I can’t tell you why I’m breaking down

YBNC

ORIGINAL TRACK FROM DISCOUREGED ONES ALBUM
PLAYED LIVE AT UNION CHAPEL,LONDON 2015
GONE SANCTITUDE VERSION
SALUTE

LYRICS

A dead start in my head
And the day's been laid
The things I really want
Always torn from my heart
You never saw the way
How I wanted you to stay
And now you're gone
I'm on my own

When I was thinking this
Was something permanent
You were already thinking
Of going away

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Original song by Chris Isaak

Rearrangement, Mix & Mastering: Erfan Mounji
Guitar Sample: Singahit
Cover Art: Amirali TheSz

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you

No, I don't wanna fall in love
No, I don't wanna fall in love
With you
With you

What a wicked game you play, to make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you

And I don't wanna fall in love
No, I don't wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart)
With you
With you
Don't wanna fall in love

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you

No, I don't wanna fall in love
No, I don't wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart)
With you

No, I...

Wicked Game

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“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. 
Website: https://www.tomeofstars.net/

The final section of “Tome of Stars”, “Scripture”, leaves narrative behind to consecrate the poet’s enduring, unrequited love as sacred text. Comprising nine sonnets, it transforms the terminal condition of quixotosis (a delusional devotion stripped of belief in reciprocity) into liturgy, adopting the voice and cadence of timeless religious writing.

Adapted largely from an earlier prose work written from the perspective of a devotee of the Stargirl, these poems elevate her from mortal beloved to astral deity, blending hymn, confession, and myth in a tradition of sanctifying suffering and idealizing beauty. “Scripture” offers no reconstruction, resurrection, or resolution, only the permanence of ritualized longing: words repeated, a mantra, because they are all that remain.

“Withdrawal” seeks to capture the raw devastation of loss and the unraveling of reality when a profound connection is severed. The sonnet portrays the speaker grappling with the disappearance of a beloved, transcendent figure whose presence was both magical and transformative. Through imagery of cosmic disintegration, mental fragmentation, and emotional agony, the poem explores themes of love, despair, and the desperate attempt to hold onto something irretrievable. The closing couplet highlights the paradox of clinging to what has been lost, embodying the tension between the inability to let go and the acceptance of emptiness. The word “withdrawal” has several meanings in this context, from addiction to removed presence.

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Lyrics

Her avatar dissolved. Her magic fled.
I screamed beneath a shroud of starless skies.
No love could last. I could not fight the dread.
A hood of darkness dropped across my eyes.

The heavens wept. The broken earth would bleed.  
Transcendent insight gurgled out my brain.  
Her spirit sank beneath a void of sleep,  
And pieces of her washed out with the rain.

I grasped in madness memories unmade,  
But every diamond shard would scrape me blind. 
All edges sliced, keen sharpened stellar blades,
A tapestry unweaving in my mind.

My grip stays firm, though bloodied by the cost.  
In empty hands, I keep what I have lost.

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Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3dMNga3PaxcmTfrYH3OSfM
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/stargazer-elentirmo/1842303474

Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

Withdrawal

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Album: The End Is Nigh But The Night Is Young
Second Strangers on a Train album.
Released 2018 on Celebrationrecords.dk

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