good with that
but if things don’t pan out the way that we want
I hope it takes more than sixty days to forget me

Verse 2
knowing that, nothing ain’t the same no point in going back
yeah I held you down through your crash like a shoulder strap
ask anyone in your circle and they’d agree to that
tell me who was there huh?
when you felt that loss 
called me at 2am cause they thought she was gone
sitting outside her room crying in my arms, 
only job to keep you strong no matter what was going on
just to spend the nights waiting for you to recall to text back
tried to step up and you caused every set back
keep running through it and going on the same lap, fuck it 
never mind all the nights that we spent together
reiterating id never leave you I was so pathetic
quick to forget all the times that I gave you credit
just to leave me here alone with pieces of your impression 

Chorus
recalling this time last year
I prayed that we’d make it back
but, only if you good with that
cause baby I’d be good with that
but if things don’t pan out the way that we want
I hope it takes more than sixty days to forget me

Verse 3
lie and tell me he does it better than I used too
probably take him to the same spots that I took you
shorty make you feel secure, opening your life to new doors
sad to witness how my mindset outgrew you
I let you do you, and you showed me what you’d rather do
so naive I was settling for half of you
while you had an affinity for the likes and views 
I behind you just trying to level up your latitude 
what else did you want? Yeah we both could’ve been better
even told your dad what I wanted and meant it to the letter
but now those words don’t mean shit cause you couldn’t hold your end
how could you do what you did to your best-friend? Or so you said
we even had a fucking handshake
no time before he came and took my place
but who’s great? And to say that I didn’t try 
all I heard was goodbye when you said space (said space)

Chorus
recalling this time last year
I prayed that we’d make it back
but, only if you good with that
cause baby I’d be good with that
but if things don’t pan out the way that we want
I hope it takes more than 60 days to forget me

sixty

damsel

Reconfigure

Verse 1
Couldn’t we wish (yeah)
we could’ve been, more inviting to the severance
Playing the game of who said it first
if you didn’t then you cared a bit
that smidge couldn’t be enough
if this shit wasn’t hard yet, then just wait for it, 
while we learn from it, and I hate you (yeah)
but I love the fight that you give me when I’m here earning it (yeah)
Yearning for the simplicity, like the first day that we last met
two kids chasing these sunsets, wake up texts like “morning love are you up yet?” 

Chorus 
What I wouldn’t give, what I wouldn’t do
to reconfigure this reality to what I thought of you,
and it’s never good if it’s never good
want it to be like I thought It would
but life’s full letdowns and you’re no different 

(Bridge)

Verse 2 
Don’t talk about it gotta be about it and show me, (yeah) 
Tripping all off of my past, like chill off the old me, (yeah) 
I got you, never mind your insecurities, gotta be a way to reassure you without you owning me
(Cause to be honest)
 it’s not what I’m used to
Can’t trust that I trust you
But, I trust that I want to 
Got thoughts that I’d run by, rather run through 
that mind to find out how you think
Sneaking a peak, only way for me to know what you mean
I know what I’ve seen, but I gotta know more to find out if I can see Indefinitely, with you 
And I gotta say, gotta say like
One day to another you’re like day and night
waiting for you to get ya head right, And I’m trying to do us 
but girl you prefer them late nights
Done making amends, for shit I didn’t do
folding to you just cause you hate to lose, getting confused cause this you and me shit got its rules, (like what’s that?)
Like leaving me on “read” with no text back is something that I gotta look past, with no backlash, (fuck that), time to speak it let it be known ain’t putting up with it, or hiding what I’m mad at
with your bad past stats, hate the fact that I can’t listen to Mac the same
R-O-S on my end but, when that rain came I saw you fade and dissipate
Gotta say for the one to leave, you sure got it out for me
you all over these loses in front of my boys, just so they can relay what they’ve seen back to me
God damn, that ain’t cool
You pressing the issue, like why are you trying me?
Tell me you “boolin” when I would ask what you was doing last night, like that’s a reply to me?
Sigh of relief, when I see you in bed and now out with these dudes that you say are "just friends"
Hitting up blend, like you ain’t got a man
And don’t even take blame for the things you repent
God damn that ain’t cool
But oh well that’s you

(Bridge)

AO

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