To Any and All that may stumble across this song. Thank you all for the plays I cannot fathom this mainly because Ive been in a dark place for the past couple months. It seems that any accomplishments do not feel like they should. I should feel pride but I dont feel anything. Its awful. But that does not mean that im not grateful Im so glad that there is people out there that are enjoying my music. And although im going through a dark path right now you guys are my light so thank you for being there for me at my worst. I love you all. x

i miss you 
i miss you 
i miss you like all the time 

i got issues 
i got issues
i pop 4 then i take a line 

in the back of the club 
and i wish that you would call 
you erased me 
taking all our pictures off the wall 
i was blacked out wasted 
looking for a sign 
mixed all these drugs 
still can’t get you off my mind

i miss u like all the time (prod. whatafuckingbitch)

🕯NUMBED OUT🕯

My New track produced by 
@https://soundcloud.com/whos-that-clown
www.youtube.com/@WhosThatClown 
and
@splashgvng

Another really good beat from these 2 talented producers, go check them out and leave some support. We all out here working hard, as always I appreciate everyone taking the time to listen!
Enjoy

thanks all
🕯

Bby it’s ok to feel fine,
Bby it’s ok, so take time,
Bby it’s ok, if you’re crying,
I don’t wanna stop the pain, so don’t hide it…anymore

Numbed out bby, it’s a death trap,
Lately I've been bummed out, bby, where my head at?
laying on my deathbed, wishing I was next up…
Rest up bby, cause I know it’s all messed up

I don’t wanna miss you now, when I call you,
Maybe I don’t miss you now, anymore, but
Bby when I miss you, now I ignore shit,
Sippin on a coffee, cause  I know you ain’t calling now

I don’t need this pain no more,
I can’t feel things anymore,
I can’t miss those, simple days,
I got myself to blame again…

I don’t wanna wish that you were still mine
Bby, And I know it’s hard to feel fine,
Yeah I know it’s lonely, taking my time,
I don’t wanna waste another night,

Stained glass, pained past, i’ll find it, now
I’m fading, drained, can’t hide it now,
In the shade, remain so quiet, now
My shame reflects like diamonds…

🕯

NUMBED OUT

NUMBED OUT - Prod theSoundClown / Splashgvng

There is a beginning and an end to everything. I wish I handled things better.

I pack my clothes,
While you're not home
I do the most, not even close, out of my control.
I've been defensive lately, 
And you oughta know.
I'll wait for your words,
They feel like the sun I'm walking on darkness.

While it pains me to say I'll be happy to wait .
I'll let you grow, let you let you be on your way.
I could be a ghost, I could be your world whatever you need.
While you are gone I just need you to know,
That, it's for the best and I hope that you heal.
I know you need your space and you need your time so you can be whole.

I swear that ill go,
So you can be whole.
Wish i could be there, but I screwed it up, so I gotta go.
While I am gone I just need you to know,
That i'll be here if you're ever alone like you were for me oh, woah, oh.

But I'll be here wait in the dark.
Work on myself while you do your art.
Like when we were kids right from the start, oh.

While it pains me to say i'll be happy to wait.
I'll let you grow, let you let you be on your way.
I could be a ghost, I could be your world whatever you need.
While you are gone I just need you to know,
That, it's for the best and I hope that you heal.
I know you need your space and you need your time so you can be whole.

You are the world 
You are my sky 
I hope that we can learn to be who we are so we can be fine

Ghost (Prod. Juanchi)

I mainly drew inspiration from my uncle and father from a very young age. Mesmerized by my father playing the guitar, I asked for my very first guitar. At first, I struggled to learn, giving up consecutively between 2010-2014. But music has always been in my family from my parents, Uncle, to even my grandparents! This sparked sense of longing for me to become successful in the music industry. My first performance was in my high-school talent show, which eventually led to the creation of my First soundcloud in the spring of 2014. Throughout the years, I continued to upload covers of my favorite songs on my YouTube channel and compose original music to upload to soundcloud. My first official song ever was made solely on my phone, using an iPhone earphone microphone. It was uploaded officially to soundcloud in the Spring of 2019 entitled "v,v." And later went on to making "DEAD!" and "Restless. "

Ghost (Prod. Juanchi)

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