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Been searching for way too long 
I been taking all the wrong things tryna self-medicate

Just wanna find something to take this shit out of my head

Pop a pill and I lay flat (I lay)
Open my eyes all I see are shadows around me (Shadows around)
Look like death staring straight at me 

Might overdose on this recipe
But overdose ain’t no rest for me

No rest, no
no rest

self-medicate

with me

forget

running out of time (helani & lexiiije)

lyrics:

wish you could see what I saw in you
always pretending, no it’s nothing brand new

only want the best for you only ever did,
hate being lied to I hate being hid 
from your opinions oh tell me that shit
tell me that shit

tell me that shit don’t hide away 
don’t hide away 

Come to find out all that shit was just pretending
i didn’t think we were really just an ending
pain 
oh you got me on the ground 
my mentals so worn out 

oh you got me crashing out 
you got me tweaking now

maybe this is just the intro to the bigger part of life 
I don’t wanna think you not supposed to be in mine
ya i should dip
where should this love go
this love no 

nothing new 
it’s nothing new 
nothing new

nothing new.

pinky promise.

homesick

Unloyal

Lyrics:

Cuz whats the point of trying, you really dont care
And whats the point of time, when you not even there
Cuz whats the point of lying, when that shit aint fair
You really dont care ya you really dont care

Almost lost my life and you aint even care
Tryna feed me lies, but i see clear
Ya i been down this line and i know it aint fair
going nowhere, you aint going nowhere

Ya i been thugging out for a while now
and you aint even put that bottle down
Im tryna get you off this shit boy
but it aint no use, just quit boy

I been done
all alone
without you i got noone

got no one
without you boy

Cuz whats the point of trying when you dont even care
And whats the point of time when you not even there
Whats the point of lying when that shit aint fair
you really dont care ya you really dont care

wheres the bottom line
when you know im dying
you know i been down this road before
cant lose you, no cant lose you to this war

put my trust in you and you want more
i cant keep going
cant keep going like this
gotta leave your ass behind
no time for drugs or lies
ya its time for a new life.

Quit

Bad Communication

Night Owl

Badguy

lyrics:

tears fall down a hundred times 
i don't ever feel alive 
outside my bodies where i hide
counting sheep i close my eyes 
i close my 
when does it get easier
months gone by and shit still hurt
none of that fucking healing works
numb the pain one pill won’t hurt 
last time i try to put me first
one more line what's this shit worth
no one can understand my world

i close my eyes 

tears fall down a hundred times
i don't ever feel alive
outside my body is where i hide
counting sheep i close my eyes
i close my eyes 
i close my 
i close my eyes 

when does it get easier 
months gone by and shit still hurt
none of that fucking healing work
numb the pain one pill won't hurt 
i close my eyes 
i close my 
i close my eyes 
i close my

Close my eyes/Counting sheep

lyrics:

can we can we try 
can we can we fly 
can't we can't we try
can't we can't we fly 

lately you just worried bout them guys
need you to know no one's in my eyes
can't communicate behind a screen 
feel like you don't care what makes me cry

can we can we try
communicating ain't shit from just oneside
oh no 
feels like i'm really all alone sometimes
know i feel the worst most nights
i apologize for i, can't seem to control my mind
seeing different sides of you 
someone completely brand new 

can we can we try
seeing different sides of you
someone completely brand new
don't know who i'm talking to 
who i'm talking to
too scared to reach out to you
how'd this come out of the blue 
oh out the blue

All in it

lyrics:

counting sheep i just can't sleep
something up inside of me 
all these thoughts are eating me 
alive 
no i can't get out of here
when did life get so unclear 
get my soul out of here
tonight 
tonight
counting sheep 
tonight

counting sheep i just can't sleep
something up inside of me 
all these thoughts are eating me 
alive 
no i can't get out of here
when did life get so unclear 
get my soul out of here
tonight 
tonight

Counting Sheep V2

Lyrics:

i can't seem to satisfy 
what i want until i die
eat nothing or fuckin cry
yeah i'll never feel alright
lookin back and all i see
devils staring back at me
empty in the mirror i seem
i can't even fucking breathe
cant fucking breathe
cant fucking breathe
empty in the mirror i seem
i cant seem to forgive me

oh ptsd
all that shit yeah it follows me
hand in a blender and count to three

unsatisfied 
unsatisfied
unsatisfied

i can't seem to satisfy 
what i want until i die
eat nothing or fuckin cry
yeah i'll never feel alright
lookin back and all i see
devils staring back at me
empty in the mirror i seem
i can't even fucking breathe
cant forgive me
cant forgive me
cant forgive me
cant forgive

Unsatisfied

LYRICS:

wish i didn't just spit up
all these feelings i fucked up
hold back words n ill hiccup
tightrope feels like i'll trip up

tired of all this silence here
where this shit gone go my dear
3 fights in 2 nights i swear 
no "goodnight"s i cannot bare

and i can't tell if your trying
cuz lately i been crying 
n i just wanna be 
i just wanna be 
on your good side
on your good side
on your good side
on your good side

you know that i love you but this shit is so exhausting and
you know that i trust you but this shit lately been toxic i

i just wanna be, wanna be
wanna be, wanna be
i just wanna be
wanna be, wanna be
on your good side 

wish i didn't just spit up
all these feelings i fucked up
hold back words n ill hiccup
tightripe feels like ill trip up
and i 
cant do this 
cant take this 
cant do this 
i cant do this 
tight rope feels like ill trip up


Good side

You dont take you're time with me 
you dont take you're time with me no more
no more
ya it feels like you don't have no way, to give me the time of day no more
no more

Do you see what ya doing here, causing me all kinds of fear oh lord
oh lord 
you know you don't care what bothers me
can't take these apologies 
i can't stand when you fighting me
just say that im tryna go to war

can you take your time with me 
can you take some time on me oh lord
no more
cuz it feels like you don't got no way, to give me the time of day no more
no more

Do you see what ya doing here, causing me all kinds of fear oh lord
oh lord 
no cuz you dont take your time with me, you don't take your time with me no more
no more




lexiiije

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