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FIRST TRACK OFF OF “Wow, you never told me you made music!”

This is the closest thing you will get to knowing how it feels to experience a shutdown

I puked when I first recorded this

OHHHH DONT YOU KNOWW
THAT I WANNNNAAA GO HOMEEEEEEE
OH MY DEAR
THIS ISNT WHERE I BELOOOOOONG

ONE LAST PIECE OF ADVICEEEEEE
IM GOING TO ENDDD MY LIFEEEE
OHHHH MY LOVEEEEE 
YOUR ABUSE WILL NOTTTT SUFFICEEEEE

IM SICK OUT OF MY DAAAAAMN MINDDDDDD
YOUVE HID ME SO NO ONE WOULD FINDDDDD
MY ROTTING CORPSE ORDAIIINEDDDDD 
MY BODY WAS NEVER MINEEEEEEE 

ROXXANNE MY DEAAAAR
YOU CANT KEEEEP ME HEREEEEE
MALNOURISHED, DREADFUL AND WORRIED 
IM AFRAID YOUR TIME IS NEARRRRRRR

Alfred Yearber's Album

ONE LAST PIECE OF ADVICE

TRANSGRINDERRR-SCREAMS OF SUNSHINE

(SAMPLE USED: PINK FLOWER--DAISY CHAINSAW) 
The world, including me, has gone crazy
I wish i could molt and crawl out of my own body 

What am I if im not anything to you (x2)

Cerebral matter, you’re disgusted and appalled 
At the sight of my brains splattered all across the wall

What are you if you aren’t anything to me? (x2)

I’ll get my revenge one day, 
poor you, sitting in bliss
You’re not as dumb as I think you are,
 yet you act so oblivious 
I spit this venom as if it’s my last breath 
But become so vague and hide away so you will not get pissed 

What are we together? Do you know?
Will we stay forever? Do you know?

MAGENTA DAISY

PRODUCED BY LIL UGLY MANE 
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH  XOXO

CHICKEN DADDY: GAY REMIXXX FT. LIL EYECRUST (PROD. LIL UGLY MANE)

I’m just your dog
One that pisses you off
Please kick me down
When you deem its appropriate

Sweat drips right down my face
As i feel your gun part my lips
I know you love me, so you wouldn’t shoot it off
But if that made you happy, I’d swallow the bullet

I can’t fucking speak because
Your fingers slide down my throat
Saliva and bile pours from the place
Where You’ve me feel so goddamn outspoken outspoken

I must scream (x4)

I want you to hit me harder
And give me all that you got
Slide those gold rings on motherfucker
Make this pretty face unrecognizable

I haven’t an ounce of dignity
Cuz I just fucking love what you do to me
Do it more
Do it more
Do it more
Let’s see how fast my psyche to rot away

Please let me scream (x4)
credits
license
all rights reserved

SCREAM--SLIGHTLY RUDE AND THE ADOLESCENTS

i don't wanna speak if i sound like a woman (x2)

i just wanna sound like i've been sick for weeks
god why do i have to sound this way everytime i speak?

i don't wanna speak if you think i'm a woman
i don't wanna think about you seeing me as a woman

maybe one day i'll figure it out
will you throw me away or will you stay with me throughout?

please do not cry
things are gonna be fine
you'll get there one day
but just not tonight

i don't wanna speak if i sound like a woman (x4

SOUND LIKE A WOMAN--UNCLE ANOREXIA

SHOUTOUT THE OG SONG: https://soundcloud.com/hoss-records/dj-dog-dick-im-a-bitch?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
i am the number one dj dog dick fan <33
Also, first verse are his lyrics (i had to adjust because i have a hard time hearing lyrics sometimes so it might not be completely accurate) second verse is my own twist.

Natural mascara 
Was just your vibe
Some lucid essence
These painted eyes

Sewn upon your heavy head
With its renovating red
On my chest, where it’s branded
I’M A BITCH!!!

Im a bitch!!
Im your man!!
Taste your skin
Do all I can

I drink the poison of this land
With a pitcher in my hand 
But I did not understand 
IM A BITCH!!!

I’m a bitch!!
Yes I know …
Feel your reigns through my blood flow 
There’s a rattling of the cage
When attraction is engaged 
My skin is rotting a-fuckin-way 
IM A BITCH

IM A BITCH (x4)
Please let me be me….(x5) 


NATURAL MASCARA
WAS JUST THE VIBE
I THOUGHT I GOT YOU 
BUT I HAD TO THINK TWICE

WATCHED AS PISS DRIPPED DOWN YOUR LEGS 
TIED UP, WITH YOUR WRISTS BOUNDED 
CIG BRANDED INTO YOUR SKIN
YOURE MY BITCH 

IM YOUR BITCH
PLEASE DONT SAY IT 
IM A DEGENERATE 
I’LL TAKE ALL YOUR SHIT 

Motherfucker Theres no escape 
You’ll always get your way 
Depravity; I HAVE TO OBEY
YEAH IM A BITCH 


IM A BIIIITCH
A FUCKING BITCH 
IM YOUR BITCH 
YOURE MY BITCH 

OH GOD PLEASE TAKE ME AWAY
I’LL DO WHATEVER YOU SAY
RIP ME OPEN PUT ME ON DISPLAY
CUZ IM A BITCH

IM A BITCH--UNCLE ANOREXIA (DJ DOG DICK COVER)

DONT WANNA BE A BOY, JUST WANNA BE A MAN (x4)
DONT WANNA BE A TOY, JUST WANNA BE A MAN (x4)
DONT WANNA BE IGNORED, JUST WANNA BE A MAN (X4)

DONT WANNA BE A GIRL NOR A WOMAN 
DONT WANNA ACT FOR YOU, DONT WANNA PRETEND (X2)

JUST WANNA BE A MAN

Do you think I’m clever? 
Do you think I’m smart? 
Can you feel me inside you
Where I’m touching your heart? 

I feel so ashamed 
That you’re playing my games
My love is like fire
And you’re igniting the flame 

 I know more about you than you know about yourself
You think I am just so angel, but I belong in hell
I’m a freak, creep, sadistic piece of shit leech 
But you don’t seem to mind

Maybe you don’t mind because I control everything 
You think you have free will, no, you belong to me 
Nothing’s real, you aren’t real, shit is just a dream
But I don’t seem to mind 

Do you think I’m awful?
Do you hate my guts? 
Can you feel me inside you
Or have I fucked up? 

I feel so guilty
I feel so dirty 
My love is a wildfire 
And now you’re the one hurting 

Maybe you don’t mind because I control everything
You think you have free will, no, you belong to me
I wish you were real, and Not a fucking dream
I really do mind
I won’t stop this fight

SEEM TO MIND--SLIGHTLY RUDE AND THE ADOLESCENTS

(creds 2 john page contraband 4 the drums <3)
There you go walking past again 
The painful past is resurfacing
I wish you could see me as human 

There is nothing more terrifying
Than seeing myself morph into something 
I tried so hard to avoid becoming

Save me from myself

Cut me open, put salt on my wound
I’d devote my entire life for you 
Even if that isn’t what you’d do 

There you go ignoring me again
I love you so, what do you not get?
I regret ever even existing 

There is nothing more satisfying
Than you terrorizing my whole being
Without you, baby, I am nothing 

I’ll save you from yourself

I AM NOTHING--ALFRED MOROSE

i don't know what i did wrong this time
maybe i'm making it up and it's in my mind

did i make you upset? 
are you filled with regret?
did i make you despise being my friend yet?

i'm so terrified

i'm so terrified 
please don't leave my life

WHAT DID I DO WRONG WHY ARE YOU TREATING ME THIS WAY?

CREDIT TO DOOM TONES ON YOUTUBE FOR THE DRUMS

There you are, you just don't have a clue
about the things i wanna do to you
i'm compelled by all the things you do
if i could, i'd cut you open; live inside your wound

you just don't know what you do to me (x4)

i want you to kick me down, make my mind spin round and round
please take me down, punish me for this 
sadomasochistic, choosing to stay ignorant
i need your sin, i got limerence

i wanna stay innocent
but deep down i know im sick
i hope you never see or feel indifferent

sadomasochistic
mark yourself upon my wrist
i need this fix; fucking limerence

you are my god
i need you all
devote myself
to your call

i crave this shit, you just don't have a clue
you really don't know what you got yourself into

you really don't know what you do to me (x4)

i want you to kick me down, make my mind spin round and round
please take me down, punish me for this 
sadomasochistic, choosing to stay ignorant
i need your sin, i got limerence

i wanna stay innocent
but deep down i know im sick
i hope you never see or feel indifferent

sadomasochistic
mark yourself upon my wrist
i need this fix; fucking limerence

LIMERENCE--ALFRED MOROSE

Do you really have nothing to say?
If you did, do you swear you’d say it to my face?
I’m doing things that I shouldn’t do
I’m doing things I shouldn’t just for you

Is what you’re saying to me really true?
Have I now become no need of use?
I’ll watch the world just pass me by
I’ll watch the world pass until I die 

What’s the purpose of you being here?
I thought I knew you who you were, but now it’s unclear 
Oh but don’t you worry honey, don’t fret my dear
Maybe I’m in the wrong, but to me you’re like looking in a mirror 

All these mistakes; yeah, you’re becoming just like me
If you keep this up I’ll lose all sense of my identity 
I’ve pity just what you have become
But it’s all my fault in the long run

I let the guilt eat me just for fun
I Drink myself to death holding a gun
I hope I shoot, I pray I shoot 
I hope one of us dies
It doesn’t matter who 

What’s the purpose of you being here?
I thought I knew you who you were, but now it’s unclear 
Oh but don’t you worry honey, don’t fret my dear
Maybe I’m in the wrong, but to me you’re like looking in a mirror

MIRROR--UNCLE ANOREXIA

B SIDE--UNCLE ANOREXIA

creds 2 doom tones for drums

I want you to make it hurt
I want you to treat me like dirt
I don’t care if I cry
Being hurt is the prize

Kick, punch, hit, Make it count
Your hurt is something I can’t live without
I need you to make it hurt
Make my pain ten times worse

I want you to make it hurt, I need you to make it hurt

Show me what I’m worth

MASOCHIST--IN THE NAME OF LIBIDO

DRUMS BY BIRUTABOY! 

I was so Close to getting better
But I guess I’m not 
Everyday starts with pain
Being tormented by all my thoughts

I used to be beautiful to you
I used to be the perfect one
But now I’m no need of use
So you wait until I am gone 

I’m out for revenge
I push you away 
I pull you back in
Why do I let you treat me this way

REVENGE—UNCLE ANOREXIA (DRUMS PROD BY BIRUTABOY!)

DRUM PROD BY BIRUTABOY!
I want you …. To collar me like a dog
That’s really … all that I want 
Keep going …. Please don’t stop

Don’t worry …. I’ll stop my cries
I’m nothing  … but something to despise 
Maybe…That’s why you always lied

I’m a dog (x4) 

Who am I? I think I forgot
Lock me away..without a second thought
Don’t leave me here…please don’t let me rot

I know it hurts…but it is so much fun
Take me out back…take me out with a gun
I’m just a dog…about as worthless as one 

I’m your dog (x4)

YOUR DOG

Hours pass but it feels like years
Why is that? Because you’re not here
What am i gonna do now
Without you here to show me how

I’m not helpless, that’s not it 
I only wish it didn’t end like this
I go through the cycle of grief
Yet you don’t think twice about me 
What to do?
I hate you
But I can pull through
All without you

WITHOUT YOU

I’ve been waiting until tomorrow
But then I lose the confidence
To achieve my sweet release of death
I’m a failure, even at losing consciousness

I’ve been sleeping this off for too long,
I’ve been constantly putting it off,
The suffering won’t go away 
I think I was meant to rot

I don’t think I can wait until tomorrow
I’m gonna slit a wound on my skin
Remember the times that traumatize me 
Why did I have to wake up again?

I’ve been strong, I’ve been strong!
I’ve been trying my best!
But I have had enough
Please put me to rest
I’ve been strong, I’ve been strong!
I’ve tried to get this off my chest

I’m far gone, I’m far gone
My tries fail nonetheless 
My brain is broken 
Nobody but me is left 
I’m far gone, I’m far gone
Failure is just in my flesh

Just how much longer ‘til tomorrow?
Because I can’t deal with this torment 
The longer things keep going on
I’ll do something unfortunate 

This simply cannot be slept off
This urge can’t be ignored for long
You all Live precious lives
But for me, I was meant to rot

I’m not strong, I’m not strong
Just put me to rest
Take me out back with a gun
Shoot me right in the chest
I’m not strong, I’m not strong
Day and Night, I pray for my death

Im far gone, Im far gone
My tries will succeed one day
 all of you will feel the pain
And you’ll wither in dismay 
I’m far gone, I’m far gone
Let me go and leave me to decay

WAITING UNTIL TOMORROW

DRUMS PROD BY BIRUTABOY!
acceptance of everything and grief
knowing there was no love and you wren't proud of me
deep inside of my heart i feel empty
but returning back is possible for me

yeah i know it's just so hard
to keep your head looking up when you don't feel strong, but
i'll keep walking through this hell
not for you, but for once for myself

if i'm scared i'll get through it scared
even if my mind isn't there

ACCEPTANCE

We don’t fuck with scrubs
But we fuck with bubble butts
Yeah she on my dick right now
Grab her hips n then I plow

Getting it up
Yeah I’m up right now
She wants to fuck
I look at her like wow

Im finally back in this shit again
Getting crunk n drunk until no end
Testosterone I’m microdosin
Pretendin my problems aren’t here to begin with

Yeah jerkin my tdick is such a nice feelin
But fuckin your bitch makes me feel like I’m healin
She got me doin nasty shit that’s revealin
Nothin I ain’t done before I’m a degenerate

I don’t give a fuck
As long as I’m with my buds
Birutaboy yeah that is my bro
And I’ll love him before any hoe

DJ MALEGIRL X BIRUTABOY: WE SO UP (PROD AIZEKS & BIRUTABOY!)

GUITARS + VOCALS BY ME
EVERYTHING ELSE PROD BAPPY

I got a feeling that I'm being watched
But I don't wanna shake this feeling off
Take me when I'm most vulnerable
Test me, see how much I can handle

I don't know if I like you around
No, no, no, was the only thing that I mouthed

Take me away
Force me to stay
Although you cause my dismay
I'll always love you the same

IN THE NAME OF LIBIDO--SAME (PROD. BAPPY)

GUITARS + VOCALS BY ALFRED MOROSE
DRUMS + BASS +  ETC BY BLOODHAIL

why can't things go back to how they were?
where we sadistically tore into each other?
bit by bit, your skin leaves a taste on my lips
but i'm left alone because you tore off my limbs 

YOURE APART OF ME
AND IM NOT ALLOWED TO LET YOU LEAVE
I AM STUCK WITH YOUR DISEASE
AND YOUR TRAUMA, IT PLAGUES ME

pry my jaw open and force me to eat you alive
because you know that i hate this, but you love it when i cry
i suppose my insides were the only thing that mattered
i guess that you're nothing besides just a cannibalistic biohazard

there will always be pieces of you in me
stomach's churning as i watch you bleed
piece by piece my body gives you release
because i'd rather be abused than be deceased

YOURE APART OF ME 
AND SOMETIMES I WISH THAT YOU WOULD LEAVE
I DO NOT WANT YOUR DISEASE
I DO NOT WANT TRAUMA TO PLAGUE ME
IT ISN'T FAIR NOW IS IT 
WHEN I START NOT TAKIN YOUR SHIT
LACERATING MY HEART OUT MY CHEST
SO YOU'RE NO LONGER PRESENT

you're a cannibal 
you're so insufferable
none of that matters
'cause i love that you're terrible 

CANNIBAL!

ALFRED MOROSE X BLOODHAIL- CANNIBALISTIC BIOHAZARD

MIXING BY BAPPY 

girl, you know you got me feeling this way
with your fragile body all on display
and girl, we're going at it from night to day
you got me thinking all sorts of crazy

your touch is always on my mind 
why the hell can't you be mine?

i'm desperate for you but i don't know how to say it
maybe when i'm high as fuck or if i'm intoxicated
killing me with your hands, girl, i'm not complaining
if you can't be my girl, then i'm contemplating 

i'm desperate for you
i don't know what to do

DJ LEATHERGASM - I'M DESPERATE FOR YOU BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SAY IT

GUITARS + VOCALS BY ALFRED MOROSE
DRUMS + PROD BY HEADS HANG HEAVY

two angels beside me 
im in hooker heaven 
prince of the trailer park
getting high off heroin 

pretty face with leather wings
my eyes are zipped shut and i can’t see a thing
yeah
mother of hell, give me all of your pain 
because i am a toy and dont deserve anything

im your bitch, do as you please
mold me into the man i was meant to be

fuck me up

ALFRED MOROSE X HEADS HANG HEAVY -- PRINCE OF THE TRAILER PARK

first fully produced fl song by yours truly!
sorry for the vocals, i was drunk recording them. my voice is also in the process of dropping
lyrics
there's 100 ways to kill yourself
yet i've failed at all of them
there's 100 ways to fix yourself
yet it'd take years to solve all of my problems

it starts off slow
diverging into your soul
affecting everyone i love and know;
it grows, it grows, it grows

i don't know when this shit will end
maybe when i find myself again
please help me pick up the pieces
of what i've reaped and sowed

there's 100 ways to ruin yourself
and i've went through all of them
there's 100 ways to change yourself
and to me, i treat it like a problem

it starts off slow
diverging into your soul
affecting everyone i love and know;
it grows, it grows, it grows

is there any hope out there?
it's made me feel so hopless
god if you're real, if you're real, forgive me for all of my sins
i can't do this (x3)
god if you're real, if you're real, forgive me for all of my sins

it starts off slow
diverging into your soul
affecting everyone i love and know;
it grows, it grows, it grows

idon't know when this shit will end
maybe when i find myself again
please help me pick up the pieces
of what i;ve reaped and sowed

UNCLE ANOREXIA -- 100 WAYS

all prod by me
lyrics
i don't feel i deserve your intimacy
yet i've fallen in love with your intricacy
hold me close, boy, glance into my eyes
hold me close, boy, until the sunrise

for the first time
it feels like i'm in heaven
for the first time
it's reciprocated obsession
for the first time
there's nothing to be afraid of
for the first time
it feels like i am in love

i hope this feeling never goes away
i'm praying to god that you'll stay

for the first time
it feels so unreal
for the first time
i have the ability to feel

don't be shy, don't be scared
i'll be here, i won't go anywhere
you have me, and i have you
kiss me more
there's nothing else you should do

ALFRED MOROSE - FIRST TIME

19 | it | transsexual musician with too many aliases (uncle anorexia + others)

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