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Walking aimlessly trying to find who I was meant to be
What was meant for me
I've been deteriorating slowly and I started first mentally
I sent a letter to heaven for miracles but instead hell was sent to me
My father was a demon and my mom a fallen angel
I love her to death but she had a bad angle
I don't blame though with all the pain that she's put up through
I couldn't give a shit what people think of me so how could I put out two?
Going to school with the same clothes day in and day out
The other kids made fun of me but didn't know we needed a pay out
I'm surprised I didn't commit suicide or never had those types of thoughts
I would drown in my own sorrows while hoping for better tomorrows
Do you have a dollar I could I borrow?
I could use me some new socks
I used the old ones to wipe my ass when there weren't toilet rolls in stock
I have thoughts I can't remember
Memories I cant recall
Only a few happy ones and the rest are no good at all
The reason being that the majority of them are pertaining to my paw
When I write my notes I don't care if I describe a flaw
Because The only person who can judge me is the man upstairs
I hate him for not coming around when my mom was getting handled by a man upstairs

These are my stories and my woes simply put into flows
Do like Andre and make a cadence so they're not negated
I write my pains down and every thought I've ever contemplated
Every person that I've hated
The ones that laughed at my reality and the girls I never dated
You can call me what you want since were all equally created
Except as a growing child you probably weren't negated
I never had and apparent parent
Had good grades in school but nobody ever knew
Never had any real friends and people I trusted were less than few
I would've loved to stick around a school and join eventually join a crew
But it's impossible when you leave in month when the rent is due
On the next complex try to figure out what to do
To this day I'm sad to say that I am still walking aimlessly
Forever to feel forgotten while knowing there's no one same as me
Walking to school since second grade awoke showered and got dressed
Then came back around to only be alone cold and then depressed
I have so many memories but most of them are repressed
I do writing for relief but I also care if you're impressed
What I don't care for though is if you think that I'm the best
I don't have money or women so i can only stress the rest
About my dreams to provide for my blood like nobody could
Or better yet how nobody would
Prove to myself that I never needed a father figure
Start out with just my sense then make my net worth bigger


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