you can teach me how to trust

care about (demo)

Iris - Anxious

I brought it on myself didnt I?

8mm visuals at: https://youtu.be/dLkJuGfZFV4

made strictly on the 404.

thoughts of you

Floods

June (2016 demo)

like a dream

SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/artist/6dJ1iY51ZgNt93gelvdF3k

sample @morguemami

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i know you're probably not home (kailee morgue remix)(FREE DOWNLOAD)

Produced by @byrook1e
Mixed by @walkerlangley
Turn off the lights, lay down, put your headphones in, close your eyes, and think about her. 

-cwason

(edit) I just found out this song is 1 min and 36 seconds long I never even knew wtf

it's 1:36 am and i can't stop thinking about you (prod. rook1e)

BIG thank you to @elijahwho for letting me use his beats for this song!! (u better go and follow)

elijah's TWEETer: https://twitter.com/elijahwhomusic
here's the original: https://soundcloud.com/elijahwho/weusedtotalkeverynight

& here are the lyrics!:
i didn’t think that it would come to this
i don’t rap so don’t go making deep analysis
of the situation
i wasn’t wishin
that i would go back into you

so tell me boy
are you there
do you enjoy

making me feel like a fool

we were all good
then you stopped
and i stood

and i lost you forever

we used to talk every night
ooh oh oh
we used to talk every night

so now my mind is full
of thoughts of me and you
what could’ve been, a life that’s good, but wasn’t meant for the two

of us…

i can see you by my side
so let me just say that i like you 

but we don’t talk anymore no,
we don’t talk anymore

we don’t talk anymore no,
we don’t talk anymore

but tell me boy
if by chance
i annoy

cause i’m head over heels for you

it breaks my heart
that we are
far apart

but it couldn’t matter less to you

we used to talk every night
ooh oh oh
we used to talk every night.

we used to talk every night (prod. elijah who)

EVERYTIME

this girl

Limelight (prod. XUAVE)

LOSING YOU - an original lullaby by Sarah Baska

LOSING YOU - SARAH BASKA (Original Lullaby)

surprise! here's another song, sorry i've been absent for a while. school ends soon for me so i'll be able to start uploading things a little more regularly :-) for now, hopefully, this suffices. i'm not 100% sure how to feel about it, i had no idea it would be four minutes long but wowie it was haha 

anyways, enjoy (or just listen and then never listen again, either is fine)

buy/support me :-)

please don't

exe wanders through debris in an urban wasteland. they wonder if there's anyone around.

buy <3

is anyone here.

i've been missing hong kong and all that jazz so i wrote a song about it last night. it's a little different, subject-wise, but i think missing family is something that a lot of us experience. and/or the feeling of being left behind. anyways, so sorry i've been posting sad sad songs, i suppose music is the only outlet i allow myself to be emo through haha

the cover art is also done by me, and if you're wondering, the character means family/home

purchase it here <3

hong kong

sticking with the theme of happy sounding love songs, here's the latest addition... "cliché"! i hope you all enjoy it, i had a lot of fun writing it and i think it's rather fun to listen as well. :-) i've also noted that people really like having lyrics so here they are haha:

i walked into the room and i then i saw your face
you looked me in the eye
i wanted to erase myself, myself 

i didn’t wanna fall but then i stepped right in
i looked down at the ground 
and then i felt it right within, it was too late for me (late for her)

you took a step forward and tilted your head
with a curious glance you stared
and i felt dead, oh my god, i think i’m dying!

you said “hey”
and i said “hello”
what’s your name?
i’d really like to know 
about you, too bad i stopped at “hello.”

i just stared
and you grinned
and looked right back
it felt like just one big whirlwind one big whirlwind

over the next few days we got to talking
with every single word i started falling
farther and farther for you

you were witty and so charming
you swept me off my feet
you made me laugh you made me blush
oh no one could compete (no one could compete!)
it seemed to good to be true (it was too good to be true)
i wanted to be with you (and only with you)
we clicked like legos 
or the clacking of tap shoes 

you say “hey”
i said “hello,
how was your day?”
you said “better now” with a smile.
oh what a cliché.
but to be honest it made my day!

i didn’t wanna fall but then i stepped right in
i looked up at your face
and those eyes , they drew me in, it was too late for me

that’s what we were
a simple cliche
it wasn’t made to work 
but i wouldn’t have it any other way 

you were witty and so charming
you swept me off my feet
you made me laugh you made me blush
oh no one could compete (no one could compete!)
it seemed to good to be true (it was too good to be true)
i wanted to be with you (and only with you)
we clicked like legos 
or the clacking of tap shoes 

you say “hey”
i said “hello,
i gotta know, do you feel this way?”
you said “yeah i do, but i was scared of what you might say…”

that’s all we were,
a silly cliché
i still think you’re cute
but maybe it’s better this way

bah duh dum
bah duh dum
bah duh duh duh duh dum

bah duh dum
that’s okay
we’re just a little cliché
duh dah dum,
and that’s okay!

cliché

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our time is up

it's been a long time coming, but here it is, i hope you all like it

chords: Dmin G C C7

lyrics:
i’m happy for you
i’m smiling for you
i’d do anything 
for you for you

it’s always for you
and never or me
i need it to stop 
so let me tell you please

i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely 
but i can’t tell you 
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

how many times
must i keep it inside
i need to let go 
and i swear that i’ve tried

but opening up 
means trusting others
and that’s just too much, 
i don’t want to bother

so i’ll keep it inside 
and bury it deep
i know it’s not healthy 
but you won’t hear a peep

though i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely
i could never tell you
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

you can teach me how to trust

ali dunham