T H E  W H O R E  O F 
B A B Y L O N

Did 
Did she feel like home 
Everything you know 
How words fall like clothes 
Lovers die in droves 

Walk her down the aisle 
Building your empire 
What the dirt will show 
I become your whore 

Concubine of mine 
Perversion of mind 
The houses I destroy 
You always wanted more 

The whore, of Babylon

T H E  W H O R E  O F  B A B Y L O N

I N S A T I A B L E 
M I N E 


I don't need 
I don't want 
You tonight 
By my side 

Wear my name 
Kill my faith 
All these lies 
Build my grave 

Here lies all of me 
Fucked up memory 
No remembering 
Death the only remedy 

Written on my arms 
Running up the vein 
Shattered lullabies 
A child of this myre 

I don't need you 
But I want you 
Gotta have you 
Where I got you  

A chimera of the mind 
Never met a man I liked 
After you they multiplied 
Revolver hidden under mine 

My night terrors flirt with death 
I pick shrapnel from my head 
All these spaces left behind 
Kill my lovers every night 

Flashing lights on twisted limbs 
Sirens picking up the kid 
All emotion leaving him 
Take his body all of it 

Now an empty residence 
Man I'm tired of this shit 
I don't want to live like this 
Running circles for a hit 

I am powerless for you 
Let me die in every room 
Skin slowly turning blue 
Everyone here I will lose

I N S A T I A B L E  M I N E

A M B R O S I A 

And I 
I watch them fall in others arms tonight 
I’m window shopping but this lusts all mine 
It’s everywhere I don’t know where to hide 
In moments here we all canablize 

And I 
The vegabond an orphan heaven made 
The one you locked outside of heavens gates 
You broke my wings and molded me from shame 
Everybody here will lose their names 
Here we lose our names

And you 
Don’t love me like you say you do 
Oh you 
You hold me but you burn me too
Oh who 
When we wake I will not remember 
Screaming one day in December 
It never ended  

You held the gun but I’ll pulled the trigger
Name in your mouth but you know it’s bigger than us 
Us 
We only dealt with opposites figures 
Eating ourselves in living rooms covered in blood
Run  
Bodies will run and knock every door down 
Piling up on sidewalks as floors drown 
Un 
Done 
We come 
Un
Done

A M B R O S I A

L O V E  
I N  
E P H E M E R A L

Flesh 
Tearing off the bone 
You keep
What they never know 
A tyrant makes his home 
I feel less than before 

Birth 
Of the antonym 
Corrupted parasite 
Each season changed my life 

Love 
Half of it lust 
The other has gun 
Ammunition song 
How the sun falls down 

Hear 
The bullets ringing out 
Tantrum from from each window 
Hell on earth is now 
The Devil makes no sound 

Holy 
Antichrist 
Shepard like 
Dressed in white 

Blood stained 
Antisocialight 
Bruisy sunken eyes 
My faith bastardized 
Face Unrecognized

L O V E  I N  E P H E M E R A L

H O M O P H O N E S 

The songs they sing 
Repeatedly 
Passed down chase it with apathy 

Behind closed doors 
The recluse dream 
The skin on my back belongs to me

How they act 
How they preach 
Hollowed eyes
False deities 

In everyone I’ve failed to meet 
I never want to feel at ease 

Everyone but me 

Does It burn like they say it does 
To be washed of my sins fire in blood 
Was I right 
Was I wrong 
Was it enough 

To be held 
To be tithed 
To be loved

H O M O P H O N E S

F A M I N E 

Don’t act like you don’t need
Treat me like you own me 
Like you got three mouths to feed
Money ruins everything 

Who is your God now 
To whom do you kneel down 
What defines poverty 
When we all go in the ground  

What do you want from me 
An ocean of bodies loud 
Burning down everything 
Rebuild in our image now 

Cane buried Abel proud 

Cane being Able now

F A M I N E

R E P E A T  T H E  L O V E R S 

I want you to kill it 
I want you to hurt 

I know that you're with him 
I know every word 

It's like weve gone missing 
A Symphony burns 
This frission is leaving me 
No life in this dirt 

Tear apart my body
Turn me into dust
Marauder of my vision 
Ripping out my toungue 

I feel everything 
I know everything 
Every lie said to me 
I love you don't love me 
This violent aritllery 
Bombs falling in the spring
Nowhere but ruinging
The only home 
The only home I ever knew 

The ground will devour 


"And I will follow 
Nowhere without you 
No one to call home 
I will go 
Like sanity leaving me 
Lovers in atrophy 
You where the one damn thing 

I could never keep

R E P E A T  T H E  L O V E R S

G L A S S  M A N A G E R I E 

Watch me as I go 
My outline in the afterglow 
Seratonin burning out 
My body is hand me down

All my names from someone else 
Fracturing my mental health 
Glass managerie of self 
Fractrured spyche making all my wealth 
New money mummbling all my guilt 

Dont fuck with me I'll hire another hitman for the kill 
One eye over my shoulder 
I'm followed by the night 
That built 
Me 


And you 
Tried to destroy me 
But you 
You'll never own me

G L A S S  M A N A G E R I E

F O R E V E R  I S  E N D I N G 

It'sonly fire 
It's only water 
We're slowly dying 
My mind unwires 

Untie my lovers 
In time discover 
In every meaning 
A break in theory 

In you 
I see repeated 
In everyone 
I see leaving 

These rooms 
This broken lullaby
Mantra divorces me with Christ 
A singularity bengs to die 
My lover you became my Adonai

And we are all we have now 
And time is at a standstill 

These monumbets we made of light 
Tthe sound of war as oceans climb 
The world will burn and no one will survive 
Glass comes rainging down
I'm terrified

F O R E V E R  I S  E N D I N G

P L A Y I N G  W I T H  
G L A S S

and now we sit with the truth
let me die next to you
dont feel right when its through 
dont come back with you know who

lock every every door when you leave
burn every bridge in the spring 
i never knew you where real 
fiction is all that we feel 

messages i never sent 
keep you alive in my head 
fucked up and trapped in my vice 

baby i love how you lied 
baby i love how we lied 

spychosis keeps you up tonight 
always let my lovers make me go blind 
sober feeling a depressive high 
dont fucking touch me i'm not your guy
i'm not yours 
i'm not yours 
i'm not yours 

baby i love we lied 
baby i love how yo lied 
baby i love how you lied

P L A Y I N G  W I T H  G L A S S

Where do we go

You 
With your smile bright 
With those burning eyes 
Honey of mine

You 
How you go 
Breaking every home
Everyone you know 

Lovers
Of my demise 
Adam leaving Adonai 
Where jealousy resides 

Is this 
What you wanted 
How you imagined 
For what it's worth 
Does it hurt 
Heaven on earth 
Now you're with her 

Specters 
Of my lovers 
Never recover 
But never die 

Fragments 
Of my mind
This handmade antichrist 
Addiction of a vice
(Addiction and his vice)

A N T I C H R I S T

probably by myself somewhere, i make these because it helps me work through trauma and substance abuse, not really for anyone, i also have a tendancy to break every phone i've ever owned, so i need somewhere to save them 
 
they/them 🏳️‍🌈🇲🇽🇺🇸

BELMONT (JUAN FERNANDEZ) 

INSTA: hypercosmchild

juan.fernandez.ghs@gmail.com

lo que me hace falta es casa, pero un hogar, es donde tu estes, me enseñaste amar, aún teniendo nada, aquí el materialismo se convierte agua estancada

B E L M O N T

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